I Want...
by luvyuyu

Chapter 1

 

Shinya was laying on the bed looking up at the white ceiling. His body trembled a bit, from the cold breeze coming from the ajar window. Snuggling beside his lover, wanting to feel the warmth as he pulled the cover up over his chin.


There was a subject heaving on his mind a long time ago. Looking over at Die, he decided. It was the right time to ask his lover what he had on his mind. "Ne Die..?"


"Ummm," replied Die, his eyes still lingering closed.


"Die Die, do you love me?"


"Of course I love you.."


"No no I mean, do you love me...LOVE me?" Shinya persisted.


Die opened his eyes and looked to the beauty beside him, "What do you mean? Of course I love you Shin-chan!! What kind of question -is- this? -_-;"


Shifting over, he pulled Die into a hug, "aww Die I love you sooo much. You don't know how much I love you~ ^_^"


Sighing, Die answered, "I know.. I know Shin-chan, and I love you so much too"


"Anou... Die..?" Shinya pushed Die back a little, and so he could look into his eyes, though the action went by shyly.


"Hm?"


"Anou... I want...to have your child!" Said Shinya in less than a second.


Silence...


A breeze of hushed wind blew between them.


"....eh..?" Die asked. After several moments that is, he was not sure about what he heard.


"I said, I want to have your child," Shinya nodded, in a confident manner.


"....H-How..? O_o"


"I don't know but I -want-! -_-"


Silence, once again.


Recovering from the initial shock Die started to talk, again, "Shinya..? Shinya honey you sure -look- like a -girl- and -act- like one, but please don't forget that you -are- a MAN. And...men, well they can't get pregnant.. At least as far as I know.. "


"Mouuuuuu!" A whine left Shinya, "But I want to have your child!!! I heard there is a way for that, and I want. I. Want!" He scowled like a child.


Sighing Die answered him as patiently as he could manage. "And how is that? Do you want to adopt a chi---"
"NO~!" Shinya interrupted immediately and quickly repeated himself. "I want to have mine," he paused, placing a hand to his chest, "and your," again he paused this time pointing at Die, "child!" ^___^ The statement was completed now with a wide smile on Shinya's part.


Die glanced at him with mixture of disbelieving...and terror 'Shinya's going insane...for sure' the thought played in his head, well it seemed logical. "Oyasumi-nasai, Shin-chan..." he fell back on the bed. He did not want to attempt completing this never-ending-subject.


Shinya's gaze fell to him, and he started pouting and looked away. Then he looked at Die again, slowly... And then, without another thought he shoved him out of bed and then listened to the fall that made a loud thud.


"What was that for?!" He shouted at his pouting lover.


"You don't love me I know that," tears were forming in his eyes.


"Who said that??" Die demanded, anger clear in his voice.


"You," a whisper came back as the answer.


"Me???"


"You don't want me to have your child...our child~ You don't love me enough to.. to.. " tears mixed with his voices, shattering his voice carefully before he covered his face. Starting to sob helplessly.


"Shinya... Shinya you are asking for something impossible.." Die kept his voice gentle now.


"Impossible?? Out. Out! Get out of the room!" He started to push the larger man, forcing him out of the room. Closing the door, then locking it behind him. "Sleep somewhere else. I -don't- want to see you," he finished as he went under the covers. He would try to sleep.

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I know its Short >_< but what do you think, Should i continue Or no..?
 

 

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