In my mouth, is stored,
words of hate, and anger poured.
My tongue lashes out at my friend and peer,
my life, sin seems to steer.
Out of control, going to crash.
I feel the buring, heat, and ash.
I long to bite my tongue,
long to hear, freedom sung.
Sin, sin, sin,
the devil seems to win.
God I failed you,
my life needs to be renewed.
Save me from my evil slangs,
help me from the satan's fangs.
Forgive me,
and let me see,
with my tongue, the people I kill.
Please clamp my tongue and let it be still.
Hold my lips shut tight,
help me to close my mouth day and night.
I'm sorry, Lord,
you paid the price I couldn't afford.
Let me watch what I say,
or else call me back,
when I fall astray.
God, I hate you.
So badly I wish you knew.
Anger in my heart stirs,
this Jesus shit is so absured.
Who needs heaven, who needs hell?
What kind of fiction book, are they trying to sell?
Who cares about God?
He's only a fraud.
For years, to whom I've been lied,
for it is now God whom I've denied.
Nothing, is what my life is worth,
why bother living here on earth?
God must hate me,
maybe you should pray for me.
Guess now on my own I'll have to cope,
all alone with out any hope.
I'm the looser, not the winner,
the big zero, and the sinner.
They say I must believe,
and not be decieved.
they say that these false proclaims I make,
their Christian rock, will not shake.
There is something different about the Way,
I can't really put my finger on what to say.
Some how maybe God could be real,
Maybe it's right, the way Christian's feel.
I just wanted to tell,
that well,
because of you,
now I believe in God too.
