Updates!

19th September 2000

Well hello my children, and welcome to the Twilight Zone...

Choc, of all people, is now a guttersnipe. I cannot believe it. I am completely and utterly snapped.

Been jumping in puddles like a twat with Adam tonight. It was soooooo much fun. But now I am very very cold...

In a strange mood tonight, I'm not quite sure what's wrong. I don't even think there's anything wrong with me, and that's a feeling I'm not used to...

I mean, I should be upset about all the rumours, and all the fighting, etc. etc. etc. but I'm just not letting it get to me today.

But the Choc thing has seriously shook shit up for me. He's never betrayed me before, like, EVER. It's scary. Choc has betrayed me. Nothing will ever be the same. I can trust noone, he's practically my brother and even he's been brainwashed by Sam's pathetic lies.

AGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH stop fuckin' with my life BITCH!!!!!!!!

*deep breath* And relax...

... ahem...

*sigh* The bitch deserves to pay, but noone'll let me hit her 'cos she'll get me done for assualt... I'm starting to think it'd be worth it... :(

Ahhh well, she can piss off, she obviously misses me if she has to discuss me all the time... sweet...

- J xxx