One Day He Will

by Luvyuyu

Claim: Kyo x Shinya

Theme: Special Theme IIII. 1. Rose

Pairing(s) Kyo X Shinya, Kaoru

Rating: G

Genre: AU, Angst, Death, Drama

Warnings: Death fiction

Summary: Kyo always Buy Roses For Shinya

Comments: Pointless fiction.. Kinda..

Another day... Another lonely day... How can I survive this day..?

Here I'm walking on the street, It has been a while since I left Our--.. no.. My Apartment.. Yeah I live alone now.. But I know that he will back! He will back to hug me again, He will back to Kiss me again.. He will back to tell me he Loves me again.. He will.. He will back to give me Roses again..

I remember First time he gave me that Beautiful Red Rose, I was very Shy.. He told me he Loves me.. I know that I love him too..so I told him that I do love him too.. Since that day we become lovers.. He was My boyfriend.. He didn't left me! He will back.. I know he will.. My eyes tingle! is there any tears left in my eyes..? Wait!! What the..? When did i come here? Why I'm here..?

This Flower shop.. The Flower shop where he always buy the Roses For me.. Oh here is the Flower guy..

"Oii Shinya-Kun" He greet me, What can I do? I don't feel like speaking to anyone.. But i will force smile. I smiled at him, I see him looking at me in concern, Do I look that bad.. So it came his Painful question..

"Where have he been, He never come to buy you Roses from me!" He said with smile, But I couldn't help it.. I frowned, I can see his eyes soften as he throwing his question like bombs on me.

"Does HE still in love with you..?" My eyes widen, What can I say..? But I answered him immediately "Yes.. he.. he is busy.. he traveled-- No he didn't travel! He is busy but he will come back and buy me more Roses.. he will buy me more Roses.." I whispered the last words.. I'm not sure if he heard them.. And I'm not sure if he believed me..

I don't dare to look into his eyes.. I look everywhere but him, But I saw how he looked, he feel sorry for me I know, But I don't need pity from anyone.. Kyo loves me i know, he will back.. He promised me that we will be together forever.. He can't break his promise can he..?

I spotted a beautiful single red Rose, Kaoru the Flower guy saw me looking at that Rose, The same Kind which Kyo was always buying me..

"Its the Rose he buy you everyday.." He said.. But I'm almost afraid.. does he know..? does he know where is Kyo now..?

I reach for the rose and run my finger along with its stem, a small thorn wound my finger and I draw my hand back, But it didn't draw blood, not even a single drop.. Am I that dead..?

I looked at Kaoru who step beside me to make sure that I'm not injured, He still Looking at me with concern eyes, I looked at the floor but his voice make me rise my head.

"Take it.. well its the last one I have.. You can take it" He smiled warmly.. am I that pathetic..?

I took it.. He insist so I took it.. I placed it in the same vase that I always use when kyo bring me these roses.. This rose looks like the first Rose he brought.. They all looks the same.. But this one look more like it.. I swear I'm pathetic..But no I'm not going to cry agian.. No I will not..

Sleep time.. How can I sleep without him.. It has been month now.. But I know that he will come back.. every night I dream of him laying here beside me like we used to.. he sang to me.. he made love to me.. he showered me with rose petals.. he.. he is not here anymore.. He promised me that he will be with me.. Forever.. he promised me that he will love me forever.. I know that he will not leave me like this would he? He will come back.. He will come back..

I have been like this for month.. I still cant Believe all these things happen this fast.

So here I'm again, Like everyday.. Holding a bouquet of Roses, Yes red Roses, The same Rose that he Bought me everyday..

I don't want to Belive this.. But Kyo... Please come back.. You promised me.. Kyo..

I fall on my Knees sobbing helplessly infront of my lover tomb.. But I still belive that he will come back and buy me more roses.. Forever...

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