Author’s note: The fourth installment from Great Teacher Onegai series! Finally done after years (ok, that’s hyperbolic) of messing around. This time, thanks to tenshinoitami1 for beta-ing this fic ^3^

And dedicated to the birthday guy, Ando Daisuke. Happy 32nd birthday! We put Die inside this fic as a guest star. Though we ended up torturing the poor guy! Teehee!


And the fanart that pinku_kireru made:

~V for Vibrator~

A teenage boy walked happily along the corridor, bouncing after every three steps. His long, one-sided bangs were flapping when he took a light jump. He swung both of his arms back and forth to match his rhythmic walks. He wanted to have lunch with Renji and his other friends. It was their everyday routine. In a matter of minutes, he reached the shoes locker room, their favorite place, and smiled as he ran through a bunch of boys sitting on the floor and made a small circle. Toshiya cheered, “Hey, you guys!!”

A murmur of hentai giggles was their reply. Toshiya raised his eyebrow, curiosity made Toshiya bent his body forward and peeked from above them. “Nani, nani—NANI?!!!!”

“SSHHH!!” One of the boys pulled Toshiya downward and covered his mouth, making Toshiya gasp in surprise. “Don’t be so loud! People will hear you!”

Toshiya’s muffled protest arose. The boys shushed him again and finally let him go. “What are you looking at???”

“Teeehehehehehee!” Ichigo smiled smugly, which made Toshiya frowned as he recalled a certain perverted teacher that had the same kind of smile. “It’s porn magazine, Totchi.”

Toshiya was shocked and blushed at the same time for hearing something so taboo. He yelled again, louder this time. “PORN MAGAZI—.” Four pairs of hands covered his mouth to shut him up. They could hear the steps of approaching shoes and quickly hid the magazine. They all pretended to whistle suspiciously as a teacher passed them, but the middle-aged woman continued her way to wherever it was. They let go of their hands when the teacher disappeared.

Toshiya was out of breath and his face was tomato-red. He gasped for the lack of breath. Renji locked Toshiya’s neck under his armpit. “Totchi, shut up will ya?! Don’t you ever read pornos?!”

Toshiya looked up and blinked. The others groaned.

Of course! How could they forget their little Totchi?! Their little innocent Totchi, who most likely hasn’t even been kissed!

“Why are you reading p-porn?” The young boy asked in a confused tone.

“Mweheheh!” Renji smiled yet another smug smile and forced Toshiya to face the magazine. “Why don’t you look and FEEL the reason!”

Toshiya screamed and struggled, but Renji was far stronger than he was. He then decided to throw his face away, but Ichigo grabbed his chin, prevented the poor boy to do so. “Come on, Totchi! Be a man and face the heaven!”

Toshiya refused to accept the free offer and closed his eyes tightly. Renji sweatdropped and commanded, “Hey, Ichigo! Open his eyelids!”

Ichigo did as Renji told and Toshiya shrieked like a girl when a full page showed him a picture of women doing ‘H’ with the same gender.

His friends laughed so hard and two of them rolled on the floor. Toshiya blushed and thrashed his head from side to side, but he still couldn’t get away from Renji and Ichigo’s grasp.

Another boy opened the next page, and this time there were pictures showing girls doing threesomes. Toshiya gasped, he never even saw women’s breasts before, except for his mother’s. But here he was, looking at not only breasts. His eyes watered, his lips trembled and he started to let out small upset sounds.

Renji noticed it and gave the others a sign to stop the torture, in which they rolled their eyes as they remembered that Renji always gave up to crying Toshiya.

“Stop it~~” Toshiya whined, already sobbing.

Renji let him go and closed the magazine. He brushed Toshiya’s hair to tell him that there was nothing to worry about anymore. “Ssh…don’t cry!”

Toshiya calmed down instantly. He looked at his other friends and saw that they smiled at him, already dropping the prank. Then they put their bentos in front of them and opened it. Toshiya did the same. He was going to take a shrimp with his chopsticks when Renji suddenly put an octopus shaped sausage to his bento. Toshiya blinked and looked at him. Then Ichigo put an egg roll, and Toshiya quickly turned his head to Ichigo. Then his other two friends followed suit, the first one gave him a piece of chicken fillet and the last one gave him lots of vegetables to his bento. Toshiya chuckled and turned to him, “You hate vegetables, right? That’s why you give it to me!”

Four of them laughed and his friend blushed but ignored their mocking. Toshiya was grateful for having friends like them, although sometimes they acted perverted. Toshiya smiled secretly when the image of his lover, who was also perverted, appeared on his mind. Thus, he continued to eat his bento.

xoxox

The melody of Doraemon theme song played from Toshiya’s cellphone. The boy rushed to take it, almost slipped because of the slippery floor. He grabbed it and saw ‘KOIBITO’ flashing on the screen. It was needless to ask who wrote the name on his cellphone.

Toshiya answered lazily. “Moshi-moshi.”

“Chuuuuuuuuuu~!” A familiar voice made a kissy-kissy sound.

“Yea, yea, chuu you back.” Toshiya rolled his eyes. If he didn’t say that, the other man would sulk at him. And to think that he was the younger one in their relationship.

“Neeee Totchiiiii, when are you going to come over? It’s Saturday and I’ve spent all day cleaning up my apartment just for you, but you still haven’t come to appreciate my effort!”

“Oh, come on Kaoru—YES RENJI, I’LL GO THERE NOW.”

Kaoru went silent for a while, “Your mum?”

Toshiya sighed when he saw his mother didn’t walk into his room, but went to her bedroom instead.

“Umm…yeah.” He felt so guilty for always using Renji as a cover-up for his visits to Kaoru’s place. Luckily, his mother didn’t call Renji except for the first time back then.

Kaoru was worried, he really didn’t want Toshiya to get into trouble because of him, but he couldn’t stand not to have Toshiya for himself at least once in a week. And Saturday was their only possible day to be together. He spoke in a low volume. “I get it, Totchi. Just come here quickly ne…it’s getting dark outside.”

Toshiya whispered, “Okay…I’ll go now…See you.”

Kaoru nodded although his lover couldn’t see it. “Okay. Be careful.”

They ended their conversation. Toshiya grabbed his small bag and threw his wallet and keitai inside. He didn’t bring any clothes because Kaoru would force him to wear his ultimately large shirt anyway. Toshiya walked out from his room and headed to his parents’ bedroom.

He knocked twice before he opened the door and walked inside. “Mom…”

“What is it honey?” She asked without turning her head because she was busy putting clothes to the closet.

“I’m going to Renji’s house.” He forced a calm voice.

“Oh, okay.” Finally, she turned around to see her son. “Are you staying over?”

Toshiya answered with a nod instead of saying ‘yes’. She approached her son to land a soft kiss on his cheek and smiled. “Say hi from me for Renji and his mother, okay?”

“I will…” He bit his lip as he lied.

xoxox

Kaoru opened the door cheerfully, lips ready to kiss Toshiya and arms spread wide. Toshiya rolled his eyes by the time Kaoru glomped him and carried him inside. Toshiya blushed when he realized the way Kaoru carried him was bridal style. ”Put me down.”

“HEEE??!!! WHY??!!” Kaoru protested.

“Well, at least don’t carry me like this!”

“Why?! We’re lovers!”

“Gah!” Toshiya blushed harder and ducked his head down, “Just-just put me down!”

