Gretchen's Daily Stuff Friday November 21, 2003(11:34pm)                                  Post By: Gretch

So I lied..I'm gonna keep updating only beacause I'm bored. So everything did a complete 180- From being super depressed and not wanting to be with anyone, I had a great night and realized things arent so bad. I don't need a boyfriend, fuck them. But anyways~ It was a great night, it started off with Steve and Katie coming over and us going to pick up Bob and get some pizzas. Came back to my house to chill and eat. Watched some tv, and Katie went out to learn how to drive stick. So me Steve Bob and Erin just chilled and watched tv. I was totally dead, almost fell a sleep. But then I got really really hyper, me and Steve went on a drive to look for Katie and Pat. Never found them. But oh well, So we came back. And just chilled and had a great time. Then Katie came back. And we all chilled..It was definatly a fun night. Well thats all for tonight Night all Gretch-- Current Music: Yellowcard Current Mood: Hyper

Gretchen's Daily Stuff Thursday November 20, 2003(9:35pm)                                  Post By: Gretch

So this is definatly my last post. All I want to say. IS SCREW RELATIONSHIPS.. Good luck with your fucking poser ass girlfriend. ASSHOLE..You don't mean anything to me. And don't ever try to hide things from me. Because I will come back and fuck you up for life. Asshole..I'm not hurt. Not at all..So get over yourself. FUCKER Piss off Emo Gretch-- Current Music: Something Corporate Current Mood: Depressed

Gretchen's Daily Stuff Tuesday November 18, 2003(11:00pm)                                  Post By: Gretch

So I find updating pointless. Whats the point? I don't even think anyone reads this or looks at my piece of shit site. So I'm officially calling this my last update....In less people do the following 1. Sign my guestbook and let me know if you still want me to update 2. Email me at carebearsrule35@lycos.com 3. IM me at Mestfreak420 So Until...if I get any of those 3 things..Im calling this my last update. So my life is really shitty. Dads Sick..Brother is in one of the moods where he likes to smash everything and scare the hell out of me and my family, and my grades are shit. The only good things that have happened latley is 1. Nothing happened in court..Truth wins all.. Let me tell you what, I'm not one to lie, and damn straight I didn't touch her car, she tried to mess with me, but It didn't work, No fine no community service..no nothing. TRUTH WINS ALL..and 2..I'm on the bowling team, It might be fun, We'll see. I decided not to play basketball this year, Just wasn't feeling it anymore. I don't breath it like I use to, didn't give me the same energy rush to play anymore. We'll see what happens next year. So yeah..as for my love life..Well it sucks. As usual. I fucked up everything good about that. So in my last post I said I found a new guy and we will see how that goes. So here's the story on that. My best friends boyfriend brought his friend to my party awhile ago, back in september I think. This kid I really didn't talk to very much, he was kinda being a dick. But a few weeks or so later I met him at his band practice. He was a really nice kid and a great guy. I fell for him of course. We soon became a couple. Right around then everything was hectic in my life. Constant fighting between me and him, Fighting between me and my parents, and I was raped in the ass with homework. We soon broke up, I broke it off, I couldn't deal with it. I had so much homework..In order to see him I had to keep my grades up..in order to keep my grades up meant i had to do my homework. Which meant no time to go out. So everything got all screwed up.. I got fucked up..I messed everything up. No one knows how much he means to me. I really miss him. But hes gone. GONE! I ruined everything that was ever possible between us. It really hurts.. And Now things would be so much better considering i have my license now..So I could see him almost when ever I wanted to. But he found some one new. Guess shit happens eh? But I hate it. I still feel for him. I feel for him like no one else knows. I wish he would give me a second chance. I could make things real. I would fix things, everything has calmed down in my life. He means a lot to me. I wish he would give me a chance. He doesn't know how much I feel for him. But what should I do? I should go out and have some fun..Meet new people? But I can't..I get get over him. I need him in my life. I guess it shows how much you like someone when all you want is them to be happy..even if your not part of that happiness. It Kills me to know that Today..Yes today we could still be together. So I will see him Saturday at his rock n' roll show, the first time we met and talked. It will be sad times, I don't know what will happen. Most likely I Will be hurt, Just hearing his voice singing..I don't want to break down infront of anyone. If only he knew how bad I feel..And How bad I want him back. But he wouldn't care anyways. *~*Sometimes when you realize that one special person doesn't care about you, you begin to wonder if anybody does I'm old news I guess.. But I miss him, and if I could ever have him back..I would treat him like a king, because thats what he deserves..Call me stupid or obsessive..What ever you want. I don't care, its how I feel and I can't help my feelings. There isnt a day in my mind that I don't have him on my mind. I miss you..I miss you very much...... ~*~Whenever I look into your eyes, I know you're the one, but I know that you have someone else on your mind Just one more chance would be great! Everything could be perfect. There is always the future. But I don't want to wait to see what happens in the future..Its too far away. I wish You could be mine...But You can't always get what you want..And I'm sick of ranting about all of this. I just wish you were still mine. -Wanting you- Looking deeply into your seductive blue eyes Visions of us together my only paradise Your arms wrapped around me so tight Would be the perfect moment nothing short of just right Your body's gentle caress upon mine That sexy little smile when you look at me No other guy can compare I want you to see Wanting you to be all mine in every way Your the only one in my thoughts every day It would be my fantasy my dream come true The day I can say I have you So this is my last update. Sad and depressing one.. But who cares..No one will read it anyways..Good Night all I Always Imagine Your Gentle Touch If Only You Knew I Felt This Much Not Being With You I'm Falling Apart Cuz I Don't Know How To Get To Your Heart If You Could Only See The Luv In My Eyes Of All Those Nights I Sat And Cried Just Look At Me I'm Standing Here Just Call Out My Name And I'll Be There How Long The Wait, I Don't Know When That Day Comes I'll Let It Show If Only You Knew My Feelings For You I'll Stay Hopeful You'll Feel The Same Way Too Good Luck with you new girl. =/..I wish you happiness with everything Emo Gretch-- Current Music: Something Corporate Current Mood: Depressed

