I could imagine my life, changed, everything just rearranged.  Some days I want it to be that way. Some days I want to run away.   But promises keep me near   and promises I hold dear. For now.
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I sat in my room crying tears of near-forgotton memories  The liquid realities dripping hot down my face.   Humiliation, but not for myself, presenting it's ugly carcass.  Longing for an understanding mind, I scream aloud  Into the darkness my wishes disappear  I cry for their departure and for my desolation  And fall into the hands of my demise.
Brown hair a mess and wet despair gleaming in the moonlight   Telling tales of mistreatment and confusion   Each pain more unbearable than the last   Why is it so hard to leave behind, angel?   Why can't you see the beauty of yourself?   Patches and dark halos covering the immovable surface    Looking for every available kindness and love   Yet deliverance lies waiting for your discovery   Why don't you reach for it, angel?   Why won't you let the light engulf you?   All my life watching you struggle against the day   At times seeing you stumble and fall   Fearing wholeheartedly the conclusion   Will you let it become you, angel?   Or will you fight to be unbroken? To PLP
There's a way to know my heart   And a way to know my soul   There's a way to know my tenderness   And what makes me become whole.
There's a way to see my future   And a way to see my past   There's a way to see my love for you   That is longing just to last.
To pay the price of self-endulgence  One must give up innocence  Seeing past the things he is taught  To the simple pleasures in life  Screw society and its languid rules  Play the game as though you invented it  But beware, don't get too haughty  There are always players better than you.
When the moon goes down and the light of day creeps up   I shudder in realization that my heaven must leave again  Holding on for as long as I can without seeming desperate  So few times I believe in love, but trust is true as possible  The light revolts me, makes me remember my reality  I find comfort in the arms of a shadow
Grace betrayed me once A facade placed upon the highest shelf  In reality, a mask to hide insecurity  Being all you can be in others eyes Beauty is in the eye of the beholder  So be beheld by truth And truth will set you free
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i stare at the dark night   it calls me to it without opening its lips    screaming to me     screaming my name wanting to devour me     not knowing that i want to be devoured     opening myself to it     allowing the life to be released      to nourish the whole of insanity and progress      when dreams come i see black covering the pane i look through     years of waiting       perhaps wanting it to vanish into clarity     yet it gives me comfort     a constant that i can rely on
is it my fault?  can i blame me? who else is there? i know enough to know better sometimes. i guess i just don't care. living in a world of fantasy i survived.
and i will still.