June 26, 2004
Christina Millian - Dip It Low

haha this song has crap ass lyrics but its catchy.

im actually accompishing around 6 of my 11 summer goals. over 50% baby! anyway, i didnt get that club sport job i wanted :( boo. but i got a part time job in tennis hehe yay. im such a great molestor claire ;). im also going to a water polo thing at ohlone 3 days a week. daym some of those guys are oh-my-fucking-god-makes-me-fucking-jealous good!

on thurs, me erik ryan and ankur went to mini golf. click here to see the pics. yes, there is a picture of me peeing..

yesterday, me and erik watched 4 episodes of smallville! go kk!

whoo!! only.. 17 more episodes to go!! haha. then claire and kat came over with cookies yay! then we watched this fucker go 18 days straight on jeapordy!

damn hes already got me annoyed and its like my first time watching jeapordy. thats right, my first time ive ever watched over 5 minutes of that show. crazy mofo.

we went up to my room and everyone thinks i have some baby room. it came with the house! and i did NOT learn how to count this way. then alex came, and her mom is hayla scary!! anyway, alex and kat didnt bring swimsuits! dorks! anyway, erik had the worst farmer's tan iv EVER seen. d-i-s-g-u-s-t-i-n-g. then a sexy little beast by the name of ryan came to swim. me and ryan had this handstand contest across the pool thing and i crashed into a wall. here is a picture of my scratched nose.

oh yeah, this dude came into the pool and told us to be quieter cuz he was trying to sleep. what a loser, it 9! i went to sleep around 12. and here is the real reason i decided to post:

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so 3 of my cousins arrive from the airport along with their parents. a lot of "hey! how are you?" stuff. and then they leave. then i go out with this girl. oddly enough, i dont see her anymore after we go up an escalator. then i see my other little cousin, and we go to the zoo. i see this big caged pool and im wondering.. i can slip under that cage, what a poorly designed zoo.. so i decided to go into the pool and wade. i see all kinds of animals in there but since it was murky, i started to become alert of any creepy animals coming up at me so i start to get out. and then i hear this woman say "look! did you see that brown lion?!" and i start panicing, my eyes widened as i scrambled to climb out of the murky pool. turns out the lion was on the other side of the exhibit.. but i suddenly dried off in a split second.

anyway, i finally see the lion on the other side, it wasnt full grown yet, but it could still tear some weak ass human flesh up. then i see some cheetahs. the odd thing is that i noticed that all the fences between the animals and the humans were only like 3 feet high. i was like "what the fuck is this? the lion and cheatahs can just fucking jump out and kill all the kids!" i was pretty tense. i didnt want them to jump out and kill me so i turned my head away, trying to avoid eye contact as much as possible. i tried to walk away silently. by this time, was already dry, but my feet were making splashy sounds as i walked. frustration amounted, but eery silence (other than my feet) was overtaken by a woman who worked at the zoo. she started telling kids information about this brown lion they had. i felt relieved and i decided to go listen.

so i start heading back to the lion, but i see this big ass snake head in a giant forest area on the right of the lion's domicile. the snake head was bigger than the lion itself. it was mammothly huge. it was like one of those mythical sized animals. i was thinking this was the worlds largest anaconda and that the rest of its body was camoflauged in the dense forest. i was subconsciously lured towards the snake, when i find out its not really a snake. it was a gigantic tadpole. the tadpole in fact in shallow water with its head sticking out. and to my surprise, it started coming out of the water! it was amphibious before turning into a frog! i was terrified, when i saw 2 more tadpoles coming out. all three scary motherfuckers came out of the forest and into my path. i began to hopskotch over all three in a hurry. i thought they couldnt get me if i jumped over them, i was right.

after i escaped those monsters, i came upon a miniature ostrich. it was only as tall as my waist. but it had the killer face of a hypocrite from harry potter. i naturally reverted back to my animal instinct of not making eye contact and slowly walking away. i thot i was making progress.. but the ostrich began to slowly stalk me as if ready to pounce on me. then i began to run! the ostrich easily caught up and started pecking at me. i didnt want to slap it so i just tried to push it away. but it did the worst thing i could possible imagine. it used its plier like beaks and attcked my crotch! its deathly grip wouldnt let go of my nuts, so i fuckin yelled to the woman working in the zoo "get your fucking ostrich of my balls!!" she dutifully called the ostrich back. i was in immense pain on the ground. but i got up anyway. i started scolding the woman for making fences so low. but all the animals began to glare at me. so i shut up and began walking away.

apparently, there were no other animals in the zoo other than the ones i saw, so i exited the zoo. in the waiting room, my parents and the 3 cousins and their parents were already waiting for me. i dont know what happened to my little cousin, but we all left the zoo.

