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After Years by Luvyuyu
Claim: KyoxShinya
Pairing(s) KyoxShinya
Genre: Drama
Desolate
Forlorn
Solitude
Will I always be like this? Sitting in my room alone, The wind blowing outside my window, I can see the candlelight struggling to not die down.. as me..
You came to me after years.. what made you remember me? after throwing me away.. After dumping me for that stupid chick..
That day.. I still remember that day and how you were laughing with her.. I saw you cuddling her.. kissing her.. And I'm sure you slept with her.. of course you did. You are her boyfriend.. Her boyfriend who was mine one day.. who were my lover that day.. the guy who Dumped me that day..
Hatred
Here we are, we are perfectly strangers to each other.. After all this time, there's no more you and I... I thought you are nice but you showed me the real you, The real kyo, the heartless kyo, who only seek for his pleasures.. Yeah its pleasure I'm sure, I'm sure you didn't love me, you only were pleasuring your self with me, I were a tool for you, I were slut for you.. I thought you loved me but you didn't! Now here we go.. tears again.. no. I'm not going to cry over someone who didn't think about me twice, who didnt consider my feelings..
Heart ache
I remember that day.. that day when we woke up in the morning.. I were trying hard not to cry.. I joined you for breakfast, and we continued our lying game.. every day was similar, you were smiling and so am I, we were lying at each other.. but that day was the last day for our lies series..
Despair
Who would have believed that all the laughter that we shared is now a memory.. I wanted your love but look what it's done to me.. you left me, you made me solitude myself from everyone, from everything.. from you.. and yet you came here after years and knocked on my door, do you think its easy for my aching heart to forget and trust you again..?
No.. My heart I made its as the rock now, I made it forget the one who I loved, your love I erased it off my heart.. and also my eyes..
Anger
The phone ringing. sure its either you or Die, you asked him before to speak with me so we can be together again. I cant accept that, You ignored me and threw me aside, and when you felt like wanting to be with me again, you thought it would be easy? because I'm the naive Shinya..? No I'm not that naive anymore..
Loneliness
Now all I feel is empty, why did you have to leave?.. I'm Shut off from the world.. Isolated in a ball of fear.. My sadness has killed me...
Confusion
I sat alone another day. The world was moving all around me.
When is it going to end...?
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