damn, i know i have hella shit to finish this school year, all these damn projects, but i was just thinking ahead. hm, i shouldnt think ahead so much, rather just live the moment, oh well. anyway, i made summer goals for myself. i probably wont accomplish all of them, just like any resolutions or goals i've ever set for myself, but i enjoy setting them anyway. so here it goes, not in any order:

1. work out and get buff like mr. cow
2. get better in water polo
3. learn to play the guitar
4. eat healthy (damn, i ate a mcgriddle this morning..)
5. run a lot so my pulse rate goes down below 60 bpm
6. go to sleep before 11
7. grow to at least 5'10'' *prays to buddha*
8. get good karma
9. get heavier than 155 lbs.
10. hang out with friends
11. carpe diem

note: my goals do not include things like summer flings *coughclairecough* haha

euy





May 27, 2004
Heaven - Nu Flavor

english field trip at berkeley today. lol i still dont know the purpose of the trip, but it was cool. i went to pick claire up in the morning cuz shes a fretter about her car! lmao. and then we got to bart. hella ppl there. lol alex went to the fremont bart first :P she made me listen to muse like the whole time.. weirdo lol. but like over 100 ppl waited for chamberlain's slow ass i dont know why cuz hes just 1 chaperone, like it made a difference. dude, friken pat paper cut the webbing of my hand with his bart ticket! you bastard!! anyway, we finally got on bart. and me and adam started the fight scenes again haha. damn its hella hard to do it on bart. we tried to use poles and shit lol. pat did a really cool exorcist scene haha. check out the pics here.

at berkeley, we dispersed into smaller groups. ppl i remember in the group were pat adam alex claire ankur thi parisa amita and mr brown, i know i prob forgot some ppl (sorry). we went on a long ass tour lol, i got hecka tired. but we a bunch of us went up to the tower and it was funny cuz at the top claire was trying really hard to climb up haha, pat got a pic of her trying hard. then after the tour, our group went to eat. me alex pat and adam went to eat japanese food. amita drank two tapiocas lol. btw, i need my sweater back plz! lol poor alex "lost" 10 bux to a homeless person or so she thinks. after lunch, we went to watch Supersize Me. it was gooood! hecka funny. alex, *pshhhhhh* haha. after the movie, we started back to bart. and i started playing mr brown ultimate paper rock scissors. dude, brown is heckkkka good at that game omg. and what was realllly crazy was he started predicting what i would hold up behind my back, and he got 5 in a row!! 5 damn it! the odds are 1/3 to the power of 5! which is 1/243!! crazy mofo. and then pat did the same exact thing! except he tricked me cuz he had adam tell him what i was holding up without me knowing. and everyone knew what was going on except me! grrr. oh well. talked to pat on bart bout random stuff on the way back. took claire home and she gave me translucent paper for arch lol thx. fun days are tiring, so i fell asleep right when i got home *plop*.

euy





May 23, 2004
Follow Me - Usher

today we went to kevin jalaie's house for a surprise party for claire and elyse. it was fun. first we played 3 fly's up, then we played this version of poker. owen and adam were owning it up. and it was owens first time playing!! crazy skillz. then we had lunch. the hot dog eating contest ended at two.. lol oh well. ryan got thrown in the pool.. he hella asked for it, since he was getting wet a whole lot b4 that. then we all got in the pool. and we played water polo! yeeeah that was cool. go claire! she scored hecka! gj. then me adam and erik starting doing pool stunts on the spring board. heckkka fun! gooo patrick! he was in the jacuzzi taking pics cuz he didnt want to jump from hot to cold.. loser.. but gj with the pics! haha. then after pool stunts, everyone got out to eat cake. i found out my nipple got cut.. lol i dont know how, it was so sensitive. tiffany and jen were harassing my poor nipple too! grrr. anyway, me and adam did a cool fighting scene, check out ryan's site to view it. after that me and erik went home. good party. happy birthday to claire (again) and elyse!!

click here to view the pool stunts adam erik and me did.

note: all pics were taken by super photographer patrick oh so lo!

euy





May 21, 2004
Time After Time (Techno Remix) - Nova Space

lol i want to get blue hair again. yes, just for u claire hahaha. and ill try to get a really small tight ae shirt too ;)

anyway, im glad someone is not that mad at me anymore. i never wanted things to get sour. its good things are getting better tho.

