Shinya woke up next morning. Opening the door slowly, he peered out, he didn't want to see Die. At all. After he made sure there was no sign of him in the living room, he made a dash for the bathroom. After his shower was taken, he tied his bathroom and gracefully walked from the bathroom. Using a towel to dry his dripping hair he glanced up to see Die leaning against the door from, glaring at him. Shinya turned his gaze away quickly, and retreated to the bedroom locking the door behind him.

 

After several minutes bled by in a painfully slow manner Shinya again appeared, though not fully dressed. Looking to the left and then to the right, he sighed, Die was no where to be found now.

 

With a sound of defeat, he went to the kitchen to make coffee for himself. When the coffee pot finally stopped dripped he poured himself a glass adding sugar. He held his mug  in his hands and sipped it. But when he turned around, he caught sight of Die standing at the kitchen entrance...glaring at him. Again.

 

Shinya didn't so much at look at him but he instead walked past Die, his head held high in a snobby manner

 

Settling in the living room and sipping his coffee he tried to ignore the daggers Die was glaring at him. But, he could no longer stand it.

 

"What????" He blurted out.

 

"What?" Die answered back.

 

"Why...why you are looking at me like that?" Shinya said with a small frown focusing on his coffee.

 

"Just....because."

 

"..."

 

Die went to their bedroom, after several minutes Shinya's curiousity got to him, so he walked inside the room looking at Die who is wearing...his work suit. Then asking in hesitation "A-are you going now?"

 

Die kept to fixing his tie, not even looking at the auburn-haired man.

 

".. Die.. Die I'm --" Shinya attempted.

 

"I dont want to hear anything. I'm leaving." Die snapped almost bitterly, breaking the others words.

 

 

Die took his car keys and slammed the door behind him. Shinya jumped from the loud bang of the door.

 

 

~~~3 hours later ~~~

 

Shinya lounged on the sofa, watching Sailor Moon //Its not fair! Even this stupid sailor moon has child, why can't I?// he thought enviously.

 

".. I feel so lonely... I wonder what Miyu-chan is doing now? T-too bad that Die does not want her to live with us... I really wonder if he really has allergies... I want Miyu-chan~" He began to sob helplessly...

 

~~~~ 5 PM ~~~~

 

Die opened the door, throwing his car keys on the nearest table, looking around, he found Shinya sleeping on the couch. A soft smile was drawn on Die's face as he walked to Shinya's side. Looking at his beautiful lover, he noticed traces of tears on the beauty face. And so he placed a gentle kiss on his forehead.

 

Shinya's eyes opened slowly, he noticed Die looking at him.

 

Shinya looked at the clock, then back at his lover "Oh.. You are home... early today.. did something happen..?"

 

"Just finished work early today."

 

"Oh...I see.." Glancing around at everything, well but Die, then he completed his words, " Die.. I'm sorry about yesterday.." lowering his head slowly he bit his lip.

 

"It's fine Shin-chan. But I really wish and hope that I can sleep in bed today?" Said Die in a  teasing manner.

 

"Sure you can. ^___^"

 

Die smiled back at him sweetly.

 

"Anou...do you want me to make you something to eat?" Shinya offered almost shyly.

 

"Well no, I'll go to my friends... I will eat there." Die answered and turned, heading to the bed room to change his clothes.

 

Shinya felt bad about it. He started thinking about why Die always spends most of his free time with his friend and not with him, Why? "Why???" he mumbled out loud.

 

"Why what?" Die asked from inside the room.

 

Shinya walked to the bedroom and looked at Die who was half naked and searching for a clean T-shirt to wear it. " Why you always go out with your friends?"

 

"Why not? They are my friends!"

 

"But I'm Your lover!!" Shinya's tone is response was slightly dejected.

 

"I know that!" Die all but snapped.

 

"Die.."

 

"Yes?"

 

"Stay here tonight..?"

 

"I can't.." Die mumbled softly.

 

"Why not?"

 

"There is a football match I want to watch tonight."

 

Shinya took no time hesitating as he grunted at Die, "then watch it here!"

 

"I don't want that." Came the reasoning.

 

"Why??" Shinya pouted.

 

"It wouldn't be any fun," the red head resorted.

 

Shinya's eyes widened a bit, did Die really say those words?

 

"Yeah I want to watch it with my friends!"

 

"I hate you."

 

A small sigh escaped Die.

 

Shinya aimed weak punches at Die's chest, "I hate you, hate you, you insensitive, stupid, selfish, jerk you! m.. " a small sob wracked the drummers body. "mother..! " He cried out, leaning on Die's chest.

 

Die sighed and wrapped his arms around the petite man. But Shinya pushed his arms away quickly. Leaning on the bed Shinya buried his face in a pillow to muffle his crying.

 

Die sat on the bed next to him, "Shinya?... Shinya what's wrong with you? You've really changed! You never asked about where I go and with who I spend my time with... What Happened?--"

 

"What happened???"Shinya snapped at him, interrupting. "What happened to you Die??"

 

"Shinya..."

 

"Loneliness. Loneliness Die! That's What's wrong with me.. I feel so alone.. And -you- go out with your friends everyday after work, and I...I sit here all alone and you never feel what I feel..." He said in a small voice.

