tilted her head and smiled at the sight of .Her boyfriend.The one and only person felt she could truely love now that her mum was gone.
She remembered the day of her mother's funeral.It was so emotional,but completely beautiful and peaceful,as there were only 5 people present. , , , and .
wasn't surprised at all though.Why should she be? was the only family her mum had,and her mum was the only family had.
She knew she would be the only person attending the funeral,but she still needed moral support.
"Hey baby." yawned as he rolled over on his side to face ,with a huge grin on his face.
"Heya.What are you so happy about?" enquired,flashing a quick smile too.
"I don't think any man needs a reason to be happy in the morning,when they wake up and realise they're lying in bed with the most stunning girl in the world." enthused,watching the smile on 's face grow.
"Awww i love you too babe!" poked her tongue out at ,and quickly scampered out of bed before he had the chance to grab her and most probably...tickle her!
ran down the stairs,and into the kitchen,pouring herself a glass of orange juice.
"Hey sexy!" yelled from in the living room.
"Hows my ickle today?" asked,sitting down in a armchair opposite from where was sprawled out on the sofa.
"I can't complain.Seeing my best mates girlfriend in just her underwear is quite a nice start for the morning i'd say!" teased,as he continued to check her out.Something he had been doing since had entered the room,although hadn't noticed.
"HEY!Keep your eyes off my gorgeous housemate!" 's sweet voice echoed through 's ears.It was a voice could never get bored of,she would quite happily sit for a whole day,and just listen to talking.
was fascinating.
But it annoyed when everyone questioned their friendship,and had started to ask the irritable questions that they might be something more than friends.
Sure wasn't bad looking,but honestly had no other feelings towards ,except for mutual friendly one's.
Even if did have any feelings for (which she didn't!) was out of bounds,as he had just started going out with a girl. could tell that this wasn't just any ordinary girl,but someone that genuinely liked as he never stopped talking about her.Much to the annoyance of the rest of the lads. just found it sweet,and knew that spoke the same way of her,and in time,when the rest of the dudes got girlfriends,they would do the same.
giggled and got up to hug .
"Hi !" said into 's chest.
"Oi oi saveloy!What's going on here? and my lil princess?What ever will say?" joked,as he entered the room in just his boxers.
"Looking good Mr !" whistled as did a little twirl,and continued to act as though he were a supermodel.
loved the guys.They were all so loving and caring,kind and funny.They were always up for a laugh,and they treated with respect.They always flirted with ,but they knew where to stop so as wouldn't get too jealous!
Not that minded about the flirting or anything!
"Oi missy!We've got some unfinished business." 's deep voice called out from the stairs.
took her chance and ran as fast,and as far,as she could.She ended up outside in the back garden.
" ?I can see yooouuuu!" shouted,as he made his way outside.
screamed but didn't attempt to move.
" i'm not going to let you tickle me!" giggled back,knowing what was thinking.
"Who said anything about tickling you?I just want to kiss you!" pouted.
He knew would give in.Who could resist such a sexy dude?
"Awww ok honey." gave in and walked towards .
As soon as moved towards him, , and all marched out the house,and started squirting with water. walked up to and placed a bucket of water in his hands.
just grinned evily at ,as he watched her squirm,the icy cold water trickling down her back.
"OH MY GOD! !" screeched,already feeling her body start to shiver.
"Haha!You are so gullable!" continued to taunt .
slowly crept up behind and poured a new bucket of ice cold water,this time down the unsuspecting .
"ARGGHHHHHHH!" shouted,much to the amusement of and the rest of the boys.
"Ok i give up!" sighed,retreating back inside the house,holding his hands up as he surrendered.
***
"Oooo can i towel you down? I mean warm you up,i mean stop you from dripping all over the carpet...erm...please don't kill me ." cringed at all the words that had just left his mouth.
Luckily chuckled.
"Do whatever you want mate.I'm going for a shower. please don't let or take advantage!"Danny whispered to as he made his way up the stairs.
*********
"Fuck.No this can't be happening." allowed her body to slide down the tiled wall of the bathroom.