The teacher pouted, though continued to carry his lover to the living room. There, he put Toshiya down gently on the couch. He pecked Toshiya’s forehead, “Wanna eat?” The boy nodded and Kaoru went to the kitchen to open his refrigerator. Empty. He smacked himself inwardly.

“Gomen, Totchi.” He said as he walked out of the kitchen, “I really forgot to go grocery shopping. I’ll go buy some food now. Wait here, ne?”

“Eeee??” Toshiya wrinkled his eyebrows, “I’m going with you!”

“No. Someone might see us.” Kaoru smiled apologetically as he saw Toshiya’s saddened expression. “Um, busy yourself with the PlayStation while I’m gone? It’s in my room, remember? Find the game cds inside the cupboard.”

“Okay,” Toshiya forced a smile.

Kaoru hugged him, letting go after several minutes later and grabbed his keys. “Just be patient. I promise I’ll come back as fast as I can!”

Kaoru waved and blew a kiss before he left his apartment. Toshiya waved to the already gone man. When he was about to turn around, the door opened again and Kaoru’s head peeked from behind the door. “Totchi…”

Toshiya sensed something when he saw the usual smirks. Kaoru had pleading eyes. “Can you change your clothes with my shirt? I already put it on my bed and YOU MUST WEAR IT! Okay? Bye!” and he disappeared again.

Toshiya shook his head, still bewildered by his lover‘s behavior. He walked lazily to Kaoru’s bedroom and stopped at the doorframe with a big sweatdrop on his head. His eyes glued to the huge shirts with a big ‘EAT ME!’ written on the front.

Perverted teacher.

He heaved a long sigh in defeat. There was no way to escape Kaoru’s little trap of kinkiness. He took off his clothes, leaving his boxers on, and then wore the stupid shirt. Again, the shirt was excessively big for him. Toshiya pulled the side of the shirt so that his shoulders and chest would not be exposed.

He glanced at the PlayStation and looked for his favorite game. Not found. He remembered Kaoru’s words and opened the cupboard. He found the box filled with games, but his attention was oddly taken over by a small box that was hidden under a pile of clothes. He pondered for a while, but his curiosity got the best of him.

‘Gomen, Kaoru,’ He said inwardly before carefully pulled the box out. He opened the cover.

And blinked.

Twice.

“What is this funny toy?” Toshiya grabbed one of the funniest looking toys (for him). A thick thread with beads all over it; like a necklace, only that its both ends was not connected. He switched his attention to the other ones. A small oval object with a cable hanging from one side that connected it to a… switch? He intended to press the switch, but an even weirder thing caught his attention.

A blue, long, thick… thing. Its shape looked somewhat familiar. On this thing there were three switches, each written with ‘off’, number ‘1’, and ‘2’.

He reached it with one hand. Rubber…?

Then suddenly the door opened and Kaoru entered the room with a pose that was ready to glomp. “TOTCHI, SENSEI’S HOME!!!”

Toshiya gasped at the sudden intrusion. Kaoru’s jawdropped, eyes looking like they were going to pop out from his head. “TOSHIYA, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!!”

Toshiya replied absentmindedly, “Huh?” Then he realized that he was opening something that wasn’t supposed to be opened. He hid the toy that he was holding behind his back and accidentally pushed the button. “I’m sor~HWAA!!” He screamed when he felt the toy was vibrating and threw it away.

Toshiya ran to Kaoru and hid behind his back “What is that?!”

Kaoru ignored his question and walked to the vibrator. He took it from the floor and switched it off. Toshiya merely watched from his place, still afraid of the ‘toy’.

Kaoru stared at him with a panicked look when he noticed that his sex toys were scattered all over the floor. Toshiya felt a bit guilty for doing something without asking for his permission and apologized, “I’m sorry! Kaoru, I didn’t~” Toshiya started to cry.

Kaoru dropped the vibrator and rushed to his lover. “No, no, no! It’s okay!” He stroked Toshiya’s back, hoping that Toshiya wouldn’t question about the thing any further.

But Toshiya was not Toshiya without feeling curious.

“Kaoru?”

“Hmm?”

“What is that thing?”

Kaoru nearly fell over. He couldn’t tell Toshiya that the thing was a sex toy, a vibrator to be exact, could he? And what would he say about having a box filled with various sex toys inside his cupboard? Although actually, he did NOT buy it himself, for his friend gave it to him as a promotion when he opened a sex shop—NO, NO, NO TELLING TOSHIYA. The poor innocent boy would freak out.

“Let’s eat?”

Toshiya sensed something being hidden from him, and he didn’t like it. “I was asking you what that thing is.”

“Aaaah I’m hungry~~”

“KAORU! Are you trying to run away?! Hey!” Toshiya protested but Kaoru had already disappeared to the kitchen. Toshiya pouted and rushed after him. “Kaoru, you didn’t answer my question!”

Kaoru busied himself with preparing the dinner that he bought. Toshiya pouted and slumped himself on the couch. What’s so secret about that toy anyway??

Kaoru pretended not to notice him and finally finished his preparations. “Toshiya, the food’s ready.” The boy ignored him.

The older man sighed. “Totchi.” Still no reply.

He then approached Toshiya and kneeled before him to kiss his forehead, though earning a loud ‘hmph’. Toshiya threw his face away and made a louder ‘hmph’ sound. Kaoru brought his face so Toshiya was facing him, but the boy looked to the opposite direction and made an even louder ‘hmph’.

Kaoru waved his hands in the air and surrendered. “Look, I give up. I’ll tell you what that thing is after we eat, alright?”

“…Promise?”

“Hai. Promise. Let’s eat now.”

Toshiya nodded slowly. He followed Kaoru to the dinner table. They both ate in silence, as Toshiya ate somehow too quickly and didn’t bother to speak, making Kaoru sweatdrop. If he knew what that thing is…He would be mad at me for having it, wouldn’t he? He’ll call me a pervert again and again…

“Done!” Toshiya’s excited voice shook him out from his inner rambling. “Kaoru! Hurry up!”

After the struggle to finish the dinner under Toshiya’s impatient stares, the plates were empty at last.

Toshiya bounced in his chair, expecting that Kaoru would now tell him about those cute toys. Kaoru ducked his head down, staring at the empty plate and played with the leftover food with his chopsticks. Toshiya stopped bouncing and slammed the table with his hand. Kaoru brought his head up and Toshiya glared at him. “Kaoru!!”

Kaoru gulped, “Wha-what…?”

“What what?!”

“What what what?!”

“Stop it! You promised me!”

Kaoru sighed, “Fine, fine!” He got up from his chair and dragged the excited Toshiya back to his bedroom. Inside the room, Kaoru stopped, still wondering whether to tell his lover the truth or not. How was he supposed to explain about sex toys—

“Kaoru, Kaoru,” Toshiya chirped, and Kaoru nearly jumped when he saw the vibrator right in front of his face. “So what is this?”

“Hmmmmmmm, that iiiiiiss~~~~.”

“It vibrated when I pressed the button numbered ‘1’,” Toshiya tilted his head, “I wonder what would happen if I press number ‘2’…”

“NO! DON’T—.”

Too late. A buzzing sound had filled the room.

Kaoru nearly fainted when he saw the toy vibrating and wriggling around like a big fat worm. Toshiya would yell at him now—.

“So cuuuuuuuuute!!”

You’re kidding me.

“Look, Kaoru!! It’s moving like a worm!!” Toshiya giggled loudly.

Kaoru held his imagination back with all his might. No, no, no, do not imagine that thing moving inside Toshiya—.

