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Always Here For You by Luvyuyu
Claim:
KyoxShinya
Pairing(s)
KyoxShinya, DiexShinya
Genre:
Drama
He were standing at my window, the wind playing with his soft silky hair, He shivered and turn to look at me, a smile crept on his beautiful feature as he walking slowly and sit beside me on the sofa, I wrap my left arm around him, and he rest his head on my chest.
"Tell me what to do.." He asked in low tone as he playing with the buttons of my shirt.
"What do you want to know?" I asked in gentle voice, he rose and look at me biting his lower lip and looked away, I waited him patiently.
"You know how he always act.." He started, his gaze fixed on the floor "I.. I want him to change" He bited his lips again and I rise one eyebrow, I never thought that Shinya would think this way.
"You cant change Anyone Shinya, They would change for while but then they turn and do the same bad habit they had before" I said calmly.
"I know Kyo.." He looked at the floor and said sadly. I wrap my arm around him and pull him so his head rest on my chest again, he let out a sigh as I'm stroking his silky hair.
"What is the life lessons that the humans should learn..?" he asked as he seemed lost in thoughts.
I thought for while then answered him "They should learn that they cant make or force anyone to love them.. The only thing they can do is to make themselves beloved.."
I saw him nodded and shiver as I run my fingers on the back of his neck.
"Also they shouldn't compare themselves with the others, and they should learn how to forget and forgive"
He rose and look at me, his eyes soften, they threaten with tears, I extend my hand and stroke his soft cheek, he shiver again and lean on my touch as I'm looking at his beautiful face and complete..
"They should learn and know that maybe they would make deep wounds for the ones they loves in few minutes but they needs years to heal these wounds."
I saw the unshed tears in his eyes, I swallow whatever was in my throat and complete.
"They should learn that there is some people loves them dearly, But those people didn't learn how to show it or express them feelings.."
I looked at the floor and thought for while, I couldn't look at his face, I can hear his soft sob, and I managed to continue..
"They should learn that perhaps there is two people look at the same thing, but each one of them see it in different way.."
I looked at him and saw single tear running down his left cheek, I stretch out my hand and wiped the tear with my thumb, with sad smile on my face I told him my last advice.
"They should also learn that its not enough to just forgive the others or they forgive you.. but.. you should forgive yourself too.."
I stroke his hair once again, the tears run down his cheeks, his body shiver. He throw himself in my arms and cry his heart out, repeating that he is sorry between sobs, I stroke his back soothingly, Maybe our love wasn't meant to be.. But as long as he is happy with Die I'm happy too.
The sun sat, dark creeped in the room as he is lying in my arms, a cold breeze blow from the opened window, I felt him shiver in my arms, I wrap my arms around him tightly and rest my chin on his head.. Whispering "whenever you want someone to speak to.. I'm always here for you.."
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