Dead angels don’t revive

by Agonize

I do not own ‘the GazettE’

This will be a RukixUruha fic. Don’t like it? Don’t read it.

It will be more chapters I promise but start of with this, ne?

This fic is dedicated to my best friend for her help on the ideas to this fic.

Chapter One; Lust

1st February of the New Year…

The day Uruha never forgot of course. Why?

It was Ruki’s birthday! Not that the singer would make a big deal about it anyway.

‘I’m just getting older! What’s so damn happy about that?’ he’d said that morning.

The winter outside the bar breathed a cold and bitter wind on every poor bastard out there.

Uruha glanced over at Ruki.

He was gulping down yet another drink. But who cares? He himself had lost his count by now.

Ruki finished and noticed his band mate’s stare.

“What?” he said.

Blinking at this Uruha answered, “ Nothing”.

They sat there in silence, the music banging in their ears. People dancing in the night and glittering light… it was rather beautiful.

Earlier that day the rest of the band had insisted on having a big party for Ruki.

“Oh come on! It will be fun” Kai smiled.

“Yeah, I know this great place where…” but Aoi couldn’t finish before Ruki cut him off.

 “No way! I hate birthdays! Now stop bugging me…” he turned back to his lyrics.

Uruha looked at him but said nothing.

“Hey, I was only trying to be nice,” Aoi said irritated.

The day at the studio hadn’t go well at all. Reita and Ruki had later fought about how Ruki had been acting that day. “You can’t control me!” the singer had hissed and then left.

Uruha had phoned Ruki later and asked if he was okay. Of course the guitarist didn’t want Ruki to hurt himself. So he invited him out to drink.

And here they were; drunk and depressed.

It was like there existed neither past nor any future; only ‘now’.

The hours passed and it was about around midnight that the bartender decided that they both had had enough.

So they left the bar after paying.

They leaned on each other for support as they laughed about nothing. The cold air hit them as a blizzard in the door opening.

“Brrr…cold” Ruki stated.

“Ehehehe…yeah…your right. So where to?” the drunken guitarist said.

 “I don’t know… to mine?” the singer clung to Uruha.

“As you wish birthday boy,” Uruha giggled a little.

The wind was eating at them. Cold and bitter…

Ruki found that his band mates jacked was the perfect spot to hide in and snuck his head inside. Uruha almost fell on the ice when Ruki did this.

“Uh…ano…Ruki-kun, what are you doing?”

The smaller man looked up with innocent eyes.

“I’m cold, ne…”

This made Uruha smile, not that his mind was in the right place at the moment but if people saw this…

“Aw…I’ll warm you,” he said in a sly tone, putting his arms around Ruki and hugging him close.

Ruki just smiled sheepishly into Uruha’s chest. They stood like this for about four minutes.

Finally letting go Uruha looked deep into the singers’ eyes and said;

“Let’s go before any of us catches a cold”

“You can catch a cold?!” Ruki shouted obviously drunk.

Laughing Uruha started to walk. Ruki ran after him and took hold of the other man’s hand.

The guitarist didn’t make any sign of protest and locked fingers with the others.

Inside Ruki’s apartment they locked the door just in case. The apartment was dark and only reason they could see was because of the traffic lights outside.

It was so warm and nice to finally get away from the shitty weather.

After taking of his jacket and shoes, Uruha tried to walk to the sofa but had to lean on the wall for support.

“Kuso…” he cursed.

“Uruha…are you okay?” Ruki asked moving closer.

“I’m…I’m fine” he lied and glanced away.

Ruki just stared at his friend in disbelief and Uruha tried again, this time falling in Ruki’s direction. This made the shorter man react.

He caught him just in time, surprising himself too. Uruha looked up at him with a mixed look on his face. He had expected to hit the cold floor but found himself in Ruki’s grasp, and was it just the shock or something more that had caused Ruki to blush suddenly?

He didn’t know.

Uruha didn’t know what to think or believe. Here he was in Ruki’s arms and his singer was blushing?!

So he slowly looked into the singers eyes.

“Why are you blushing Ruki-kun?” he asked a bit curios.

‘Damn! I’m not blushing am I?’ Rukis eyes panicked.

Uruha left his arms, standing up a little. His head felt like it would explode because of the alcohol.

Outside the blizzard had grown.

“I-I…” Ruki stammered, he didn’t know what to say.

Seeing his best friend like this Uruha moved closer, putting an arm on the back of the singers head. He leaned down and tried too look into those dark eyes in the dim light. Rukis eyes meet his gaze. No words were needed as Uruha planted a soft kiss on Ruki’s lips.

Ruki’s eye widened at this.

‘Did he just kiss me?!’

Too shocked to do anything he just felt how well their lips fit together as the kiss deepened. Suddenly Ruki had taken a hold of Uruha’s hair and yanked him down at his own level. 

The kiss grew more aggressive as their tongues started too fight for dominance.

Uruha’s free hand took a fierce grip at the blonds’ jacket, pulling him closer. Ruki gasped at the sudden force how took hold of him.

Breaking the kiss, the guitarist looked down at the flushed blond.
Ruki growled a bit as his hungry eyes never left Uruha’s, “you don’t need to say anything”.

He heard the guitarist whisper. He saw Ruki’s lips trying to move, those dark eyes filled with some kind of light from outside.

Feeling a hand move up his stomach as the next kiss was deeper Ruki couldn’t help but moan. Warm skin brushing his own… the thrill of being touched like this made him hungry for more.

“Damn, you… why are you so hot?” he asked between the kisses.