“Ne Kaoru, how do you use this thing? It’s not just moving around to be seen, right?”

DO NOT IMAGINE THAT THING MOVING INSIDE TOSHIYA—.

“Kaoru!! Answer me!”

“Gosh! Totchi! I’m sure you wouldn’t wanna know!”

“I wanna know! That’s why I asked you!!”

Kaoru rubbed his forehead, feeling a headache coming in. “That’s a vibrator.”

Toshiya blinked. “V-vibrator?”

“One kind of sex toy.”

“Toy? You mean you play with this?!” Toshiya raised the still moving vibrator to Kaoru’s nose. Kaoru closed his eyes as the vibrator wriggled happily and he dodged every time the vibrator almost touching the tip of his nose. The sight before him was giving him a lot of pressure. Toshiya holding a vibrator, and to make it even worse the boy was so happy. “Not a toy…as in an ordinary…toy, Toshiya!” his voice was trembling.

“Eh? If you don’t play with it then what do you do with this?”

OH MY GOD!

“Well…” Kaoru scratched his head. “You use it to, um…pleasure yourself!”

“Pleasure yourself?” Toshiya looked like he was trying to recall something. Then he smiled and raised his free hand while STILL holding the vibrator. “I know! I know!”

Toshiya looked like a good student who knew the answer for a hard question. “You mean MASTURBATE?!!” A loud, clear and confident answer.

GOOD BOY!!!!!!!! The hentai part of him said that, glad that Toshiya remembered his ‘vocabulary lesson’.

“Kaoru masturbate with this, so you pleasure yourself with this!!”

“NOOOOOOO!!!!”

“No?” Toshiya’s expression turned confused.

“That is… umm… Something that people like you should use.”

“Like me?” Confusion turned even more obvious. “What do you mean people like me?”

God, save me— “The point is, I’ve never use that thing before.”

“Why do you have it then?” Toshiya raised an eyebrow, “You intended to use it on me?!!”

“NO! I mean, yes. I mean—.” Kaoru smacked himself inwardly to stop more mental images to come.

Toshiya stared at Kaoru who nearly pulled his own hair due to frustration. He then switched his attention back to the toy.

And widened his eyes.

“I remember now!”

“Huh?” Kaoru blinked, “Remember what?”

“This thing!” Toshiya gasped, “I saw it on a porn magazine!!”

“YOU WHAT???”

Toshiya gasped again, realizing that he had slipped his words.

“You read porn magazines?!!!”

“No! No! I was forced to look at one by Renji—.” Toshiya quickly clamped his hands on his mouth. He had slipped again.

“RENJI?!!” Kaoru glared with anger. “How dare he!!”

“No, no, it wasn’t like that!”

“You!” Kaoru pointed at the poor boy. “Don’t let people teach you naughty things like that!!”

“But,” Toshiya sweatdropped, “You teach me naughty things too, sensei…”

“I AM the only one who is permitted to teach you those things!!”

“And who gave the permission again?” Toshiya rolled his eyes, already realizing that Kaoru was once again acting all mighty over him.

Kaoru suddenly grabbed his chin and kissed him hard on the lips. Toshiya widened his eyes, feeling surprised. Kaoru stopped when he felt Toshiya muffled in the middle of the kiss, but still didn’t let go of his chin. “Since you had agreed to be my lover, that also means that YOU ARE MINE!”

Kaoru twirled Toshiya’s hair and kissed it. “This hair’s belongs to me.”

Toshiya was feeling nervous when he saw Kaoru brought their faces in a close distance and kissed his eye, down to his nose, and stopped at his mouth for a deep kiss. “This face is…mine.”

Toshiya was giving in when Kaoru flicked his tongue out and then trailed down the boy’s neck. Toshiya purred, a sign of defeat. “This tasty neck…mine…” The last word was a husky voice that caused Toshiya to fidget in his place.

“Kaoru~” Toshiya began to whine, but Kaoru suddenly pushed him and they both fell to the bed.

“So my baby started to do naughty things behind my back, hmm…?” Kaoru stared at the startled boy deeply. “And here I thought you were such an innocent boy…”

“B-but it was Renji’s magazine! And I was forced to read it! I didn’t—,” Kaoru’s lips on his own cut his words. Kaoru stopped after a while, but he didn’t move back and let their lips touched.

“Same thing, Totchi! First, you read porn magazines and then you were so curious with sex toys! You bad, bad boy! ” He bit on Toshiya’s lips, “If you want naughty things so bad, then I’ll make your wish come true!”

Toshiya was totally confused and Kaoru smirked at his usual innocent reaction. “Today I will teach you HOW TO USE A VIBRATOR!”

The little boy widened his eyes. He did ask to be told how to use it… but now that he saw how Kaoru stared at him hungrily, he wasn’t really sure about it. “Ummm…”

“You did ask for it, right? You even insisted earlier,” Kaoru kissed him hard once more, “And I won’t accept any protest from you!”

Toshiya gave in easily to the rough kiss. He thought that it was useless to protest anyway. Kaoru was getting very excited, especially his ‘brother’, but he stopped when he felt there was something wriggling between their bodies. He listened carefully to the annoying sounds, buzzing sounds. Kaoru rolled his eyes as he remembered that the vibrator was still on. He broke the kiss and pointed with his eyes. “Do you like this thing so much?!”

Toshiya followed his eye direction and found himself still holding the vibrator. He blushed and threw it away. Kaoru chuckled and moved away from Toshiya to grab it back. He turned the wriggling thing off and intended to go back to his lover… but he found the bed empty.

Kaoru instantly caught Toshiya’s figure walking towards the door from the corner of his eyes, and he ran to block his lover’s way out of the room, making the boy jump.

“You’re not going anywhere, Totchi…” Kaoru waved a finger in front of his face. He then pushed the frightened boy until he lay back on the bed. “I’ve told you I won’t take any form of protest from you…”

The boy whined again, wondering how on hell he always ended up on the losing side.

“Come on, Totchi,” Kaoru laughed in a deep voice, placing a quick peck on the boy’s lips, “There were no ‘lessons’ you didn’t end up enjoying, were there?

Toshiya blushed and had no other choice but to moan reflexively as Kaoru grinded his hips down and started to rock his hips along with Toshiya’s. Toshiya didn’t hold back his feelings and arched his own hips up. Kaoru gasped, both in surprise and pleasure. “Toshimasa, you really are turning into a bad boy!”

Toshiya ignored him and kept moaning. Kaoru grinned and added more strength to the motion. Much to his surprise, Toshiya copied his action. Kaoru looked down at him
with heavy breath, his lust took control of his body. All he knew that his hands were already grabbing Toshiya’s boxer and shoved it away. “I thought I told you to wear only the shirt! Why did you keep the boxers on?!”

Toshiya shrieked and covered his semi-hard erection with both of his hands, still feeling ashamed for having his private region visible to his seme. Kaoru held his wrists and locked them on top of Toshiya’s head then shook his head, trying to warn him. Toshiya ended up whining and begging Kaoru to let his wrists go with his puppy eyes. Kaoru understood what his lover was trying to say but refused to give him what he asked for. He instead decided to begin his ‘lesson’ as soon as possible. Oh yes, his junior was as impatient as he was.

He then leaned in to kiss the boy, never having enough of the pouty full lips. He felt Toshiya’s tenseness fade, so his hands freed Toshiya’s and sneaked their way inside the large shirt. The smooth expanse of skin felt so good under his calloused hands, and the whimpers Toshiya let out were arousing.

