I opened my email and seen the subject "The End."

I need to end this letter,
and I dont want to because it will be the last letter I ever write to you
This is not what I want..love..I love you, I need you, I want you, 
I miss 'us'...
and now it will never, ever be... 
I won't be back again anyway...damn..can't say goodbye..

I DON'T WANT TO SAY GOODBYE DAMNIT!..shit...but you do..
you want to get rid of me... 

Good-Bye My Love 
I Love You 
Now and Forever 
I Will Never Forget You 

My heart dropped.
He is leaving.
But it's been so long since we have been "US"
Fear, Tears.....................................................ALONE
 

Later I went to my email and seen the subject "no subject.. no life"

damn..is this it? 
THE END? 
the finish? 

as this is probably the last day for me all I will say is I love you forever 

I'm frightened to speak to you.scared to make another mistake.. 

He is still thinking of "US"
I think we both know we can't let go,
not yet, not like this.
 

subject "US"

lets be happy..I want that soooo much.. 

Please love....lets do it for 'US'.... 

We are "US"
We're gonna try again.
Our hearts have won.