She stared down once again at the dreaded object in her hand.Her hands were shaking,and was not looking foward to telling about her 'news'.
" ?Are you in there?Why are you talking to yourself?" 's gentle voice said lightly through the door.
got to her feet and wiped her eyes with the back of her jumper's sleeve.
"What's up ?" asked,instantly noticing the change of colour in 's face.
collapsed in 's arms as she sobbed continually. was shocked,but rubbed her back gently and allowed her some time to calm down.
" 's going to hate me.And then he won't wanna be with me,and then i'll have no reason to live." sobbed into 's chest.
" what's happened?Why will hate you?" asked the obvious question.
looked down towards the object in her hand once again,and montioned for to do the same.
"Oh ." cooed as started to cry again and he kissed the top of her head whilst rubbing her back once more.
***1 Week Later***
It had been a week since found out,and since then and had somehow worked out 's secret.That scared even more.If and could figure out what was keeping from sleeping every night,then it wouldn't be much longer before realised something was wrong.
"Hey babe.Do you wanna go to the cinema tonight?" chirped.
felt her stomach flip.
"I...erm..." started,but ran off to the bathroom.
gave her a few minutes and then decided to follow her.He knocked quietly on the door and waited for a reply.Nothing.
" ? ?Are you ok?" asked.Still nothing.
"I'm coming in ok?" shouted,as he began to panic,thinking the worst.
was slumped against the hard,cold,tiled bathroom wall,the tears streaming down her cheeks.
" what's happened?" asked,kneeling down beside .
" i...I'm bleeding." whimpered as the tears continued to flow freely down her face.
looked down at where was sprawled out on the floor and noticed a patch of blood spilling out onto the bath rug.
felt pain build up and started to scream.
" DON'T LET ME DIE!" screamed as she held onto 's hand as though her life depended on it.
And then the darkness surrounded her...
***
" how long have you known about the baby?" asked,as soon as recovered.
"I only found out a week ago. what happened to me?" asked,remembering everything that had happened.
"You...we...i...the baby.It's gone." stuttered,feeling a small emptiness in the pit of his stomach.
didn't know how to feel.It were as though her emotions were being shook up in a huge jar.When she had found out that day in the bathroom there was no question inside 's mind.She didn't want a baby so young.But when she woke the next morning she knew she was completely against abortion.After one more night to sleep on it had made her final decision.She would keep the baby.
And now this.
's grip tightening on 's hand as a doctor entered the room disturbed from her thoughts.
"Welcome back .You are fine but there's still some bad news i'm afraid." cringed as her full name, was said.She hated it when people called her it!
"What's wrong with ?" asked,spelling out her name correctly,making smile.
"As you both know the baby unfortunately didn't survive.But after a few simple tests on you ,we've found out that you can no longer conceive."The doctor stated solomnly.
"You mean...i...i...can't have kids?" stuttered,feeling the fresh tears start to form in her eyes.
"I'm afraid it is true.You will not beable to produce any offsprings.I'll leave you two alone."The doctor walked out the room,leaving to try and calm down,which wasn't very easy!
***2 Years Later***
's best friend, ,had come to visit almost two years ago,and from the moment laid eyes on ,the pair had been inseperable.
It was obvious and were meant for each other,and after only a year together they got married,and moved out to live with .
Today and were coming round to visit.
'Hello ?Yea it's .Just gonna say me and are coming round later today,we have the best news EVER!Ok hun see you then!Byyyeeee!' "Who was that?" asked as he spread himself out on the sofa and lay down,his head leaning on 's lap.
" ." replied as she started to play with 's hair.
"What did she say?" asked,joining in the conversation.
"She said she's coming round later.Aparently she has the best news EVER!" immitated her friend.
"Hmmm i wonder what could be so great.I mean none of our lives are interesting but and are like a married couple." started.
Everyone looked at and raised their eyebrows.
"I'm just gonna shut up now,coz obviously they are a married couple but erm...yea!" trailed off,feeling his face glow red.
