For close to four years I have expressed how I felt, what I had experienced, my joys and sorrows and I have always been truthful to myself and to all of you who came to my site. I feel that this time should be no different. I have had a pretty eventful and educational couple of weeks, but more than anything else these last few weeks have been pretty enlightening. I have found my own personal religion and a life altering event, a little advise people, above anything else do what makes you happy. Right now I am going to do that and get some sh#t of my chest.

• I am tired of being treated like crap.
• I am tired of double standards.
• I am tired people underestimating my ability to comprehend a situation and making a sensible and reasonable conclusion from the facts given.
• I have been an asshole to some people and I apologize for the things that I said while annoyed. Remember that actions speak louder than words, and intentions speak loudest of all.
• Some people have been assholes to me and to that I say f#ck each and everyone of you. (Again please refer to the preceding point about the things I say when annoyed).
• Look I don't make snap judgment's about people unless it is plain as day that you exhibit signs of being a crack wh#re, so please if you don't know me don't make judgment's about me, in fact don't let my name cross your foul mouth.
• Tired most of all to lying to myself.

And now to what happened

• First of all my web site totally and mysteriously disappeared (maybe I had exceeded my storage limit, MAYBE)
• My Hotmail Account was totally empty, including my junk mail (Maybe I had exceeded my storage limit Again, MAYBE)
• My Email.com Account was also totally empty (Email.com was doing some renovation on it's server?)
• My Mlevi messages were all gone (I really don't have an explanation for this one!)
• I was really scared when under the suggestion of Solomon Kimani I put my name in a search engine (e.g. altavista.com)and I found this rather disturbing article in the Daily Nation about a Mr. Victor Kinuthia (when I started this web site I was using the name Wahome mainly because I wanted to remain anonymous and I also thought is would be cool, My name is Victor Wahome Kinuthia for all those who do not know). Mr. Victor Kinuthia (God rest his soul) was killed while trying to help out some people from being attacked by gangsters in Kenya. The article Solomon Kimani was talking about was actually about the work he, I and others did on the Strathmore College web site Solo didn't you have a crush on Anne, I remember I had the biggest crush on Mogi (Caroline Mogere), call me girl.
• I found my Lucy Pearl CD. Very uplifting and inspiring music.
• I lost some friends but more importantly I made new friends and kept some even better ones.
• I made a fresh start to my life.

Wahome
Monday, 18.06.01 4:38 AM