Thoughts Of A Lunatic!

Saw my life in twenty years on a pencil sharpener
Sick of living my life as a soul carpenter
Follow the rules of a constant repenter
Let my heart fall out and my body splinter.

So much hate I feel I'm gonna explode
Watch helplessly as my fingers erode
Cling to my dream with the tips of my toes
Alone in a world where anything goes.

Nobody sees me; nobody cares
Truslucent and paranoid; haunted by their glares
Sew up my eyes and hide all my tears
This time I'll be good, mummy, I swear.

I become a rebel, a fool, a whore
Silently begging; ask for no more
Mouldy and rotten, right to the core
Wonder why sex is such a bore.

Serial killer of my own pathetic dreams
Smile like a clown as I rip at the seams
Pay me your money and let cum flow in streams
Wrap me in cotton and block out my screams.