 

"Why don't you call Toshiya to come over or you go to his house if you feel lonely?" He tried.

 

Shinya eyes widened at that, "Toshiya..?  Why Toshiya..? Die I want you, -not- Toshiya! I want to spend my time with you not anyone else.."

 

"I can't today. Anyway I'm going to be late I have to go...now. The match will start in 15 minutes." Die said with a small nod.

 

"DAISUKE!!! Y-you insensitive mother fucker!" He growled.

 

"SHINYA!!!! Don't start it again" Said Die, annoyed.

 

"Now Dai Dai, do you know why I want to have a child? It's because... then I don't have to be alone with you insensitive jerk, and I'm sure that the kid will never tell me that he wants to go and a watch football match with his friends. Or come back late at night to just sleep!" He spat out bitterly.

 

"And I will be glad to tell you, that you will never have a child because men can't get PREGNANT!" he put the force of his words in the last and turned swiftly to leave the pretty man behind him.

 

Shinya bit his lower lip, "Die you baka.. baka.." tears gathered in his eyes, as he wiped them with the back of his hand. "I will not give up, I will find a way."

 

~~~~ 15 Min later ~~~~

 

The door bell was ringing, so Shinya rose from the bed to go open the door.

 

"Konbanwa Shinya-kun~" Toshiya's  cheerful voice rang inside Shinya's head.

 

"a.. Toshiya-kun.."He mumbled.

 

"Whats wrong Shinya-kun? Die-kun asked me to come over and stay with you this evening because he went staight out tonight ^_^" He said with a smile.

 

"Oh.. he did?.. I see.."

 

"Mouuuu~ Shinya-kun why do you look so gloomy?? He will be away only tonight.. I guess?" A small pout played on Totchi's features.

 

"Yeah...right"

 

Shinya walked to the living room and Toshiya closed the door behind him as he walked after the shorter man.

 

"Ne Shinya-kun.. What's wrong..?" Toshiya asked with concern dripping in his voice.

 

Shinya lowered his head, trying to hide his teary eyes from the blue haired man.

 

"Shinya..?"

 

Shinya whimpered and sob quietly, sitting on the floor  he covered his face with his hands.

 

Toshiya panicked as he ran to his friend and wrapped his arms around him "Shinya whats wrong?? What happened? Did Die do something to you? Hit you? Yell at you? Broke up with you?" With every question Shinya shook his head with no sign violently. Toshiya confused for the moment then asked "What's wrong Shinya-kun..? You know I'm all ears for you." He cooed in a gentle voice.

 

Shinya looked at Toshiya with teary eyes then nodded, it's better to tell someone about it.

 

~~~~~~~

"So that's how its going!!" Said Toshiya he was now irritated, "He shouldn't act like that with you! Otherwise you should leave the house for him."

 

"No~ I can't leave Die alone, he would be lonely," Shinya whispered in a broken voice.

 

"LONELY?? Shinya you are the one who is lonely now," Toshiya attempted.

 

"I know...But I love him.."

 

"Well we should think about something... hmm, what can we do to make him stay with you and leave his friends hmmmm," the gears in Toshiya's head started shifting.

 

Of course Shinya didn't tell Toshiya about the child thing. He wasn't sure enough to tell his big mouthed friend about his plans, not yet, after he find a way for that he would tell him.

 

"Ne Shinya-chan let's watch tv and change the mood a bit, you look really down, I will go and bring something to drink from the kitchen. ^_^" Toshiya offered with a small.

 

"Oh no Toshiya-kun, let me go and bring something to drink for us," he said with a nod.

 

"No no no, you should relax, I will serve everything tonight! ^_^"

 

"Domo arigato Toshiya-kun" Shinya smiled and nodded.

 

Flopping through the channels on TV Shinya didn't find anything interesting. He heard Toshiya speaking with someone with his mobile inside the kitchen, maybe Kaoru? Who cares. As he was flipping some baby images caught his attention, it was an advertisement. Babies laughing, mothers hugging their childen, hospital pictures, Fathers holding their child. Then a woman holding a microphone Speaking something as an interview with the doctor. Shinya kept looking at the kids laughing and crawling in the corner of the screen with a smile on his face, then the doctor face fill the screen as he started speaking.

 

The interviewer asked him for a synopsis for the Hospital "Doctor Kyo? Will you give us a synopsis about your hospital and when did you start your carrier?"

 

The doctor started to speak and Shinya listened intently " My Hospital ~Want you to want me ~ makes the dreams come true for the people, we can help you to be pregnant with some pills. I made with my researches, man or woman you can be pregnant. Also I have made some pills which can transfer day by day with period of time that it will take about 20 days. It will transfer you from man to woman or vice versa."

 

Shinyas eyes widened His dreams came true!!!

 

He looks at the kitchen to make sure toshiya does not listen to what he is watching, then he turn agian to the TV. " For more Information visit our website at www.wantyoutowantme.helpme.com. Or call us at 666double66" the doctor ended with that and Shinya reached the nearest paper and a pencil to write the information down with a smile on his face.

 

A.N: hehehehehehe What do you think? XD