Kaoru listened to Die's lame excuse on the other line, his eyebrows frowned slightly "Die. I want to see you now." Die sighed "Ok.. tell me where are you now?"   Kaoru told Die where he were parking his car, after few long minutes Die parked his car beside Kaoru's and got out of it. They both sat inside of cafe. Kaoru waited patiently for Die who were looking down at his coffee to speak,. "So..?" Kaoru started and Die took deep breath decided to tell the truth.   Shinya were sitting on the sofa beside Toshiya who were watching his favorite TV show. 'Kaoru is late.. I hope nothing bad happened to Die..' Shinya thought to himself looking down at his cell phone. "Dajoubu ka?" Toshiya looked at him asking worriedly, Shinya shake his head smiling to his friend "There is nothing.."   Few minutes later The front door opened, Kaoru walked in with Die, Toshiya rose up pulling Shinya to stand behind him. "Where did you find him???" He asked firmly. Kaoru and Die blinked them eyes few times looking at the very pissed off looking Toshiya. Shinya were standing behind Toshiya not knowing what to do. "He.. he were at one of our friends house" kaoru looked at Die who were looking at him. "Yeah.. I were at Hakuei house" he nodded and smiled confusedly. Toshiya narrowed his eyes not believing  any word. "But.. why you didn't tell me about it when I asked you..?" Shinya asked softly from behind Toshiya, looking at Die. Die shrugged "I.. were angry when you asked me.." Shinya looked at him for while than smiled "I'm glad that you are fine! I were worried about you" He walked to Die hugging him.   Kaoru sighed in relief than looked at the -still suspecting something- Toshiya, he quickly started "Anou Toshiya why don't you make us some fresh juice, like the one you made me before" He really wanted Toshiya to leave them for while before he starting to dig for new problems.   Shinya and Die sat down beside each other, silence filled the room, than Kaoru start to speak "Shinya said that you were going to adopt a child! That was really nice" Die nodded "Yeah but they refused.." "Because you and Shinya are gay couple! come on, you could do something about it! like ask anyone to adopt the child you want for you and pay for them later! or maybe they would do it out of help" Kaoru suggested, Shinya looked up at Die with hopeful eyes, Die thought for while before he spoke "I will think about it" Shinya smiled and pecked his cheek.   Toshiya came after while, holding tray with juices he made, he served them and sat beside Kaoru. "So what did I miss?" Toshiya asked looking at them, Kaoru smiled "You missed nothing, we were just sitting" Toshiya sighed sipping on his juice.   Shinya and Die drove home silently, when they got home Die changed into his pajamas than lay on the bed, he let out long sigh slipping his eyes shut. Shinya changed his clothes and lay beside him.   The rest of the week went normal, But in the weekend when Shinya woke up in the morning he didn't find his lover sleeping beside him, he frowned and sat stretched up languidly than got out of the bed, walking lazily to the kitchen. He made himself coffee starting to sip on it slowly. when he finished his coffee he washed the cup than walked to the bedroom,  laying on the bed reading some magazine.   Half an hour later Die walked to the bedroom, he saw Shinya reading on the magazine not looking up at him. "I'm home.." Die starting but got no respond from Shinya. he looked around nervously than spoke again "I were thinking.. If you would like us to go out and have lunch together..?" Shinya looked up with happy smile "Hai!" Die smiled "Than get dressed and lets go, By the way I bought things from the supermarket, the plastic bags on the counter" Shinya nodded and got up walking to the kitchen, he arranged everything Die bought placing them inside the refrigerator, than walked back to the bedroom dressing up in short black dress and knee-length boots, he took his knee length coats and slip it on. Than quickly fixed his hair applying light make up on his face. Die were waiting for Shinya in the living room, when Shinya walked out Die smiled at him 'He is always so pretty..' he thought to himself.   They got inside the car and drove away, when they stopped at traffic light Die turned looking at Shinya "Would you like to walk in shopping Mall for while before we go and have lunch?" Shinya nodded with smile "Sounds great for me!"   Die parked his car, they got out of it and walked inside the mall, Shinya were holding Die's hand as they are walking. They pass past 'Mothercare' store, but Shinya walked back again pulling Die with him "Oh Die! look at this pretty dress!! it looks so~ cute!!" Shinya pointed at pink dress, Die looked at it and shrugged "It looks ok.." "But it will look great on Miyu-chan!!" Shinya said still thinking about the girl he saw in the adopting center. Die sighed "I...don't think so--" "Excuse me, I want the same as this dress, a size for a three year old." Shinya ignored Die and asked for the dress. The salesman showed Shinya the dress, Shinya's eyes twinkled happily "It looks great!" he turned looking at Die who were having his hands inside his pocket. "Die! I want this dress" Die looked up "For what?" Shinya pouted "Dai~~ I want this dress!" Die sighed shaking his head "Ok ok! how much does it cost?" he asked the salesman, the man told him the price and Die paid for it.   They walked out of the store, Shinya was so happy holding the bag with the dress "I'm going to give it to her today" "You want to go to the adoption center again?" Die asked Shinya nodded "Yes! Than why do you think I bought this? I want to give this to Miyu-chan, I bet she will be happy with it" Shinya said with smile he could imagine Miyu wearing this dress. "Fine we will go after having lunch ok?" Die said softly and Shinya nodded.   