english class was hayla funny. alex was talking to ankur about whip it and ankur told her to go to ppl and randomly say "go and brush your shoulders off". LMAO! that was some funny shit!! hahahaha. and ankurs snorting version for hosnia was omggg funnay! anyway im excited about going to berkeley next week, anything out of school is heaven. damn i hate school, junioritis. then today in bio, i left to go to doctors but i also got to eat sushi since my mom made it for me haha. arnt u jealous alex? hehe. note to self: 3 bux! i hope i remember to bring it on monday. and today in mandarin, i was teacher for a while. yay. guys who messed up had to do pushups and girls who messed up had to take off a piece of clothing. muahaha. then me and ryan had a diamond push up contest. i owned his ass 30-17 haha. gg ryan. oooh, weekend is here ;)

lol i got this from alex's site. apparently my life is rated PG. how lame. haha

My life is rated PG.
What is your life rated?

hahaha, im such a lucky ass. what are the fucking odds another high school would have an extra copy of a make up ap us history test. wowww and it was funny cuz it was a last minute call this morning to mrs. sutton too! i think i did well on it too. wow, i really am one lucky ass, i dont know what i deserve to be so lucky, cuz i mean ive been pretty damn lucky many times other than this. yeah, anyway, thank you whoever gives me good luck, maybe thank you karma hehehe.

we played the "really fun" game belinda told us about in brown's class today.. it was kinda lame cuz adam and ankur were so selfish.. lol its cool tho. i actually learned the moral of the game today, brown is pretty smart cuz he says things that are like "yeeeah, thats true!" or "wow, i didnt think of that." and today in focus i was sneakily studying ap us history during read pretending i was readng the great gatsby. after read, he said "eugene, come here" i was like uhh.. crap? haha anyway, he was like "u dont need to pretend ur reading, just tell me next time. and do u want to study for the ap test or make up ur socratic seminar?" of course i said study, so he said he'll excuse me for the seminar! yay!! that cool bastard! lol brown is awesome :) the seminar was cool tho, i overheard a little, it got a little emotional too! and pat thinks hes funny.. psh what a funny lo.

euy





May 19, 2004
Confession Part II - Usher (oooh this song is niiice)

hollly crrrap, i feel so god damn alive. i almost died today... of pain! lol i think that was the most physical pain ive ever experienced in my life. either that or i have short memory. but omggg that hurt like a fucking biatch!!! and dont ask you nosy ppl lol, i wont say how i got hurt, all i can say is that i was screaming helllla loud. lol, i was sooo relieved after; all my stress went away, which is really good cuz i have all this crap ass stress from school. which leads me to talk about all the stress school is putting on a lot of us. history, we have a final, a report, and decade project. english we have a big essay and a steroid project. biology we have a big ass 500 point project. calculus i have to make up two things. mandarin i have just a regualr final. and architecture its just a regular presentation. hm, it seems like my classes get progressively easier as the periods go on.

omg, fucking ap history test! i cant fucking take it!! those fuckers up at collegeboard sent the wrong fucking test! they sent the ap statistics test instead of the history test for me to make up. tomorrow is the fucking test so they cant send the correct one in time. i fuckng wasted a year in ap history class! grr. now i have to take some gay ass history course in college and i hate history!! ahh, what a fucking waste. but im not gonna blame this on ncs tennis cuz i would have gone to ncs tennis for anything stupid shit. anyway today was kinda gay. but i did well on my bio test which is good. i cant wait for fucking junior year to end. its so fucking tiring, but dont get me wrong, junior year was the shiet cuz i got to know more ppl. iv actually enjoyed high school more and more from freshman year. its just the fucking stress from school work.

there is a bunch of things im looking forward to like smallville season finale tonight. then saturday and sunday *hehehe*. and then summer!! omg, i want to accomplish a shitload of cool crap. i should make a list of what i want to accomplish in the summer. ill do that when i have free time or something, ill post it on here too. aiite im out, later.

oh yea, happy belated birthday to claire and ryan!!! *sexy hug to claire* and *gay ass homosexual touching grabbing loving hug to ryan ;)*

euy





May 16, 2004
Take My Breath Away - Jessica Simpson

*points and laughs* look at my playoffs predictions in april, i said lakers over spurs in 6. lmao. 4 straight wins for lakers!! thats basically like a sweep!! ryan hahaha, just cuz they lose 2 games.. oh they are falling apart. hehehe. and ankur, i know u hate fisher like crazy. but its ok, u have more to cry about after friday. bball one on one... *cough cough* not in my house bitch!!! hahaha poor ankur. bball was fun tho, i havent played after school for heckkka days. after bball i went home to sleep and i went to volunter at washington hospital... turns out i went on the wrong day.. lol im such a retard. but when i went nina, beamy, and aroma was there, so it was pretty tight. also i had to show this person to the ER so after i showed him there, i saw the tv on and it was the nets-pistons game!! so i just stayed there and watched triple OT!! lmao, im such a great volunteer.

