Blackness came,
with rage untamed.
The sadness rolled,
my heart unfolded.
In our hearts, we bare great pain.
Seems all is lost, there is no gain.
Why, is on our mind,
the light we seek to find.
The darkeness lay ahead,
on this journey we are lead.
We wonder and ask,
why this burden is our task.
God are you here?
we ask with a tear.
How could you let this go?
as sorrow from ur heart now flows.
Why God, why now, why today?
To rest he now lays.
A son, husband, father, and friend,
in God's hands till the end.
The light will shine once more,
and his love will some how pour.
Trust in his shadow, for it is his will.
Praise God, because his spirit is with us still.
Tomorrow is a new day,
because with us always, you will stay.
You don't know how good you have it,
till you see the guy next to you get hit.
How much you have, you don't see,
but instead say 'little for me.'
You don't realize how much you own,
but walk away with a greedy tone.
You don't notice the poor man,
but carry on with your own little plan.
You walk away with your nose in the air,
hoping everyone notices and stares.
All you want is attention and fame,
wanting a big yellow star with your name.
It's not all it's cracked up to be.
It's not just a cookie with a cup of tea.
Having compassion and a heart,
is so much more smart.
You could loose all you got,
anytime, you can recieve an unlucky lot.
Be wise my friend,
don't be caught with foolishness in the end.
You're lucky, don't you observe?
Don't let wordly things get to your nerves.
Don't just strife,
remember what is important in life.
Family and friends will never die away,
but value wordly things, and surely you will pay.
The moon went away,
the light went astray.
Forget, give up, don't try,
my heart just got denied.
I guess I like the pain,
got nothing to gain.
My heart is now a big black hole,
feels like I have got no soul.
Doesn't matter, I don't care,
oh well, found out life isn't fair.
Tomorrow won't ever be,
because today is all I see.
Tears will come,
guess that matters to some.
Who needs a friend?
Wish I could end.
I hurt inside,
wish I could hide.
Pain is all I feel,
but inside it's sealed.
The sun went down,
I hope not to be found.
To me, my heart told a lie,
but it's too late. The flower died.
What to do,
I want to scream, I love you.
Yet I'm scared still,
come what will.
Spinning in circles untill I fall,
running away till I hit a wall.
Not sure what to say,
what will happen, what will I pay?
Confusion runs my mind,
looking in my heart, what will I find?
Into self pitty I sink,
I need to be alone and think.
Lead me, someone please,
I'm begging you, I'm on my knees.
What am I looking for?
My heart, can I ignore?
Wanting to hide away forever,
wanting to show my face never.
I'm so lost in what to do.
So lost, I wish you knew.
Who turned out the light?
I don't think I'm going to be alright.
Show me a way,
please don't leave me, please just stay.
Calling on the phone,
getting a busy tone.
Saying hi, hello, and hey,
wanting to talk all day.
A warm feeling to my ear,
the ending conversation is near.
from my mouth comes only a word,
into your ear then I'm heard.
chatting it up with a friend,
but this poem is dumb, so now it's time to end.