His mouth moved to nibble the defenseless neck as his hands played with Toshiya’s nipples. Toshiya’s shirt was raised up and Kaoru scooted back a bit to take it off, but then the view he saw stopped his movement.

Really, he would never get bored to look at Toshiya. “Hmm… You look so delicious with your shirt like that…” He smirked when Toshiya blushed as he looked down and saw his state, completely bare except the shirt that was raised above his chest, revealing his body in a luscious way. The boy’s hands moved to cover his near-nakedness, but of course Kaoru wouldn’t let him and slapped his hands away, hushing him firmly.

The man gripped the flesh under Toshiya’s knees, bending the boy’s legs up until his kneecaps almost touching his chest. Kaoru’s eyes drank in the sight before him, the proud standing erection then to the shut hole. He hissed, by just looking at it, he could already tell what Toshiya tasted like. Then he looked up again, not at his crotch, but at Toshiya’s face, that was already burned-red with embarrassment. Toshiya noticed Kaoru’s stare and closed his legs. By the time his legs were closed, his face color was turned back to normal.

Kaoru chuckled as he discovered another cute reaction from Toshiya, which also means that he found a new teasing game. Kaoru opened Toshiya’s legs back and Toshiya’s face was turning red again. Kaoru laughed and closed his legs, then as he expected, the red face disappeared. Again, Kaoru laughed and did it again. Opening, closing, opening, then closing them again until Toshiya went mad and kicked Kaoru right on his crotch.

“ACK!” Kaoru screamed and made a face. Toshiya almost lost his feeling towards his lover when he saw the indescribable facial expressions.

Kaoru let go of Toshiya’s legs to cover his abused crotch and crouched down as he tried to suppress his pain. “Awawawawaw~~!!”

Toshiya went worried, maybe he kicked too hard… But hey, it was Kaoru’s fault to begin with! He huffed and threw his sight away, trying to ignore his growing guilt. But then he shrieked as a height suddenly fell on the bed and realized Kaoru was already hovering over him again.

“Totchi!! Bad boy!!” Kaoru glowered, “Get a hold of it already! Try not to kick me on the crotch! Are you trying to get me impotent?!!”

“It’s your fault! You always tease me!” Toshiya stared up defiantly.

Kaoru attacked his mouth and ravished it. Toshiya tried to break the kiss to no avail. He pushed the body above him, but Kaoru ignored him, his hand reaching the side of his bed to get something from the cupboard. He finally found what he was looking for and broke the kiss.

Toshiya panted, out of breath, and he looked at the unfamiliar tube in Kaoru’s hand. What is it this time?

“Curious?” Kaoru chuckled darkly, “You always get curious with naughty things, I noticed…” He opened the cap and pressed the tube, allowing some liquid to fall to his fingers. “This is called lube.”

“Lube─Heehee!!” Toshiya’s confusions were turning into giggles as he suddenly felt coldness on his hole. Then the giggles quickly transferred into pleasured moans when Kaoru massaged the now-wet-lubricated hole with his fingers. Toshiya lolled his head back and mewled for more touch. Kaoru put the lube away, not too far, incases he needed it.

Finally, it was time for the vibrator. Kaoru grabbed it and used it to tickle the head of Toshiya’s erection and did the same with the balls. Toshiya could do nothing else except for arch into the touch and whimper. “Kaoru…”

“Sensei!” Kaoru corrected and Toshiya repeated, “Kaoru-sensei…nn…”

Kaoru took it as a request to do something further and he traveled down to the cleft of his ass, teasing it by moving up and down gently and sometimes slid it a bit into Toshiya’s hole, which caused Toshiya to gasp. Kaoru repeated the action and got bored himself then he finally decided to push the vibrator inside. Toshiya let out a mix of surprised and pained scream and bit his bottom lip.

Kaoru wasted no time and began to move the sex toy slowly in and out of the slick hole. Toshiya moaned and whimpered alternately. His pain subsided as time passed, and his hips moved along with the sex toy to follow his instinct, craving for more pleasure.

The older man smirked, feeling excited yet tried to hold himself back as best as he could. He moved the vibrator faster and deeper, until Toshiya wailed and arched his body up. The sweet spot had been found.

“Feels good, hmm?” Kaoru licked the inside of Toshiya’s thigh, his free hand moved up to fondle the tempting pink nub. Toshiya let out small helpless gasps, his fingers gripped the bed sheet tightly.

“But this is called vibrator, Totchi, and no, you haven’t felt the best of it. But I don’t know whether you want more or not…” Kaoru asked the boy, who merely nodded as he barely could catch his breath, “I can’t hear you, Totchi…”

“…Please… Kaoru-sensei… More…”

Kaoru stopped moving the rubber stick and pressed the button number 1. The sex toy vibrated in a low power. Toshiya felt something ticklish rising up to his abdomen then to his brain, bringing him waves of pleasure. He instinctively moved his hips as if doing a sexy dance and Kaoru loved it. Kaoru spread Toshiya’s legs wider and locked the position so he could clearly watch the beautiful view of Toshiya’s sweating figure and completely hardened member.

Curious and impatient for what was going to happen next, Kaoru pushed the button number 2. The loud buzzing sound returned and Kaoru watched entranced as Toshiya bucked his hips higher, the pair of pretty eyes rolled up, completely taken by the overwhelming pleasure. “Aaaaaahh!! Kaoru-sen…sei… Ahhhh….!”

The image of how the toy moved inside Toshiya nearly made his nose bleed. The continuous moans and gasps didn’t help either. The pre-cum leaking from the tip of the boy’s member made him have to pinch his own nose to prevent the blood from flowing. Kaoru’s member hardened painfully and he rubbed the front of his pants lightly to ease the pain.

Toshiya already thrashed his head to the sides, his body squirmed uncontrollably. The sensation on his bottom was overwhelming. The toy was moving wildly, and Toshiya closed his eyes as his spot was repeatedly brushed. His face showed complete pleasure, completely ignoring Kaoru’s existence. Kaoru pouted, and thought, ‘Toshiya had never been in this kind of state when we have sex! And he seemed more enjoying this stupid wriggling fake dick instead of…MINE?’

Wait.

Kaoru was feeling jealous. Of something he had just realized. And he surely wasn’t going to let himself got beaten by a sex toy. Another stupid meaningless jealousy, but Kaoru of course didn’t care that it was stupid.

“A-aaahh! I’m gonna—,” Toshiya’s shriek was cut off when suddenly the sensation was gone. He felt empty and lost, wondering in his lust-hazed mind why did the pleasure stop. His blurred eyes captured a sulking face of his lover. Toshiya was about to questioned him but whined as the stick was being pulled out harshly, then Kaoru threw the vibrator off the bed in anger.

“Wha…?” Toshiya asked weakly.

Kaoru pouted, “Which one do you love more? Me or him…err…it?!”

Toshiya nearly rolled his eyes if it wasn’t for his weak state. He was supposed to reach orgasm but failed because of another unreasonable jealousy. “What are you saying?!” Toshiya was annoyed, very annoyed.

Kaoru said nothing and stood up from the bed to take off his clothes at the speed of light. He crawled back to the bed, still with his pout. “You always cried every time we have sex, but this time you weren’t crying! Why?!”

Toshiya followed him to pout, deeper than Kaoru’s. He didn’t want to answer the questions because he knew that if he did, that would lead them to a long endless argument. Orgasm was the only thing that he needed right now. But Kaoru was stubborn, “ANSWER ME!”