Uruha smirked into the kiss as he felt nails grasping on his shoulder blade.

Moving his other hand to grasp the singers’ hair, the blond singer reacted by pulling his hand around Uruha’s waist, the kisses just kept getting deeper and more hungry. Saliva mixing and it felt so right.

Lust filled the air as Ruki felt his back was pushed against the wall. Not that he cared.

More moans escaped him as the taller man continued his actions. Their tongues fought for dominance but it was already clear that Ruki had drunken a little too much that night to fight. 

Breaking the kiss, Uruha felt Ruki’s hands clawing at his pants. This made him moan a little. The smell of alcohol from their breaths filled the room.

The singer leaned forwards and licked Uruha’s cheekbone, moving down to the neck in a slow move. Just feeling the skin, at the back of Uruha’s upper neck he stopped when feeling something out of place. Biting his lips, Uruha tried to move away but Ruki stopped him.

Moving away the hair that covered the guitarists ear he titled Uruhas head to the side too get a better view. What he saw was a big scar across the taller man’s back head/neck. It looked like someone or something had cut him deep and painful.

“Uruha…” Ruki gasped. He didn’t know what to say, he was too drunk to think clearly. So he did the only thing he knew he wanted at that time, started too take of their clothes.

Uruha didn’t say a thing at all, just did the same as Ruki.

After a while a naked Ruki was leaning against the wall with a very pretty, naked Uruha on top of him.

All thoughts were forgotten as the lust took control of the whole situation.

Uruha licked his lips before biting down on the blonds neck, he felt Ruki’s body tremble in pleasure. This made him want to taste more. Ruki felt the skillful hands of his seducer moving down his body he grabbed one of the hands and placed it on his chest instead. He didn’t know if he wanted to let the taller one control everything.

Uruha made a little growl at this and moved his tongue swiftly down his victim’s hot body.

Feeling the taller man lead him down to the floor Ruki couldn’t help but smile wryly. The need of control vanished as Uruha lowered them to the floor completely and decided too rub their hips together.

He started to love the fact that he wasn’t in control at all. But then again he had always claimed it and no one had ever dared to say against him. That’s why another man had never entered him, mostly because of his stubbornness. All the alcohol had clearly taken effect on him as he felt himself spread his legs a bit.

Ruki gasped as he felt the other mans hand touch his inner things. The burning desire increased by every touch, Ruki hold on to Uruha’s back as he entered a finger.

“Ahh…Uruha…” he moaned into his current lovers’ ear.

‘He’s too damn sexy with those sounds’ Uruha thought as his finger started feeling Ruki’s inside.

Too drunk to care about what was going too happened, the singer just enjoyed these feelings his best friend gave him. His hands hold on to Uruhas shoulder blades. The room was too dark for them too see each other clearly, that made them bout more brave. Uruha felt Rukis body move against his fingers and the lust made him continue.  

Moving his other hand to Rukis mouth Uruha smirked as he felt the tongue licking it, sucking it. Concentrating on his task Uruha turned his attention back to Rukis lower parts as his fingers was sucked on.

Slipping in another finger Ruki gasped and spread his legs a bit more.

Seeing this, the guitarist moved head to look Ruki in the eye. But because of the darkness he couldn’t see clearly. One of the blonds’ hands grabbed Uruha’s hair and pulled him closer.

“Take me…” the blond whispered. The taller one blinked.

Still not moving Uruhas thoughts were racing at high speed. Should he do it?

Getting a bit angry, Ruki bit down on Uruhas fingers how was still in his mouth. This made the guitarist withdraw his fingers quickly from the others mouth.

Ruki felt the angry glare in the darkness and smirked.

But before he could even say something he felt Uruha thrust himself into him. He moaned as the pain was incredibly unbearable. The tears started running down his checks as the other man started thrusting into him at high speed.

“Oh…ahh” he moaned as the pain was replaced with pleasure. The hotness of their bodies in the dark room made it all feel like some sort of dream.

‘I’m dreaming…when I wake up tomorrow it’s all gone. God it’s like hell froze over or something’ was the last thing Ruki thought as he let himself get caught up in the heaven like new feeling Uruha gave him.

The guitarist had already long ago lost his mind. He didn’t care about anything anymore. This moment with Ruki was all that existed in his world. So he gave him his everything and started stroking the smaller one in pace with his thrusts.

The pleasure increased and joined the moans that were at high volume already. You could swear to god that every neighbor could hear them.

Feeling he was about to come, Ruki cling to the guitarists shoulders as his nails begun digging into the others so hard that it drew blood.

Uruha moaned and heard the other whisper “Ahh…Uruha! I’m…I’m coming”.

Ruki squeezed his eyes shut and bit Uruha’s neck, hard.

They bout came and Ruki felt how the guitarist made him feel whole. The seed was spilled deep within him and he still moaned a bit as the dizziness came over him.

It was like Uruha hold the key too his pleasures and he didn’t want it to go away.

Uruha on the other hand couldn’t think clear anymore and only acted on instinct. He moved himself from the singer, earning a small growl. Then he collapsed beside his best friend and drifted away. The singer tried to get his breath back but felt the sleepiness come over him.

“I-I’m gonna feel that one tomorrow…” he heard himself whisper before drifting away too.

Everything went silent.

Everything was dark.

Who knew what tomorrow would bring?

Waaahh!!! I did it!! ^^’

Oh what to do? I’ll continue of course.

Hope you liked it and remember, that was the first time I made something like that O.o

Pleas tell me what you think or give me some tips on how to make it better next time I write.

BTW; Happy birthday Ruki ;)

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