yesterday was the tennis banquet. it was fun! wow it started off hella early. me and rudy went to lake elizabeth at like 9:15 to reserve tables for our team. omg, theres hellla crazay ass mofos getting there hella early. all the friken tables were taken so we started panicking, we started driving around the whole damn park and we got lucky and found the last friken tables left. phew!!! so then we put our shit on the tables to mark our territories.. we shoulda pissed on it... right. anyway, then we made hella posters all around the park and then went along paseo to put posters up on the poles. damn, that shit was tiring lol. luckily jason and trevor found where our tables were and hella ppl followed them. then when everyone got there around 10:30, we all started playing tackle football. yayyy, that was fun, but im soooo friken sore right now, my neck, shoulders, upper back, and my knee, hella hurts lol. then we had lunch, pot luck. and then we had our awards. first time ncs awards were given out for tennis! yay. and all that gpa crap lol jv beat varsity again. anyway coach then starts to give out gifts and she is hecka generous! she gave all the seniors hand made pouches containing string cutters! it was tyte! and then she gave a bunch of ppl random funny crap based on weird stuff in the season. like me and chris got hulk frisbees cuz we were apparently hulk like during the mid season banquet when we were arm wrestling and we were tied for like 5 straight minutes haha. she also gave me and rudy tyte ass clock chain with engraving on it!! hecka tyte. and then the team gave her a tennis outfit along with a big ass ball signed by the team. lol, when me rudy and chris went to buy it, we saw tommy and the badminton team there buying there coach their gift haha. anyway, after all the awards and crap, the team played ultimate frisbee. it was hecka coool!! then after ultimate frisbee we played baseball. lmao, i was the worst hitter there ever!!! but in the end ppl started helping me and i eventually hit a long ass one!! yay! after baseball, we got in a circle, and then two of us started wrestling in the middle lmao!! it was hecka fun!! i wrestled noel and rudy. when i wrestled noel i think i was beat him pretty good, i was about to pin his ass but then my leg cramped up and my shoe fell off! lmao it was funny so we stopped, then i wrestled rudy after my leg got better and rudy sorta kicked my ass but iono know why no one won. damn, it was a hella fun day tho. i got hella tired. i got back home around 4 and just went to sleep. hehehe

euy





May 15, 2004
California - Phantom Planet

whew... whoaaa... wheee... *begins to make up sounds to describe a weird week* yeah, this week was odd. ive been abnormally tired... i got decent sleep... i mean i should be used to going to sleep at 12 by now, but i feel like shit all day because i think im tired. and ive been feeling hungry lately but each time i cant really eat much :/ i feel hella weird.

i was talking to anna about how some ppl can be really indirect. she said she hates herself when she is indirect but she tries not to, and she said a lot of girls are indirect whereas most guys just say what they feel. i think shes right. so i started thinking.. seriously, whats the point, life is too short to be beating around the bush or just pretending something other than what is true. those ppl are just wasting their own time and lying to themselves. just be direct so there is no regrets. and this is directed at no one in particular cuz if it was, then i would be being indirect; this is just to the general population in the world.

wow i got a lot to bitch about. bleh.

euy





May 13, 2004
Escape (The Pina Colada Song) - Jimmy Buffet

the song is sooo nice! old and soothing :) i heard it on 101.3 the other day, pretty cool. whooo... ive been so tired lately, i dont know if its cuz im not getting enuf sleep or maybe its just cuz ive been thinking a lot cuz i dont like the feeling when people are mad at me.. but anyway, today erik gave me smallville memoria episode and his essence cd! thx, both were sooooo good. i listened to his cd in english and focus. lol alex and vanessa liked stacy's mom, good stuff! vanessa is pretty cool, cuz she told me about track 18 on erik's cd, its the theme song of the OC, and it sooo niiice too!! california - phantom planet :) and later today i went home and watched memoria. omggg sooo sad, i feel so sad for lex :( all he wanted was his father's love... and the reason his father didnt love him for like the last decade (maybe more) was because he thot lex killed his baby brother, but in fact, lex was covering for his mom because he knew his dad would kill his mom if that were tru, and he was his dads sole heir so he wouldnt kill him... damn so sad... thats all lex ever wanted from his dad too, just his love... awww.