They walked for while before they went to the near restaurant. Shinya and Die sat down on table ordering them lunch, Die's cell phone rang, he answered it. After while the waiter arrange them table with them orders, Shinya felt bored, Die were still babbling on the phone. He started to eat slowly looking up at Die from time to time, he than give it up, standing up off the chair, Die looked up at him with question eyes. "I.. will go to the bathroom.." Shinya said lengthily, Die nodded to him and spoke again with his friend on the phone. Shinya huffed and turned walking to the public bathrooms, there was ladies section and men section, Shinya looked down at his clothes thinking which one he should enter, A man who were chewing on gum looked at Shinya up and down winking at him as he pushing the men door opened, Shinya shudders and went to the ladies section.   Girls were checking them make up, and fixing them clothes. Shinya quickly walked to unoccupied stall and lock it, he stand against the wall tliting his head on it as he closing his eyes. When he heard that there was no one outside he walked out of the stall, washing his face looking at himself in the mirror as the water dripping from his chin "I'm so ugly and pathetic.. I will never have child.." Shinya said as he looking at himself on the mirror, a girl walked out of one of the stalls and look at his direction as she washing her hands, Shinya quickly lowered his head in embarrassment he didn't know that there was someone inside, She smiled at him saying "You are not ugly!" Shinya turned looking at her, another girl walked inside "Miaka!! we are going to be late! hurry up!" she said to her friend, the other girl who spoke to Shinya quickly walked out with her friend. Shinya sighed and dry his face than applied some powder on it.   When he walked out of the bathroom the man he saw earlier were leaning on the wall "What took you so long beauty" He said still chewing on his gum, Shinya took step back wanted to enter the bathrooms again but the man grab his arm, Shinya gasped looking at him in horror stammering out "Die" The man smirked "I'm not going to die~" Shinya squeezed his eyes shut crying out Die's name.   Die looked up when he heard his name, he thought that he heard Shinya's name, quickly he stand up walking to the bathrooms seeing a man grabing Shinya's arm. He storm to him shoving him away from Shinya punching his face, Shinya gasped stepping away from them watching them in horror. The man stumbled on his feet and run away, Die turned to Shinya wraping his arms around him hugging him "Are you alright?" he asked softly, Shinya nodded his body was still shaking.   They walked back to them table, Shinya was not hungry anymore, Die looked up at him "Do you want to go and see Miyu?" He hoped that this will lighten up the mood. Shinya smiled a little and nodded, Die paid for the lunch and they walked out heading to the adoption center.   "What?!" Die's eyes were widen "Someone adopt.. her.." he trailed off, Shinya were holding the bag with the dress he brought her, his hand were shaking, Die quickly turned to him, he were very nervous, he didn't know what to do or say. ".... Take me home.." Shinya said, his eyes were widen in shock. Die nodded and walked him back to the car.   In the house Shinya had the dress on the bed, he looked down at it sadly, Die sat beside him looking at him worriedly "Shinya..." He started "She is gone.." Shinya said bitterly his eyes filled with tears, Die stroked Shinya's back soothingly not finding the right word to say it, he hoped this day will be nice day for them but everything turned out the opposite.   In Toshiya's and Kaoru's house, Toshiya were so happy "Let me call him now onegai onegai!!" he was so eager, Kaoru sighed shaking his head as he reading the newspaper "I told you tomorrow we will-" "I cant wait until tomorrow!!" Toshiya whined than looked at the dinning table smiling than back at his lover "Nothing will change! today or tomorrow onegai~~" Kaoru huffed "Ok ok call him" Toshiya squealed happily dialing Shinya's number.   Shinya were sitting on the sofa snuggling close to his lover, he was so sad. When the phone rang Die answered it "Moshi moshi?"   "Die you are home! Wow! let me write this down" Toshiya teased   Die sighed "What do you want?"   "Is Shinya there?"   "Yeah hang on" he gave the phone receiver to Shinya "Its Toshiya honey.."   Shinya took the phone "Moshi moshi Totchi.."   "Shinya~~~~ Come to my house now-"   "I'm not in good mood Totchi.." Shinya started but Toshiya interrupted him "Aww Shinya please! I have something will make you happy"   Shinya sighed not replying to him   "Onegai"   "Totchi.."   "Onegai?"   "..."   "Onegai??"   Shinya closed his eyes and sighed again "Ok I will come over after while"   "Great!!!!!! I will wait for you!!" Toshiya said happily and hang up the phone.   Die looked at Shinya "What is it?" Shinya shrugged "Its Totchi and how he always act.. he want us to come over.." Die rolled his eyes than looked at Shinya "And you are going?" Shinya looked at Die "Yes and with -you-" Die pulled face "Yeah sure.. I will.."   Shinya and Die got dressed than walked to Toshiya's place, Shinya pressed on the door bell, he could hear Toshiya running than opened the door with wide grin "I'm glad you came!! quickly come and see this!!" Shinya been pulled by Toshiya "Aw Totchi  you are hurting me-" His eyes went widen at what Toshiya point at. Shinya breath hitched he looked at Toshiya than at the dinning table. "So are you in good mood now?" Toshiya said with grin Shinya's lips curled up into a smile as he looking at the girl who were sitting on the dinning table busy with coloring, whispering "Miyu-chan.."