As I say goodbye
As I let myself cry
One tear falls
As I close my eyes
As I rely that love still lies
One tear falls
As I break the tie
As I find I can't deny
One tear falls
As I try to fly
As I begin to sigh
One tear falls
As I want to die
As I ask myself why
One tear falls
As I try to comply
As thinking of you and I
One tear falls
As my heart has cried
As I regret how I implied
One tear falls
As I have no alibi
As on God I solely rely
One tear falls
As I try to testify
As, this situation I can not beautify
One tear falls
As I try to reply
As I attempt to clarify
One tear falls
As, my name, I seek to justify
As my actions I want to ratify
One tear falls
As I can not identify
As my soul I try to satisfy
One tear falls
As I start to say Hi
As I end this goodbye
One tear falls
My heart feels like breaking into two,
I can't stop thinking about the things you do.
I feel like tearing it all apart,
I want to just tear out this heart.
I wonder when it will stop to rain,
and I loose this sense of pain.
I know that you are here holding me,
but right now it's only darkness I see.
I'm calling out to my holy Lord.
I'm praying to be fully restored.
I'm waiting on your voice to lead me home,
until then in the desert I roam.
I watch for your face to shine down,
in this doubt I have drown.
Lord I need your saving grace,
yet I can not bear to see your face.
I'm here down on my knee,
please Lord, hear my plea.
Thank you for your goodness, your love,
let your patience fall down from above.
You are so holy so good,
help me to put off this falsehood.
God you are so great so divine,
I am so glad that you are mine.
Bless my body, my soul,
make me holy, make me whole.
Lord Jesus come again.
Amen.
Sitting next to my boy, my man,
the night was going just like the plan.
While we sat, just us two,
a quiet roadway, we drove through.
The fog was thick,
an eerie feeling, left me sick.
As yellow lines pasted us by,
I knew we were going to die.
Faster, faster the car sped,
ran through my mind,
images of us dead.
We rounded a corner,
through the dark.
The evil dead, about us larked.
Begging him to stop the car,
knowing the end was not far.
we spun with out control,
around, around as we roll.
Moaning and a cry,
was all I heard, as I lie.
As tears soaked into my skin,
here, I wished we had never been.
Tomorrow a better plae we'll be.
Each other, again we'll see.
Looking forward to when,
I can see your face again.
Counting the days as they past by,
letting you leave, I wonder why.
Knowing someday you'll come back to me,
then together we'll sit, together we'll be.
Some time, some where, some how,
but as of right now,
I'll lay here, remembering you,
and wonder if,
you remember us too.