From Betrayal to Balaram Jayanti-19 years

by vrajavala goundar a.k.a./ dr. bobbi anne white

August 3, 2001 appearance day of Sri Balaram, liv-icated to my father who disappeared on this auspicious day

"America never was America to me,

Never a land of liberty, ne’er equality"**

Big Brother literally watching over me

He was part of the secret military fraternity





Policing free speech, any suspected rivalry.

Quaint illusions of freedom

Spanning from “sea to shining sea?”

No place for a prophet in this murky misery





But they forgot to nail my felonious quill

Abandoned me, underestimated my will,

Another unwitting victim of the cold-war conspiracy

Plotted by ghostly remnants of the confederacy





Pledged to report sister’s radical activity

Any creativity labeled a lunacy

True to the brotherhood, and sworn to secrecy

Distrusting visionary accuracy





Big sis’ was a doctor whose heart soared high
Food Not Bombs, Hare Krsna ‘cult’ was her treachery
Idealistic knights and ladies “liv-acated” to spirituality
To purity’s noble affect of minimizing misery



But her Irish brother was vulnerable to the bullies’ scorn
Did not ‘ken his sister, the second-born
So she never guessed the treachery beneath the skin
The deep, dark tunnels of her fraternal twin



Boston-bred “lie-yers” hunted and pounced
So she stole away on a swift footed horse
Faraway to India, not their turf
Where she encountered a subtle, palpable dimension



Intangible, serene, Divine Immensity,
Not regal facilities, but no hidden fallacies
Only Guru Maharaj accepting her simplicity
Lord Krsna designing her surrender’s harmony





**Ref: Langston Hughes Let America be America Again!

copyright-bobbi anne white dmd/national writers union 2001. All rights reserved.

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