Gretchen's Daily Stuff Monday October 20, 2003(5:15pm)                                  Post By: Gretch

WOW. I definatly havent Updated in a long time. Ive been busy with Tennis and everything. But thats finally over, and I have a break for awhile, I might try out for bowling and do winter Tennis. Or I may get a job. Who knows. So Yeah, Not much really to say in here. Ive been hanging out with Katie and her Boyfriend Steve. Saw his band Called one Priority Friday night. That was fun, and they are really good too. Met a new guy, wonder how thats gonna turn out. =/ Hopefully good, he's really nice, and stuff. We'll see. Well I don't really feel like typing anymore. Who Knows when the next update will be. Adios Levy~ Current Music: Simple Plan Current Mood: Peachy

Gretchen's Daily Stuff Sunday September 28, 2003(6:12pm)                                  Post By: Gretch

TOMORROW MONDAY THE 29th IS ANNA'S BDAY. SO HAPPY BIRHTDAY ANNA!!!!!!Alright. So this was homecoming week. Nothing special to me since homecoming sucks, and everything got screwed up and the guy who I was going with is a jerk. So it all sucked. Monday blah. Typical Monday. Tuesday.. Typical Tuesday. Wednesday, I got out of 2nd and 3rd period to deliver roses for leadership. Then I had to carry around a baby for my child care class. It was a doll that cries and could tell if you were holding it wrong, or doing anything stupid. So after child care I went to my friends locker and she got out at 1 so she took the baby home to my mom to take care of since I had tennis practice. Turned out tennis practice was canceled, got home and the stupid baby was crying. So You have to put this key in and turn it and hold it. I thought it would take two minutes but you had to hold it in there for like 15- 20 minutes. Gay...So Katie and Steve came over, we chilled. Then I went to sleep. Baby woke me up around like 12 and 4ish. Eh, Thursday was gay. And Friday I thought would be fun. Got out of 2nd period to count people who were wearing school colors for student council. 7th period was shortened and we didnt have 8th period because of the homecoming assembly. Then we were suppose to have the homecoming parade and i would be in it for tennis, I thought that would be fun. But it got canceled. I didn't go to the homecoming game cuz it was all rainy. After the game I went out with Katie and Anna. We met up with Steve and some of his friends. Got home went to bed, then I woke up around 6:30 to go to the big tennis tourny. Lame! We won our first match, and lost our second. We being me and nessa # 2 doubles team. Shoulda won. But oh well. After the tennis tourny Went to annas and then to mickeys to get food. Then home took a shower and called Katie. Went out to steves where Bob, Steve, Jason, and Mahir were. Fun times. Went wandering aroung finding places to bowl. No dice..Ehh Kinda wanted to bowl but oh well. Ended up going to get good and shit. Got a terrible head ache, Felt like shit. But then like 20 minutes later I felt better. Went back to jasons. Chilled there. Left early cuz Katie didnt feel good. Oh well It was a fun night. Went home and went to bed. So now Its sunday, I just got out of the shower. About and hour or two ago I went out with Katie to get Anna stuff for her bday. So Anna if your reading. Happy Birthday Tomorrow! Tomorrow is also Packers Vs. The Bears. Can't wait. Plan to have a few people over. Talk to me about it if you want to come. But yeah. Haven't talked about my love life in awhile. Blah. Goose Egg (LoL Katie remember that? Silly bro) So Yeah I have none. But thats ok, Im happy where I am right now. Could be happier. I have a few crushes. Eh Well like 2. Neither of them would happen. Especially one. Hehe Justin is soo hott. But oh well. Well to conclude.. I want to say to Katie, I love hanging out with you, we haven't hung out like this in a long time, and I want you to know you are my bestest friend and I heart you. hehe. In a non lesbo way. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA MY OTHER BESTEST FRIEND.HEHE.IM A LOSER! Happy birthday Anna. your 17, you lil bitch lol (Im still 16, and will be for a long time) Bye yall Levy~ Current Music: Dashboard Confessional Current Mood: Confused