Toshiya blushed at what he about to answer was seemed so vulgar, “Because your thing is so big…” He whispered slowly and blushed more after he said that, and he turned his body around and curled his body, as if trying to shield his body from Kaoru. “So it hurts, okay…”

Some silence followed.

Toshiya began to wonder why Kaoru didn’t say anything. Did he just make his lover mad at him? He slowly turned his head… and blinked at the sight of Kaoru’s petrified figure. As in, petrified. Jaw dropped and eyes wide, but not moving at all.

Toshiya blinked more and intended to wake up, but suddenly Kaoru’s body fell on top of him and he was smashed back into the bed. A pair of strong arms wrapped their way around his body and squeezed him, making his breath knocked out of his lungs.

“K-Kao—”

“TOTCHIIIIIIIII!!!!” Kaoru screamed to his ear and kissed his face thoroughly. “Mmhh Totchi~ You have no idea how bad your words turned me on!!!”

Well I get the idea alright, Toshiya thought, blushing as he felt hardness pressed to his thigh.

“Mmmm Totchiiii~~,” Kaoru licked his way down the boy’s lips to his mouth. Both of his hands reached to Toshiya’s thighs and spread them apart. He couldn’t wait any longer. Kaoru inserted his tongue inside Toshiya’s mouth, exploring the interior of Toshiya’s mouth before their tongues met. They were gluing their tongues and trading their saliva. Kaoru pulled his tongue out, taking Toshiya’s with his. The tongues were swirling outside their mouth. Strangely, Toshiya didn’t feel disgusted at all, he enjoyed the weird sounds of tongue licking and the hot wetness from their saliva mixing up together.

Toshiya moaned when Kaoru scrapped lightly on his tongue and swallowed the pink reddish flesh, sucking it eagerly as if it was a lollipop. He made high-pitched sounds with his throat as he had a difficulty to moan freely. Kaoru freed Toshiya’s tongue only to suck on his lips, at least Toshiya could moan now. While his mouth was busy attacking Toshiya’s lips, his hardened member made its way to the entrance and nudged it. Toshiya bucked his hips up, allowing Kaoru to enter him.

Kaoru lifted Toshiya’s lower body so that half of his body was out of the mattress. He positioned himself and rammed his hips down.

Toshiya’s eyes and mouth were wide opened, no tears, screams, or anything that indicated any pained feeling. Kaoru was definitely bigger. But strangely, this time he didn’t feel any pain. Everything was purely pleasure for him. He felt Kaoru begin to move and he sighed in bliss.

Kaoru chuckled, knowing Toshiya fully enjoying this. He moved back until only the tip of his length was left inside the boy’s hole, then thrust forward harshly. Again, Toshiya didn’t show any hint of pain. He merely moaned loudly. The boy let Kaoru bring his legs above Kaoru’s shoulder, unconsciously giving Kaoru a better position to thrust deeper. The slick member moved faster inside Toshiya, and the pleasure seemingly sucked all his strength. Toshiya just laid there, only his hips moving along slightly.

If possible, Kaoru was aroused even more by seeing Toshiya so vulnerable like that. In his eyes, Toshiya trusted him and giving himself completely to Kaoru. “Shit… Totchi… So tight…”

Toshiya was confused, ‘Why does Kaoru always say that he is tight or something like that? What does it mean?’

On the other hand, Kaoru was thinking that Toshiya always felt so tight and hot. It was exactly the same feeling when they had sex for the first time. The tightness always gave him the thought that Toshiya was a virgin. How could that be possible?

Toshiya was whimpering and whining like a baby now, his hands were reaching out for Kaoru. Kaoru lowered his upper body down. Toshiya screamed, “Kaoru! Kao…angh! Kao…!”

“Sshhh…I know, I know.” Kaoru hugged Toshiya on his slim waist and closed their body together. Toshiya’s whining subsided, having got the hug he had wanted, and he wrapped his hands around his lover’s neck. His legs flailed wildly above, suffering the effect of their movements.

“Kao—sensei—Ah—!”

The thrusts continued faster and deeper. The moans got louder. The pleasure went higher.

Then suddenly, Kaoru had this great idea, according to his standard. With ragged breath, Kaoru whispered to his lover, "Baby, say something…dirty."

Toshiya's half-opened eyes showed his confusion, but of course Kaoru wouldn't let him not do anything.

Toshiya was confused, totally confused with his request. He was thinking hard while he was being fucked. “Ah… ah… umh… nn… SNOT!”

Kaoru’s movement stopped in an instant, all the passions and pleasures was gone. He stared down at his lover. “Okay, that’s sounds…um…dirty!”

Toshiya let out a confused sound and tilted his head. All of a sudden, Kaoru gave a really hard rough thrust, making Toshiya wailed. “You…are unbelievable! So…ungh!” Second hard thrust. “So fucking cute!”

"Aaahhhnnnn!!" Toshiya snapped his head up; the spot within him was hit and he was seeing stars. A nip on his neck followed by some more whispering brought him back to earth. "Hmmh Totchi... Follow my words... YOUR BIG HARD COCK FELT SO GOOD INSIDE MY SLICK HOLE."

Toshiya blushed until his face was as red as tomatoes. He shook his head. Kaoru glared and bit his neck, making Toshiya shudder and whimper, "I can't say that...."

Something being pulled out was the reply from Kaoru. Toshiya sighed in desperation when his lover spoke again, "Say it or I'll leave you like this."

Toshiya started to sob and glared, “I don’t want to!”. Kaoru waved his hands in the air and scowled, “FINE! You don’t say it, then you don’t get anything from me!” after that Kaoru crawled down from the bed, but Toshiya grabbed his arm. “NO!”

Kaoru turned around with raised eyebrow. “Hmm?” He smirked inwardly.

Toshiya wiped his tears. After he sucked in some breath, he managed to say, “Your…” He stopped and whined. Kaoru still glared. Toshiya felt a slight of burning pain between his legs. He forced himself to say it, “Your…big hard cock…um…” Toshiya stopped again, now the reason was because he couldn’t remember the long words.

"Say it!!"

"Your big hard cock felt so slimy inside my hole!!" Toshiya blurted out hurriedly.

Kaoru pinched Toshiya's cheek, making the boy winced and whined, "I'm not slimy, you silly!! The right one was 'your big hard cock felt so good inside my slick hole'!"

"Yewr beeg... hawd cog... feld zoo good eenzaid... maai sleeg howe." His mouth was stretched because of being pinched, thus he couldn't speak properly. Kaoru groaned.

"That sounded so unsexy."

Toshiya wanted to pout but he couldn’t so he punched Kaoru’s chest. Kaoru jumped. “Hey!!!”

He let Toshiya’s cheeks go, grabbed Toshiya’s hand, and waved his index finger in front of Toshiya’s nose. “Don’t do that!”

Toshiya pouted. Kaoru cupped his face and kissed his lips once. “Now say that again…” His voice was dead calm.

Toshiya sighed and said with a soft voice. “Your big hard cock felt so good inside my slick hole…”

Kaoru smiled then licked him on the lower lip. Then he positioned himself again and shoved his length in. Toshiya’s body jolted and he panted heavily.

As he thrust into the delicious Toshiya, Kaoru idly wondered how many times today had he abused Toshiya's hole. He felt slightly guilty that Toshiya might feel worse pain than usual tomorrow, but Toshiya didn't protest, right?