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that was my dream last night. lol. i woke up sweating all over - like drenched. that was the first dream i remembered for over a year of sleep. haha. if you guys can explain my dream, please go ahead.. lol

euy





June 18, 2004
Cat Stevens - The First Cut Is The Deepest

aww.. i like that song. the old version rules sheryl crow's version. it sounds so much better.

graduation! aw man! im gonna miss those seniors!!! they are the coolest ever! congratulaions! rudy, nirav, chris, noel, nina, gary, steve, zack, matt, tsun, eidris, and everyone else i forgot to mentions.. thats like over 300 ppl.. but yeah, congrats seniors!!! click here to view pics from graduation.

im going to LA tomorrow! hit me up on my cell if u know it. late.

euy





June 17, 2004
Echo - Trapt

yeeeahhh i like that song! i know its old since i saw owen post about it a long time ago, but i just heard it on the radio today, and its the shit!!

wow, yesterday did NOT feel like the last day of school. the whole year didnt feel like a regular school year. well all i can say is: junior year can go fucking burn in hell!! mauhahahaha. im so glad its over. well after school, me erik ankur didnt know what to fucking do after school! but finally we went to adams house. erik and adam played video games, while me ankura and pat played horse on a mini hoop. ankur was "saving" his dumb dignity so he lost first lmao. then omg, i saw this BIG ASS FUCKING SPIDER! scared the SHIT out of me. i started screaming HELLA LOUD! damn u ankur! anyway after, we all played 21 on adams dunkable hoop, so tips were dunks only. after that we left adams house and went home. a lil later i went to ohlone to play water polo. holy shiat, those fuckers are hella fucking good. i was so out of shape i got 2 cramps, hella sad. oh well, it will be great practice.

ooh, i went to bowl with erik ankur and amita today. the lady let us have 2 games for 5 bux a person! cool lady! amita was balling with 3 strikes! ankur won the first game. damn i hella sucked, i was trying to find my wang.. but none of my wangs were right, i even tried granny style. but i finished last in that game.. lol. but i came storming back in the 2nd game! i had a strike! and i won! all with out bumpers! muahahaha. that was fun. btw, i beat erik in a pull up contest at my house b4 we left to bowl. 24 to 20! muahahaha! game over! i am pull up champ!!

euy





June 14, 2004
They Don't Know - Jon B

oh shiat, nice old song :)

yayyy, decade is over! 30+ hours of decade! our skit was tyte! cool dances, and let's not forgot my sexy hairy chest ;) and brown's final was pretty good. lol, i would own hulk hogan, whoever chose mr brown will get it wrong! the game brown made was interesting, kinda hard haha. i think brown is really smart. he gave some really good advice at the end of class. hes a cool dude, even tho he is kinda eccentric. well, everyone is kinda eccentric in their own ways.

after school, i went to eat japanese food and came home to sleep. woke up, then claire came and picked me up to go watch jason mraz in concert. we got tix from "joey" haha. but yeah, the concert was hecka cool! mraz's sidekicks were hayla tyte. one of them was playing the guitar with like his arms and legs, it was crazy! and the other guy was like beat boxing with his guitar and making jazz sounds at the same time, and he was blind! wow he was cool. then mraz came up and daym, he is hellla good entertainer. he is one funny mofo! hella fun on a final's night haha. got home at like 1 and ate haha. then sleeep!

euy





June 11, 2004
Adrienne - The Calling

wow, those lyrics could mean so much..

oh - my - god. long - ass - week. im so tired, and im sure all you juniors out there are tired too. school is killing us. 3 more fucking days!! LETS GO!!

wow, im really impressed about this year's yearbook. it is actually very well designed. the cover is aestheticlly pleasing and the book itself feels good. oh yeah i felt it up and everything, good shit. the captions in there also make sense! props to the yearbook ppl. job well done. not to mention the awesome cd. i had really low expectations for the cd so maybe thats why i like it so much. i was surprised it is organized so well with music, videos, and a search capability! also, i really enjoy reading what the seniors said when they signed my yearbook. its so cool, different, i dont know why; i dont know them as well as my junior friends, but i seem to enjoy what they say more. *shrugs* oh well. im gonna miss them.

after school today, a group of us went to watch hp3, thats right erik hp3 hahaha. and on the way there, there was this brown thing flying at me on the freeway! it was coming at me hella fast! so i try to dodge it with my head! i felt hella stupid.. erik was like "omg, im telling pat!" damn it! well, we went to togos and i found out why its called togos! cool haha. anyway hp3 was better than i expected. herminie (sp?) is hottt! and pat told me shes 15! haha, not bad, not too young.. lol. there were some pretty funny parts in the movie, most cuz of the comments pat and adam made. id say the part with the tap dancing was pretty damn funny. but overall, i give the move 3.75/5. perty dern good. the ending was really corny tho haha. and on the way back, erik advised me to take an alternate route home. omg that fucker led us to path that had a train going! he said the train would take 15-20 minutes to pass. omg, i started freaking out. damn i was pissed, so i parked the car and i started to get out my yearbook to read. and thank buddha the train was only like 3 minutes. phew!

ah, im gonna be working on decade all weekend! yikes! after that im pretty much done in all my classes. im so looking forward to summer. and pat has led me to add onto my summer goals. im gonna try get down to 4% body fat! like an olympian! haha. and that also leads me to list some of my crazy life goals. and yes, i really plan on doing these things at least once in my life:

1. poop in a toilet, day after day, without flushing, until it piles to the top and take a picture
2. pick bugers onto a sheet of paper, and laminate it, for a bookmark
3. shave my head off completely like a monk, completely - iv gotten close b4, but no cigar
4. whip someone with a real whip, just for fun, not that hard lol

that's all i have right now haha. aiite later.

euy





June 4, 2004
Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated

oh yeahhh that song rules. i had it on repeat for like 2 hours last night haha.

may this following message be engraved upon here for all eternity: I am sorry Amanda Ho for cutting your arm!! :P

anyway, im getting so fucking tired of school. when i was a freshman, all the upper classmen said i had it easy, and junior year would be a bitch. i didnt believe them, i thot it would just be another school year. oh boy they were right. i went to sleep at 10 when i was a freshman, then 11 as a sophmore, and now 12 to 1 as a junior. shit, im so fucking mentally drained. project here, project there, test here, test there, stress stress stress!!! 8 more fucking days. omg it is going to go by so fucking slow, i know it.

i hope the yearbook is good this year. the last rally of the year was pretty cool. the drummers were awesome. kinda makes me wanna try drumming even tho i know ill give up after i realize i suck. and the senior slideshow was pretty good, considering i dont know many seniors on the slideshow. the songs were sad. man, everything is passing so fucking fast, seems like yesterday when they were sophmores. i guess i shouldnt want the last 8 days of school to end so quickly just because of schoolwork, cuz honestly, school beats working as an adult. i prob wont see any of the seniors ever again :( were all growing up hella fast. i dont even feel 17, i still feel 15. eh, i shouldnt complain about schoolwork, school sure as hell beats going to work all day.

anyway, yesterday, me adam pat and mcloy played PIG with mcloy's duct tape bball and mini basket. damn, i lost by one letter again!! shoot, i want a rematch!!! its pretty addicting haha. speaking of addicting, poking patrick oh so lo on his sternum is hayla addicting lol. i trying to quit, but its hard. im tryin the 3 step process where i poke him there less and less each day. i hope it works lol. and omg, pat showed me the Microsoft Sam voice thing on the computer and its soooo funny cuz u can make him say anything! i made him say the ludacris - splash waterfalls lyrics haha, hilarious!

omfg, i just remembered, im hella pissed about asb. everyone in asb doesnt fucking admit they are doing it for their college transcripts. its just like grades, who da fuck is getting good grades for the hell of it? everyone is doing it so they have a better chance at getting into a college. ppl in asb wouldnt piss me off so much if they just admit it. however, all of them fucking say "oh, i truly like being involved" - my fat ass. moreover, it fucking pisses me off when they say they actually accomplish shit in asb. its fucking obvious nothing significant gets accomplished. i asked keshav what asb gets done (and keep in mind, he is considered someone who is very involved in all these asb things) and he said "oh, well.. we got more chairs in the rotunda" - oh whoop de doo. and claire said ppl will see a difference if asb didnt exist. oh, so we wont see as many chairs? oh my, what shall we do? and honestly, we dont need asb, the administration is the one that gets shit passed. asb is just to give students the feeling that they can make an impact for their school. well congratulations to all asb people for feeling involved. hey, at least i have respect for richard, he admits its for college. who da fuck runs just for fun. come the fuck on. amita ran for asb vp, she had no experience for it, its obvious she ran for her transcript. abdullah, all of the sudden starts running for positions, yet again for tanscript. look, i dont give a fuck if yall running for positions, but at least fucking admit its for college and dont give me that bull crap that u guys are actually getting shit done cuz u guys arnt. oh my, a marquee, that shit is really going to improve the school eh? note, this includes club positions, all yall who are trying to get club positions. there are exceptions like owen for chess club, cuz he really is a baller in chess. but omg, so many of yall fuckers need to fucking admit yall arnt doing it just to feel involved. nonetheless, clubs are still better than asb (even tho clubs are considered part of asb) cuz clubs can do fine without them. but of course all the people in asb must be furious right now, including claire. she keeps saying i dont know what really happens in asb meetings and shit. iv been to the meetings, all i hear is "can i get a motion to reimburse this fucker? yay! nay!" oh yipee! admit it, nothing gets fucking done. i have in mind some ppl that dont fit this asb crap like owen, tiffany, melissa, gina, audrey, and im sure there is more. i think they actually do it for fun. at least i cant tell they are doing it just for college. but theres alot of you fuckers who are doing just for college and wont admit it. and it was funny, today in calculus class, ppl were all bitching and talking shit behind other ppls back, and guess about what? all about asb. certain people talk a whole lot more shit than others, always complaining, how they dont win, and its not fair and how asb will regret having them. i laugh. they wont regret u, cuz they dont need u, cuz they dont need much, cuz they wont get much done in the first place. and certain ppl need to fucking stop annoying everyone saying theyre going to have a summer fling - thinking they are some hot shot, that so many ppl want. think ur the shit? shut the fuck up. im gonna go sleep now.

euy