"Your a tit." aimed at .
giggled at his interesting choice of vocabulary.
"So how long till you and get married then ?" asked.
"Shut up !" moaned.
"No i'm serious dude.You two have been together for like...3 years now,and and were only together for a year,before they got married!" reasoned.
"I can just picture you two together.Mr and Mrs .Haha they should make a film about you!" laughed at his own 'joke'.
"I'd love to be Mrs .I keep trying to hint to he's just too stupid to realise!" started to play along.
"WHAT?You want to get married?You've been hinting?Wait this isn't about me talking about our honeymoon last week in bed is it?" asked,getting more and more confused and paranoid.
"Ooo so now we know what you two get up to in bed!" teased.
" don't worry this isn't about the 'honeymoon' conversation.But whilst we're on that subject,we ARE going to NOT !" giggled as sat up and rubbed the back of his head.
"Fine.If your so keen on going to for our honeymoon then marry me!"
's jaw dropped.Had the guy of her dreams just asked her to marry him?
"W...wh...what?" stuttered.
"Marry me." repeated.
"Are you being serious?" questioned,completely amazed that had actually asked her.
"Yep.I wouldn't ask you if i wasn't.I'm not some kinda prick like erm... !"
"HEY!" protested.
"Well it's the truth." continued to have a go at .
Within a few seconds had joined in and a full on shouting match had begun.
"Yes." muttered.
"What?" paused the fight,contemplating what had just said.
"I said yes. yes.I'll marry you!" 's voice became stronger as she smiled at .
got up from his position of lying on (don't worry they were wrestling!),and wrapped his arms around lovingly. placed her arms around 's neck as he kissed her cheek.
"Ok when i started this conversation i didn't expect you guys to actually get engaged.I was just joking dudes,you didn't have to take me so seriously." laughed,as the four all joined in the celebrations,by having a group hug.
***
"Hey !" kissed on the cheek as he and entered , , and 's flat.
and greeted the others and then squezzed themselves onto a armchair. sat in between and ,and sat on the floor.
"So did you do anything nice today?" asked.
"Na not much really.Me and just got engaged,nothing major!" giggled as and both nodded their heads.After a few seconds they realised what had said and suddenly started congratulating and .
"That is awesome news dudes!I'm not sure our news is so great now." stated.
nudged in the side.She looked pretty pissed off with him for saying that.
"Awww i'm sure your news is a zillion times better than mine and 's.Go on tell us!" enthused. smiled,thanking in her own way.
"Well we only just found out today.But 's pregnant!" near enough shouted.It was pretty obvious he was slightly excited.
"Oh my God!This is SO great!" squealed as she rushed over to and to hug them.
"Congrats dude!You've finally grown up then!" joked,as he patted on the back.
***10 months later***
"I can't wait to see little ." said,as her, , and waited for someone to open the door.
opened the door,cradling a little bundle in his arms.
"Shhh we've just got her asleep." whispered,closing the door once they had all walked through the door.
An exhausted looking was sprawled out on the sofa.
"It's harder looking after babies then it looks!" said,forgetting completely to whisper. was a very light sleeper!
cried as she was rudely awoken by her mum.
"Uh oh."Dougie said. rubbed his shoulder.This had to be one of the scariest things for him.He was the youngest out of all of them,and had no experience with infants.
"Can i hold her?I'll see if i can try and stop her crying." asked shyly.
"Course you can hun." carefully placed into 's open arms.
smiled as fit snugly into her arms.After a few minutes of trying to calm down, finally became tired of bawling and fell asleep in 's arms.
"Awww" cooed softly,feeling tears surface.She had always loved babies.
draped his arm around 's shoulder's loosely.
"Hey erm .I know this is kinda a bit late to tell you,but me and are going out to dinner tonight,y'know to get away from for a while,not that we don't like her or anything.And we were wondering,seeing as your so good with ,maybe you would look after her.Pllleeaaaassseeeee?!" begged.
"Sure." replied instantly.
"YES!I love you sometimes !" squeled.