Yep, Kaoru was ignoring the sound in his head that said as if Kaoru would let the boy protested.

Before long, both of them could feel they were near. Toshiya's moans were so loud that Kaoru wanted to tell the whole world that it was him that was fucking Toshiya.

"Kaoru─I'm gonna─AHH!!" A strong grip around his length stopped Toshiya from coming. He scrunched his face weakly and stared questioningly at Kaoru for the umpteenth time of the day.

"Ne, Totchi... Say 'please come inside me, sensei, fill me with your wild sperm'."

“NO!” Toshiya whined as he shook his head wildly. He hit Kaoru on his chest and shoulders, wanting to show Kaoru that he was mad at him for being so selfish and demanding.

Kaoru yelled, “TOSHIYA!”

Toshiya shouted back at him, “I HATE YOU!”

Kaoru threatened him, “OH?! YOU DON’T WANT TO COME? FINE!” Kaoru made a move to withdraw from him and that made Toshiya shook his head. “No, no, no! Don’t! Please…please…”

Kaoru stayed still, commanding with his eyes. Toshiya finally screamed. “SENSEI, PLEASE COME INSIDE ME! FILL ME WITH YOUR WILD SPERM!”

Kaoru gave one violent thrust, making Toshiya's head almost met the bedpost. At the same time, he also gave a rough pump on Toshiya's member. With long moans, they both came hard. Kaoru shot all his loads into the hot tightness, and Toshiya covered their abs with his cum.

The older man slumped on top of Toshiya, feeling exhausted yet satisfied beyond belief after the intense love-making. Toshiya himself nearly fainted, but managed to keep his consciousness, although his eyes were unfocused.

"Hmmm Totchi..." Kaoru finally whispered as he nuzzled the boy's cheek, "You're awesome..."

Toshiya panted heavily and Kaoru wrapped his arms around his waist. Toshiya felt nothing but a comfort and warm feeling. He reached for Kaoru's neck, murmuring something unclear in his ear. Kaoru chuckled and brushed the strands of Toshiya's hair. His free hand caressed his cheek as he whispered, "Don't say a word...just sleep, ‘kay?"

Toshiya nodded weakly and stole a sloppy peck on Kaoru's lips before he went to the slumber land.

xoxox

The sunlight seeped through the curtain and fell right into the boy's eyes. Toshiya slowly fluttered his eyes open, his hand rubbing them. His other hand reached out... to nothing. He was alone in the bed. He furrowed his eyebrows at being left, but then something caught his attention.

A piece of paper was placed on the cupboard beside the bed. Kaoru's writing was on it.

'I'm off to buy some breakfast. Hope I'll be back before you wake up. Love, Kaoru-sensei.

p.s. DO NOT WEAR YOUR PANTS BEFORE I TELL YOU TO'

Toshiya rolled his eyes but giggled anyway. He moved off the bed and winced. His back and bottom felt painful. His mouth was forming an 'O' when he stood up.

xoxox

-In another location-

Kaoru was sitting on the table, sipping his coffee while reading his newspaper. He was waiting for his take home order.

Then his cell phone rang. Without turning his attention from the newspaper, he grabbed his cell phone from his pants pocket and answered it, "Moshi-moshi."

"MY FRIEND!" A loud cheery voice from the other side.

Kaoru rolled his eyes. He recognized the voice. "What is it, Die?"

The guy named Die giggled, "I got something for you!!!"

"What now?"

"Oh, you'll love it. You always love my presents!"

"Don't tell me..." Kaoru looked around him to make sure that it was safe, then he whispered, "You have more...?"

Laughter could be heard, "I knew it! What I got here is a new model, a new sensation. Oh yes, whoever uses it would be in heaven."

Kaoru nearly drooled.

"So! Me, being the kind guy, I’m gonna deliver it straight to your place! See you in a jiffy! Ah, my battery's low─" Then the phone cut off.

Kaoru laughed, Die was the funniest guy that he had ever met. And he was the only person that he trusted in the whole world.

Wait.

Toshiya was still in his place!

On the other side, Die was heading to Kaoru's apartment. He reached the place within 15 minutes and parked his car. He went to the ninth floor by elevator and hummed along the way until the elevator made a ‘ding-dong’ sound. The door opened automatically and he stepped out.

Walking straight, then left and kept walking until he reached the corner and he arrived in front of Kaoru's apartment. He pushed the bell and waited for someone to open the door.

He heard some steps approaching and the door clicked open.

"Kaoru!! Here's what I promise you—." His mouth hung open. In front of him stood a boy around 15 years old with a huge 'EAT ME' shirt that Die knew very well. Kaoru bought it over at his shop. The boy blinked at him and tilted his head when he saw the thing in Die's hand.

"What's that?"

"Is this Kaoru Niikura's house?"

"Uh-huh," The boy nodded, "What's that in your hand?" One of his hands reached out to touch it, but Die stepped back, waving his hands wildly.

"WAIT! Who are you?!!"

Toshiya remembered something about he was forbidden to open the door and gasped. "Hah!"

He closed the door but Die was quicker than he was and held the door open. "Cho-chotto matte!" Die pushed the door and went inside. "Who are you?!"

Toshiya stepped back and had both of his hands behind his back. He looked frightened at Die and stiffened.

Die noticed it and reached his hand to touch the boy. "Hey,it's okay. I'm not going to hurt you. Are you Kaoru's brother? Um... nephew?"

Toshiya whimpered, making Die feel guilty as if he had been bullying a little boy, though in reality he had done nothing.

The door opened once more and Kaoru rushed inside a little bit too late. Die was about to ask him about the boy, but the subject in question was faster to rush and hide behind Kaoru.

Kaoru brought his hand back as if trying to protect him. Die asked him straight to the point. "Kaoru, who the hell is he?"

Kaoru fidgeted, together with his young lover. "Uh-uh! Um... he's... err..."
Kaoru was confused whether to tell his friend or not. Die was a bi, but he still felt insecure about telling their relationship to other people.

Die forced Kaoru to tell him the truth. Kaoru sighed and stole a glance to Toshiya and turned his head back to Die. "His name is Toshiya… and he's my lover."

Die's jaw dropped open. He pointed to Toshiya and then to Kaoru. Kaoru nodded as a reply.

Die pointed back to Toshiya, "Your student?" he asked in a don't-tell-me-tone. Kaoru nodded again and wrapped his arm around Toshiya's shoulder.

"How old?"

"Fifteen."

“Fifty?!”

Kaoru shook his head. “No, Die. Fifteen.”

“Fif…” Slowly his vision was blurred. “…teen…” and faded to black.

“DIE!” Kaoru was shocked.

xoxox

Die slowly opened his eyes. His eyes were still blurred and he couldn’t identify the current situations, but his ears could hear clearly.

“Totchi, give it to me!” That must be Kaoru’s voice, Die thought.

A whining voice and followed by, “Maa~! I wanna see it!” And that must be the little boy’s voice. Because if it was Kaoru’s, it would be absolutely disgusting and Die would shoot himself dead right away.

“Totchi! Don’t be a naughty boy! Give that thing to me!”

“Why?!”

“It was Die’s! Don’t touch other people’s things!”

“But Die said he wanted to give it to you, so it’s not his anymore!”

“Then it’s mine! Give it to me!”

“STINGY!!”

“TOTCHI!!”

Die opened his eyes just right when Kaoru glomped the boy at the intention of taking the sex toy. He felt a headache welling up, as if he was going to faint again. He let out a slight groan unconsciously, making Kaoru and Toshiya turned their heads at him.