damn, lunch was scary... pat left marks on my boobies!!! and he got a.ho to continually molest my boobies! but i did get pat on the neck with a rubber band muahahaha. and today in arch, it was awesome lol, i was hellla bored cuz i didnt bring anythign to work on, so i zoned off, then i realized sat scores were out, so i went online, (fuji subbed so he didnt give a crap) and i did well on my bio sat II!! :) i was so happy even tho i was sooo tired, i was like sleeping but smiling at the same time lol. and good job claire, adam, and alex. all did supremely well too. congrats. lol, claire called her mom after she saw her score, nerd!!! lol, alex has the weirdest screen name for collegeboard haha.

euy





May 11, 2004
Someone To Call My Lover - Janet Jackson ft. JD

(edited) after school i got to ride in claire's car!! ur car is so cool, but ur driving.. *achem* lol we had to go reverse a little... hahaha. and thanks for the cd claire. and ooh, today i didnt have lunch, but i had alex's wonderfulll cookies! those peas in there were awesome ;) sux for all u who didnt get to eat them hehehehe.

wow, now that aps are over, all my classes are giving end of the year projects. hella crazy, but we also get to watch hella movies.

euy





May 10, 2004
Top of the World - Brandy ft. Ma$e

(edited) good day.

not to mention, i think i did well on my ap bio test! hollla. just one more ap, but screw that one hahaha, ill just study like 2 or 3 days before the test.

btw, good luck to the badminton team in mvals tomorrow, esp pat and erik!!! go to ncs!!!! also good luck a.ho, you can go to ncs... damn, she's a stalker!

euy





May 9, 2004
A Song for Mama - Boyz II Men

ooh, i heard that song on 106.1 today, nice. happy mothers day.

i dont know why im posting right now, esp since i should be studying for ap bio, but i guess its my break lol. anyway, go lakers and nets today! yay, good wins! this is kinda a pointless post, oh well.

euy





May 7, 2004
Somewhere In Between (acoustic) - Lifehouse

yeah, ncs was cool. we won our first match and but lost our second one. at least we put up a god damn fight. oh well, as ira said, me and rudy had our week of fame :) hehe it was hella tyte. we made the newspaper 3 times. rudy, it was a pleasure to play doubles with you. im so sad, that was the last time we would play together :(. we had a crazy ass run tho. good shit good shit.

i made a great cd that i love oh so much at this moment *sigh*

rainy days and mondays - the carpenters :(
by your side - sade :(
closing time (acoustic) - semisonic :(
never gonna let you go - james ingram :(
your body is a wonderland (acoustic) - john mayer
counting blue cars - dishwalla
somewhere in the middle - dishwalla
best i ever had - vertical horizon :(
im still here - vertical horizon :(
you say - vertical horizon
you're a god - vertical horizon
somewhere in between (acoustic) - lifehouse :(
take me away (acoustic) - lifehouse :(
the reason - hoobastank
could i be you - matchbox 20
away from the sun - three doors down

it's all good tho. cest la vie.

euy





May 6, 2004
I'll Be There For You - The Rembrandts

awwwww... :( the series finale of F-R-I-E-N-D-S was sooo sad... i havnet had tears for a long time... omg... i admit it, friends is better than smallville... i love friends, i love them, i love them, i love them... man, the ending was sooo niiice too. sigh... sometimes i wish everything worked out like a script... but im ok now, moving on, cest la vie.

euy





May 5, 2004
It's All Good - Felecia ft. Mo Thugs

daym, looong ass week. shiat APs can fucking go to hell. im getting mentally drained. funny thing is, i think i did better on my english ap than my calculus ap! ahhh. oh well. damn erik, where the hell are you?!?! for the last... week? lol homo. well i still got bio and history left, but i get to take history a long time from now hahaha suckers, cuz of ncs, which is this friday, up at st. helena. me and rudy mite stay there overnight if we get to the next day, 2 matches on friday, and 2 matches saturday, we'll see how we do. ill leave me cell on, so call me if u wanna talk fri/sat.

anyway, IT'S ALL GOOD now. im freee, holllla.
mooooo! ;) *hand thingy* hahaha

euy