7-30-03 i suck, end of story. someone please kill me. i have done some stupid things in my life but never have i done anything this stupid. i i have officialy screwed myself and there is no turning back. oh well i had it comming to me i guess. thats what i get. im sorry jessica, im sorry miss becky, i really am a nice boy. please find it in your hearts to forgive me and give me a second chance. : (.

7-27-03 ::tear:: my girlfriend went to LA to be in the atreyu video, how lucky is she? also i added some words by my friend angelina so check them out and be depressed.

7-24-03 and the list of things that i like goes as fallows...

1-my boo J-STEW
2-grilled cheese from IN-N-OUT
3-my bike
4-my friends
5-music (listening to it and playing guitar)
6-toffutie cutties
7-iced tea
8-photoshop
9-photography
10-hip bones

seriously these are the only 10 things that i like. and i dont even like all 10 of them that much, i just wanted to put 10 things on my list. i could probably cut it down to 5...yay hooray!

7-23-03 i know that i say this almost every update, but i AM working on the pictures page and it will be done soon. also i am adding more stuff to the words page. i am also working on a list of things that i like, but that list gets smaller everyday. fuck you.

7-15-03 a list of things that i hate (or strongly dislike).this list could go on for hours and hours but i dont think that you care.

1-myself
2-drama
3-friendster
4-drama
5-fake straight edge kids that claim because its cool (i hope that you all die of alcohol poisioning and lung cancer)
6-kids that wear their belts over their belt loops.
7-dexter danger
8-myself
9-scenekids
10-vacaville
11-live journals
12-X's and xhardxcorex names
13-cops that have nothing better to do than to give out stupid pointless tickets: no helmet, no bikes in skatepark, noise pollution...
14-this list
15-paying for film and processing
16-"no bikes allowed"
17-breaking guitar strings
18-my computer
19-stupid kids that "skank" and get their sweat on you..i dont like any ska kids for that matter.
20-kids that wear gloves and hardcore dance.

7-9-03 today is my birthday, i am 18 now. wee! i got more pictures up. check the links below or there might be a photos section soon if i have time. i just registered for college and im not really looking forward to goign to the jc and staying at home but oh well. also in other news, the drama continues...dun dun dun

7-7-03 j-stew and a-dizzle are the coolest women in the whole entire world!!! NIGHT NINJAS OWN YOUR ASS.

7-6-03 fuck off. good bye.

7-2-03 yay horray! there are more words up and there should more pictures i think. also im working on a new layout again cause this one sucks and so do i.

6-26-03 i have the worst luck. i got a ticket last night for my music being too loud and then less than 24 hours later i got another ticket for parking at the junior college. vacaville jobs suck, they have nothing better to do than give out tickets to minorities.
+im still working on getting the pictures up from the barbeques and shows and stuff so be patient. i dont know what im doing here so yea.
+this page kinda looks like a live journal now. i f*cking hate live journals. i wonder how much drama will start here...

6-25-03 well, its been a while so im going to start with the most recent and work my way back. tonight i went out to dinner with cole, colin, and spencer. we all went to pietros for coles birthday, it was really good and we all got free ice cream. after that we went downtown and hung out with all the vvXhc kids and it was fun. on the say home i got a ticket for noise polution...LAME. i was listening to cave in and it wasnt even that loud but what can you do when you pull up next to a cop.
+i went to the trail of dead concert at the filmore with colin, meave, greg, sean and a bunch of other kids that i dont know. it was really fun. they put on a great show and everyone in that band plays guitar and drums and sings. and they had a new guitar for each song. at the end the started to destroy everything and through their equiptment at each other, guitars, mics, amps, snares, wine. everything you name it, they then but their sh*t back together and then played a black flag cover song, it was great.
+the 20th was colins birthday and he had a cool barbeque and a bunch of bands played. click here to see that.
+mario had a hardcore barbeque and his band before i wake played and so did another local band, oath in blood. click here to see some pictures. yuba city of oath in blood rocked out and cut his nose open from eye to eye on a guitar string.ROCK
+abbie had a end of the year party for school and before i wake played. yay horray! pictures
+i graduated.
+abbie and i broke up.
+so yea thats pretty much all of it. i suck end of story. by the way everything is messed up on this site cause i suck.

6-7-03 mr tuesday morning has merch? maybe. take a look here and tell me what you think. i was thinking that we might make shirts and buttons. im a little skeptical about it though, but you be the judge, i really want some feed back here. so if you want something emil me or IM me with your thoughts. other than that, my grandmothers surgery didnt go as planned and she had to go in for another, and now im waiting for the doctor to tell me whats going on with her, i so scared. i dont want to cry anymore. i want to say thanks to all my friends for being there and carring. i love you guys <3 cheers

6-6-03 timo owns, thanks for the help. drama kills and im done with it. i hate the internet and imature people, grow up. i hate this sh*t. i only have a week left of school and then i graduate. im so ready to get out of highschool and say goodbye to all the drama that it cultures. anyway, rtr was supposed to play today at lunch but they didnt show up ::shakes fist:: oh well what can you do. tomorrow is friday and im not going to school because my grandma is having surgery, she has cancer and they are gonig to try and remove it tomorrow. im going to go see her in san fransisco before her surgery, it should be depressing...she has been in the hospitol since november and it took them this long to find out what was wrong with her..and now its too late.i hope that everything works out because i love her. in a lighter note im working on more stuff for the page, interesting design stuff that you should like, hopefully, i wont like it. and i have a ton of pics to upload but i wont have the time to do so till summer...

6-2-03 if your name is amanda click here.

5-27-03 this is the new layout i guess. so much has gone on lately, i dont even want to talk about it. i wish it was all over and done with. i only have 3 weeks of school left and then i graduate, then its summer and i dont have to wake up early and i can stay out late without feeling guilty. im taking some summer school classes out at the college this summer, photography and what not, just so that i have ancess to a dark room. this summer i am going to try and stay away from the computer cause it is evil and too much drama is created.