“Ah, Die, you’re awake.” Kaoru said, but didn’t move from his position. The boy below him blinked and struggled to free himself.

“…Might as well faint again…” Die muttered, closing his eyes in agitation.

Then black color was all that he saw.

xoxox

Finally, Die woke up from his unconsciousness and felt something cold on his forehead. His hand moved to touch the cold thing. He guessed that it was a wet towel. Maybe Kaoru put it on his forehead while he fainted. When he felt some poking on his right cheek, he turned his head around to see Toshiya kneeled on his side with something that was already out from its seal on his hand. Toshiya was poking Die’s cheek with his newly innovated sex toy. A fifteen years old boy playing with a sex toy was too much for him. Therefore, for the third time, Die fainted.

Toshiya was confused and kept poking the collapsed man with his new toy. “Ne, Nii-san! Are you asleep again?!”

Die didn’t answer and Toshiya started to worry. Toshiya approached his lover to the kitchen and tugged his shirt. “Kaoru, I think your friend is sick. I thought that he was awake, so I poked his cheek to make sure that he was awake for real but then he collapsed again when he saw me.”

Kaoru sweatdropped.

xoxox

He didn’t know how much time had passed. His consciousness slowly came back again, also the memories of what had made him faint repeatedly. His ears reflexively searched for any hint of the two persons in the apartment, but he didn’t find any. His eyes fluttered open and he sighed in relief as he just saw the ceiling.

But then he sat up on the couch and his eyes nearly fell out of its sockets.

There, on top of the kitchen island, the 15 years old boy was laid. Kaoru, his supposed to be friend, hovered over him.

They were k-i-s-s-i-n-g.

Or more like, making out heavily.

Toshiya moaned and Die cursed. “OMFGKAORU!!!!”

The two lovey-dovey birds jumped. Kaoru backed away from Toshiya as the boy sat up straight on the kitchen table.

Die, again, felt something painful attack his head again, but not as he expected, he didn’t collapsed right away. He hit his head hard with both of his hand, wishing that actions would make him faint. Die groaned in frustration. Kaoru ran to stop his friend from trying to commit suicide. “Die, stop it, man! Are you crazy?!”

“YOU’RE THE ONE WHO’S CRAZY!!” Die shouted to Kaoru’s face and pointed with his finger.

Die sat up from the couch and at the same time grabbed Kaoru’s collar. By the time he was going to scream to his friend again, Die’s ears caught whimpering sounds. Kaoru and Die turned his head around towards the voice and saw that Toshiya was already in tears, looking very scared. Toshiya didn’t like fighting at all. When he was in the 8th grade, he and Renji were having an argument with their seniors and Renji ended up fighting with them. Renji was a very strong boy, he could’ve beaten them all without any help. But at that time Toshiya was crying. As usual Renji hated to see his best friend crying, so Renji ended up in the hospital because he didn’t fight back.

Seeing his young lover cry, Kaoru freed himself from Die’s grab, ran to his sobbing lover, and hugged him. “No, no. Don’t cry. It’s okay.” He patted his hand on Toshiya’s back.

Toshiya said between his sobs, “Why are you two fighting?”

Kaoru blinked and glanced toward his friend. Die blinked back at him and Toshiya. How he was supposed to answer that? Although the boy was already 15 years old, it was obvious that his innocence and naivety were above normal. If Die said something wrong, the boy might cry again.

“Uhh…” Die muttered, scratching the back of his not-so-itchy head.

“You fainted when you heard my age…” Toshiya sobbed again. He began to remember the fact that people would think badly of their relationship. His body trembled, making Kaoru hug him tighter. “Do you think… that me and Kaoru…” He intended to say ‘weren’t supposed to be together’, but he couldn’t bring himself to let it out. Instead, a single tear rolled down his cheek.

On the other side, Die felt as if he had bullied a little kid for the second time. And he’s weak against kids. “NO, NO, NO! Errrrr…” He waved his hands rapidly, “We weren’t fighting! We were just saying hello! That was how we say hello after such a long time not seeing each other! Right, Kaoru??!!”

Kaoru was taken aback, not expecting to be shot by a question like that. “Uh, we do?”

Die glared at him and he laughed nervously, “Oh! OF COURSE! See, Totchi? That’s why I said it’s okay!”

Toshiya blinked. He looked up to his lover’s face that was obviously showing a lie then he looked to Die’s face that was telling a lie too. The two of them just couldn’t lie. But as always, Toshiya, being a too naïve boy, believed them. Toshiya rubbed his tear-stained face and asked, “Hontou?”

Kaoru and Die nodded their head to convince the little boy.

“Okay…” Toshiya smiled a little, “I’m sorry for crying…” then he ducked his head down.

“It’s okay, baby” Kaoru kissed the crown of Toshiya’s head then he brought Toshiya’s face up to kiss him on the lips. Toshiya let him do that and stood up on his tiptoes to reach Kaoru’s lips. Their faces went closer and closer…

“MATTE!”

Kaoru and Toshiya stopped and looked to the already flustered man. “I don’t need to see that! Please don’t go kissing or groping each other when we’re in the same place! You can do it later when I’m gone! Can you guys do that for me?”

Toshiya blushed and couldn’t hide his smile. “Okay. I’m sorry, Die-san.”

Die’s heart melted at seeing his smile. “That’s okay…umm…ah…Toshiya. And please call me Die!”

Toshiya giggled, “Die.”

Die’s smile spread on his face. His expression turned into a dreamy look. The boy was too cute… “Hai, Toshiya…”

“Ok, that’s enough.” Kaoru coughed and glared at Die slightly. The red-head gulped and sat back on the couch. Toshiya bounced to the couch and sat next to him, followed by Kaoru.

“Ne, Die,” Toshiya looked at him enthusiastically, “Your hair looks cool.”

“Of course,” Die grinned cockily.

“I want to have my hair colored too when I grow up.”

“NO!!” Kaoru yelled, “You can’t! I won’t allow it!”

“Eeh?? Why??” Toshiya whined.

“Hey, actually, your hair would go well with blue.” Die said.

“Don’t turn him into Yankees like you!” Kaoru snapped.

“What’s that supposed to mean?!”

“Yeah, what’s that supposed to mean?” Toshiya scrunched his eyebrows.

“Your hair, Totchi, is black. And that will never change as long as I’m alive!!”

“Well that makes everything easier,” Die said sarcastically. “Toshiya, all you have to do is over his dead body!” Die said to Toshiya.

The boy was excited as he imagined himself with blue hair. “Bluueee!! I want bluuuue!!!”

“NO WAY!!”

“Blue! Blue! I want blue!” Toshiya bounced on the couch. The movement didn’t go well with his shirt. It was raised slowly, revealing more of his thighs. Die caught a glance at what happened and felt a blush started to fill his face. The shirt continued to rise higher…

“WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT?!!” A smack on the back of his head brought him back to reality, which was Kaoru’s protective face.

“Ah,” Die sweatdropped, “Nothing….” But Die’s eyes were continued to stare at the delicious smooth white skin. “Yeah…nothing…”

Kaoru grabbed a cushion, threw it to Die’s face, and grabbed Toshiya by his arm. “Totchi, stop bouncing and go to my room to get your pants on! Why didn’t you wear your pants?!” Kaoru said angrily.

“B-but…you were the one who told me not to wear any pants until you said so…” Toshiya answered in defeat.

