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In the mists of sleeping eyes
Hidden in disguise
My mind my power my lies
The truth is hidden between my speak
All of you too without caring to seek
Beneath the tears Beneath the fears
Where the true me lies inside
So much pain so much denied
Emotion is there to stay
All the world gave way
Reality doesnt exist in the world with me and you
Forgotten the truth all I knew
In the mists of sleeping eyes
Underneath my demise
Haunting sights sleepless nights
There's someone there a glimmer of light
Someones there to take flight
Its not real not real no ones there to help me
All I want is to be free
Goodbye and goodbye forever
Remember me always forget me never
Run with me where tomorrow hides
We'll put all the pain aside
Dance with me into the light
We'll sleep through all the nights
Run with me past today
Race through time like everythings okay
Dont let go of me hold on tight
Sheild me like everythings alright
Come with me we'll make angel's in the snow
We'll laugh and cry and share all we know
Run with me where tomorrow hides
Let's forget the pain and forgive the lies
Kiss away the tears
Bury all my fears
We'll fly forever in the wind so fast
We'll run together through the past
Hide with me under happiness
All the anger we'll caress
Run with me where tommorow lies
Come with me to say my goodbyes
In her room, her dream land
Found her with a knife in her hand
Lean in closer the blades glinting
Opened eyes with death hinting
A drop of blood upon her lip
Hand on the knife in deaths strong grip
Head down bodys contorted
Wrists slashed cuts disorted
Listen, and you will hear
The small drip in her puddle of fear
Spreading slowly crawling toward you
A deep crimson puddle
Soaking the teddy she used to cuddle
Lying there, on the floor
All her secrets hidden behind her door
Dreams and laughter once showed good days to come
But now she's worthless, less then scum
Come closer open your eyes
What made you so blind, the hidden demise
She remembered that horrible day
Look at you look  what you did
All her happiness you forbid
Look at you how could you not know
Her tears in streams how could it not show?
Awake at night she cried
Knowing the deep pain she had inside
You left it there on the table
The large knife held with hands unstable
Pressed slowly then sliced like butter
Not a single word she could utter
How could you How could you
They said her name and you anwsered "Who?"
Look at her know look what youve done
This is what you get for finishing what youve begun
No one knew her no one cared
No one talked to her, never even dared
Alone that night that horrible day
The day that took her life away
[Daddys little whore]
Look at you now look what you did
All the secrets that she hid
Ask them, go on, how she died
The simple anwser is "suicide"
A coffin Layed underground
Inside of it a red rose is found
Its found in a 17 yr old girl's hands
She was a straight a student with lots of college plans
No one would of thought her life would end like this
The red rose was her last wish
For it was the last thing her bf gave her b4 he dumped her for some blond girl
She couldnt take it anymore so she took a gun and ended her world
She didnt ask for anything not even a goodbye or what clothes
All she wrote in the note was tell him I died for him and his love and would u please place im my hands the red rose
slit my wrist
I'm tired of this
I watch me bleed
and silently scream
I used to pray
but God had nothing to say
I wipe away my tears
and hide my fears
I cut again and again
hoping each time it will finally end
will i go to heaven or hell
i cant tell
i sit here and cry
then i lie
and say im okay
everyday
slitting my wrist isnt ending this
i take a gun to my head
and now im finally dead
Shes standing on the edge
Thinking maybe she should throw herself over
So far down, she's not sure
She doesn't wanna live anymore
One life to live, her great sacrifice
One small movement to pay the price
Life and love once had now lost
Her life is the price one small cost
Only now she's thinking
Should she throw herself over, she's sinking
In a sea of sadness down to one last breath
One step closer one step to death
She's standing on the edge
Thinking maybe she should throw herself over
Thinking it wont last long
The life  once had will be forever gone
She told the world how she felt with the sound of a gun
Nobody's watching as the blood starts to run
Who's to blame for life, the tragedy and pain
No one but her self, stuck in the endless clouds of rain
And the only thought that consumes her is the whisper of suicide
Inside she suffering, on the outside she denied
Sitting in darkness, waiting for death to take its toll
God save her soul.
Its the last day of the rest of her life
Just try to tell her that as she picks up the knife
A little girl who grew up too fast
She stuck in the tragedy of her past
Cant forget and cant forgive
She just doesn't want to live
And there she sits, for death to take its toll
God.save.her.soul.
Thank you god, for my goddamed life
Thank you god for that rusty knife
Thank you for making them hate me, forsake me,
Thank you for making me so fucking crazy
Thank you god for the broken hearts
Thank you for tearing my life apart
Thank you god for the father who beat
Thank you god for making my life so fucking incomplete
Thank you for creating razors and pills
Thank you for the love that kills
Thank you god for making me the ugly one
Thank you god for that loaded gun
Thank you so fucking much for this
Suicide is wrong but I couldnt resist