"Only sometimes?" said,mock shock (lol it rhymes!Yay go meee!) .
"Oi! stop flirting with my fiancee." joked.
"Here hold ." gestured to .
"But i erm...what if i drop her?I'm no good with kids." moaned.
" you won't drop her.Come on nothing's going to happen ok?" soothed as suddenly began to panic.
nodded his head.
stepped towards and placed in his arms,carefully so as not to wake her.
"Now just hold her head for support." whispered.
"See!Your a natural!" giggled as sighed a sigh of relief.
***Later that night***
stared down at the tiny baby in her arms.Her deep eyes looked exactly like 's,and the small amount of hair looked like 's soft hair.
The tears started to form again. felt pathetic.She was crying over something so small and innocent.
But that was the thing.The thing that was so small and inncoent was the thing pined for the most.
This was the one thing wouldn't ever beable to have. slept so snugly,and fitted in her arms so well,it almost felt right,as though was 's.
" i'm sorry." said,as he sat down next to .
"Don't be.It's not your fault it's mine." stated glumly.
" none of this is your fault.You can't blame yourself." explained.
"Well i want to blame myself.I'm the one that's so stupid,so incapable of something so simple.I mean it's not exactly hard.Millions of people fall pregnant every day,and i'm never going to get the chance again.I had the chance,and i was so stupid.I was going to get rid of it .I was going to kill OUR baby.I only realised it was the wrong thing to do when it was too late." sobbed,placing in her cot carefully.
" you were scared.We were so much younger then.If i was you i would have felt the same too." rubbed his hand up and down 's thigh.
smiled warmly.
"I want you so much right now." muttered,as moved foward and kissed her.He caressed her lips lovingly,and allowed his hands to run through her silky hair.
stopped suddenly remembering .
" we can't. ." reminded him.
"We could go upstairs,and take her cot up there.If she wakes up then we'll stop!" compromised.
smiled and walked upstairs,into their bedroom. trailed behind carrying the cot carefully.
*********
"What have you done to dude?She never stops being sick recently!" asked ,concerned for .
"Why do you assume i've done something to her?Maybe she's just got a tummy bug or something?" said.
"Hmmm...maybe." trailed off as entered the room.
walked in the room with a duvet wrapped around her.Her face pale,and her hair stuck together with what looked like puke.She sniffed and looked over at miserably.
"I'm ill" stated the obvious.
"And there was me thinking you were just hyper!" replied sarcastically.
and both shot evil's.
"Ok wrong time to be Mr funny guy!" muttered to himself as he walked into the kitchen.
"Are you ok honey?" asked.
"No.I think i need a hug." pouted as she sniffed.
smiled and wrapped his arms around .
"Y'know this would be alot easier if you weren't stuck in a duvet!" joked.
tutted and removed the duvet,shivering slightly.
"Babe you need to get to bed.Your going to the doctors tomorrow." kissed 's forehead and squeezed her shoulder's as she walked slowly back up the stairs.
***The next Day***
"But...but...i can't be.I was told i couldn't." muttered in complete shock,the grip on her hand getting tighter by the second.
"Well there was a clear mistake.There's no doubt about it,you are definately pregnant!"The doctor repeated himself.
The rest of that night was spent celebrating.All the lads and were there of course,and and had a private celebration that evening as well.If you get what i mean! ;)
***
's Pov
I never thought i could be this happy in all my life.My life was the one that sucked majorly,and i tried to give it away,but failed.I failed because of . wouldn't let me go.He wouldn't let me give up.
Now i'm here,just three years later.I'm now married,so i'm officially Mrs !And me and are actually parents.It's crazy to think that.Me and are still young,and yet we still have a baby. is what we called him. 's always loved that name,and to be honest,i didn't care what we called ,just as long as he was healthy.
I don't think i ever need to cry again now.My life now is everything i could of wished for.I've got a gorgeous husband,a ickle baby,and four great mates that will always be there for me.
Once you've reached the ultimate happiness you think you can never go higher,but i know there's plenty more problems out there,just waiting to destroy my perfect life,once again...