koolio

As soon as i turned 16 i was so happy not just because of the factor that i was able to drive but also because of the fact that people didn't think of me as a child anymore...Being an aries i loved challenges and chases with love, but at the time all i wanted was someone to love me like i would have loved them....from my teachings in my past relationships with cheating i wanted a long term thing. Guys never rejected me and i never asked guys out it was all in the charm i had and the friends i hung out with. I thought i would never find someone...then Oliver Greer came into my life, i had known him since grade 7 when i met him with my bestfriend Lauren. He was the same as i had always remembered but he was hotter, when we started going out i could tell he wanted sex bad, so we went to his house and just as we were about to he stood up and said "we should wait" i almost cried because he said that...throughout my life a guy never said that and would have never thought to say it either. I went to party's just about every night which caused me to start skipping class and doing drugs.

My bestfriend Lauren and me had met in grade 2 and spent out whole lives together...we travelled everywhere and planned on travelling all over, but what i wanted most as well as she was to bartend. Lauren i remember was always really picky with guys and never really liked just anyone like me....We had this unspoken bond and shared everything together even a bed until we were 20....To me she was my life if she hadn't had been there for me i would have never made it through life...People use to call us double and trouble because when we were together things always went wrong. When i turned 20 i wanted to see California and maybe move there...i invited her along but something serious happened and she ended up having breast cancer. Everyday i would visit her and tell her it was going to be ok but she left. It took me forever to get over it and i still love her with all my heart.and always will....

Oliver and me had split up and again i was looking for love... there had been too many guys throughout my life...skinny dipping dancing drinking i loved it!!...Each year we would go up to our cottage and go wild. There were so many guys there and the fun never stopped...The lake we were on was gorgeous and we went out on the water every single day. That year my prom was happening but i wanted a date who would respect me and not expect sex because at this point i got way too much and started disliking it....like too much pizza or something i got bored. Angel the guy i loved brought me he was amazing and turned me on. i could see him through the corner of my eye trying to make me jealous and i loved it. After he took me to this huge party and life was great.....He made the sex so wonderful this time and we had such an attachment that we became engaged. I moved in with him and we were like bestfriends....but i knew Lauren didn't want that so i ended my love for him and tried to move on. I graduated and decided to start fresh.