Die gasped at hearing the ultimate honest reply from Toshiya’s mouth and glared at Kaoru. ‘YOU!’ Die said with his accusing face. Kaoru noticed his glare and replied with his face. “THIS IS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE!’

Die shook his head. His friend was more perverted than he thought.

Kaoru pushed Toshiya to go to his bedroom. “Go wear your pants!”

Toshiya pouted and walked lazily to Kaoru’s bedroom. While Toshiya wasn’t in the same room, the tense atmosphere between Kaoru and Die came back. Die stared at Kaoru’s face with not so friendly face. “Kaoru, I think we need to talk!”

Kaoru swallowed his own spit and asked nervously, “Talk about what?”

Die stood up, he was about to grab Kaoru’s collar again and hit his face but Toshiya’s cheery voice stopped him. “I’M BACK!”

Die ended up hugging Kaoru and patted his back in a rough way. “HOHOHO! Kaoru, my best friend! How I miss you so much! AHAHAHAHA!”

Kaoru wasn’t prepared to be patted like that and coughed. Toshiya stared worriedly at him, but he smiled to show that he’s alright. A nudge on his side remind him that he and Die needed to talk. “Umm… Totchi, why don’t you play games in my room?”

“Eh? But I wanna play with you guys.” Toshiya pouted.

“We’ll play with you later, ne? Now go and play. Me and Die have some things to talk about.”

Toshiya pouted more, feeling left behind. He stomped back to Kaoru’s room and closed the door slightly harder than necessary.

“Now he sulks at me,” Kaoru sighed in despair.

“Pedophile.”

“I’m not a pedophile!”

“You’re 23, have a 15 years old lover who has the behavior of a 10 years old, and you tell me that you’re not a pedophile?!”

“But when he grew up to 20, 30, 40, and more, I’ll still love him!”

Die rolled his eyes in disbelief.

“I mean it, Die!” Kaoru forced Die to look at him, “I love Toshiya, not his age!”

“But you should pay attention to his age!” Die glowered, “Don’t you dare to tell me that you haven’t done anything to him.”

Kaoru blushed and lost his words. The headache came back to Die. “Gosh, Kaoru… What have you done?”

“We-well…I…I kinda forced him before we became lovers…”

“YOU WHAT?! YOU MEAN YOU RAPED HIM?!!” Die grabbed his collar back, made him choked.

Kaoru’s voice was squeaky. “Die, let me go! I cannot breath!”

Die let him go, and pushed him roughly. Kaoru brushed his neck and said. “He wasn’t actually unwilling, okay? You can tell just by looking at him that Toshiya was way too innocent! Of course I had to teach him.”

“Kaoru…” Die’s voice was so sympathetic, making Kaoru think that Die understood what he was trying to say. “YOU ARE A PERVERTED TEACHER!”

Feeling as if his heart was being stabbed, Kaoru gasped. “DIE!”

“What? Did I say something wrong? Kaoru, come on! You’re a teacher! Don’t be such an idiot! You’re his teacher and he’s 15! And you fucked him!”

“MADE LOVE, OKAY!” Kaoru shouted. “We love and want each other! So we made love!”

Die sighed in defeat. Everything about their relationship was so wrong.

First, their age difference. Or should he say, Toshiya’s age. He was underage. Moreover, Kaoru was his own teacher. Kaoru could go to jail.

They’re both males, not that he was against gays. Die himself was a bi, and he actually had suspected for some time that Kaoru wasn’t interested in girls. But what about Toshiya? He might’ve turned to Kaoru because Kaoru was his first. What about his future? What would his parents say?

But then as he stared into Kaoru’s determined eyes, he could see that Kaoru knew all the consequences and was willing to go through it all… as long as Toshiya’s with him.

“Do you love him?”

“Much more than I can bear.”

“Are you sure it’s not because he’s 15 and he’s way beyond cute?”

“I wanna grow old with him.”

That not so romantic statement meant much more than other flowery words. That meant Kaoru was willing to spend the rest of his life with the boy, willing to accept the boy as a whole, even when the boy was not a boy anymore.

“You know that you’re wrong, right?”

“I know,” Kaoru’s voice softened, “But I fell in love too deep with him.”

“He loves you, right?”

Kaoru nodded, “Even if he doesn’t, I’ll never stop trying to make him fell in love with me.”

A long silence followed as they stared at each other.

“Fine.” Die said finally, making Kaoru widened his eyes, as he didn’t expect Die to accept them so soon.

“You mean…”

“Just don’t involve me if you get into trouble, okay.”

Kaoru couldn’t stop his smile from spreading wide. Die was the first one to know about their relationship, and his acceptance was also the first one for them. Added with the fact Kaoru had thought of Die as his best friend, it all meant so much for him. “O-of course.”

“But…” Die coughed, “If something happens… you can tell me.”

Kaoru’s smile widened even more. His friend pretended not to care, but he knew more than that. “Of course.”

Suddenly, the door slammed open and Toshiya ran outside with a frightened face. He jumped at Kaoru and buried his face on Kaoru’s chest, trembling badly.

“Totchi!” Kaoru scolded him, “I’ve told you not to play zombie games anymore!”

“But…” Toshiya stopped to hold his tears. “But I’m curious so I…I braved myself to play that game! But…” His lips trembled and he started so cry. “But I sucked! My shots didn’t hit the zombies at all and then the weapon was empty and I didn’t know what I should push to reload the weapon so the zombies ate me!” And Toshiya cried freely. He hated everything that was related to horror and cannibalism.

Kaoru rocked the boy’s body back and forth, placing Toshiya’s ears to his chest. That usually would stop his crying. But apparently, he was so frightened this time that he continued to cry, even louder. Kaoru panicked and mumbled. “Gah…what should I do…what should I do…”

Die suddenly had this idea and grabbed the abandoned sex toy that he brought and poked Toshiya’s cheek with it. “Toshiya, here’s your toy…”

Toshiya stole a glance to the side and saw Die waving the sex toy in front of his face. Toshiya’s cries stopped and he giggled. Kaoru and Die sweatdropped. How come a little boy could look so happy at seeing a sex toy? If he were a normal 15 years old boy, he would have blushed or grinned like a pervert.

Anyhow, Die was glad that he had made Toshiya laughed. He continued to poke Toshiya’s cheek. “Here, here… press this button and—.”

“DIE! Stop teaching him perverted things!”

Die shot him a look that said, ‘say that to yourself, pervert!’

Kaoru glared and grabbed the toy, putting it aside, ignoring Toshiya’s whining. Die just shrugged and stood up. “Err… Okay. I should go home now.”

“Wait,” Toshiya moved away from Kaoru and hugged Die, “Why don’t you stay longer? I haven’t played with you.”

Kaoru shot Die a look that said ‘go home. NOW.’

“I’d love to, Toshiya. But I have some business to deal with. We’ll play next time okay? Die ruffled Toshiya’s hair. His hand patted Toshiya’s cheek when Toshiya’s face turned sad. “I promise I will come again and play with you. Ne?”

“Promise me?”

“Yes. And…um…I hope you’re happy with Kaoru..” Die smirked at Kaoru before he leaned in to Toshiya’s ear and whispered. “Be careful with him.”

Toshiya blinked confusedly as Die opened the door and blew a kiss to Toshiya. Kaoru sensed something suspicious and screamed, “Hey, Totchi, what did he say to you?“

“He said something about how I should be careful with you—.”

“DIE!!!”

But Die had already closed the door and was out of Kaoru’s reach.


~owarimashita~

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