Gretchen's Daily Stuff Sunday September 21, 2003(2:45pm)                                  Post By: Gretch

Eh, So Friday night I went out with Katie,Steve, Simanis, Justin and some ofther kids I don't know. It was alright, pretty cool, it was just cold outside. Had to be home early since I had to be at the school at 6:30 in the morning. So saturday I was at the school at 6:30am for tennis, then our coach took us out for breakfast, then we went to sandburg to play in a tournament. Of course they had to be the biggest schools, and they are really good at tennis. The schools in the tourny were; Sandburg, Latin, Stagg, Providence, Licoln way,and us. It was no fun, I played first singles againt sandburg lost 2-6, 1-6. And it was single elimination, so I was out. Then I go to find the rest of my teammates, and they all lost too, every single person on my team lost, hehe... So we got to go home early.. Fun Fun. So then I went home and went out with Katie for a little bit to find socks, we met up with steve and hung out with him for a bit. Then I came home, and went to a family party. Unlike other people, I actually enjoy my family parties, I have so many little cousins, its so fun. So I went there, we played air hockey for awhile, then ate, then we went swimming for about 2 hours, They have a brand new pool, it was heated too. So It was a lot of fun. Got home around 1am and went to bed. So now here I am sunday, with a bunch of homework to do. And not wanting to do it. I think I will go get started on it. Later all Levey Current Music: Brand New Current Mood: Bored

Gretchen's Daily Stuff Sunday September 18, 2003(10:34pm)                                  Post By: Gretch

Eh, We will start with last Friday. Last Friday me and Kopec went to toys R' us, and got some cool stuff there. It was fun. After that we went to the new Mickey's. Fun times. Then we went to the football game. Eh kinda boring, after that a bunch of people went up to the star to get some coffee. Yumm.. Then Home to sleep. Saturday woke up for tennis, went to the school, tennis practice was canceled. Came home and cleaned all day, for my party. Eh it was pretty boring, Last time I had atleast 40 people here, maybe more, and this time there were only about 20. So it wasnt as fun. I was hoping to take lots of pictures, but that didn't happen, so thats why there are only a few. So I was suppose to go to homecoming, but it doesn't look like that is going to happen, me and my date got in a fight I think, along with a couple other people. So whatever. Plus I have a big tournament on that day, so who knows. I might just go with some friends. We'll see. So tomorrow is Friday YAY! I'm so sick of school already. I wish it was over. Tennis is gay as ever. I played 3rd doubles on Monday with Vanessa and we won our match, so the coach said yesterday that in our match today we would be playing together. But then he puts me at 1st singles, And I was rather pissed. 1. I'm not as experienced as all the other players, so why would he want me to go out and make an ass of my self. I went out, and I guess my mom and my friends said I was really pissed, and you could tell? Eh. So I lost the first set 0-6 YAY go me, I suck. Then the second set was 2-6. But whatever, she was really good. And my coach is psycho. But whatever. So plans for this weekend?? Friday...No idea....Saturday: Big tennis tournament then family party.. YAY..then sunday who knows. And then next weekend is homecomning. So we'll see about all that. Well I'm tired. So I'm gonna go to bed. Night all. Levey Current Music: Brand New-Failure by design Current Mood: meh Gretchen's Daily Stuff Sunday September 7, 2003(8:11pm)                                  Post By: Gretch So last night I got home around 12:30 from babysitting. It was fun, I mean fun for babysitting that is. They are gonna call me again, I think Ill be their permanant babysitter, they use to live next door and I use to babysit all the time for them. So yeah. After I got home, I went straight to bed because I was super tired. Then this morning my dad woke me up around 9:00 said Cris called and asked if I was going to go out to breakfast. So I got up real quick brushed my teeth and stuff, and went out to breakfast with them. It was me Cris, Nessa, Sarah, Lisa, and Katie. We went to the Egg and I. I ordered French toast scrambled eggs, toast and sausage. The eggs were good, but the French toast sucked, So I just threw it on other peoples plates, Lisa gave me some of her belguim waffle. It was soooo GOOOD, I want to go back and have one. Maybe next sunday. So today I didn't do anything, stayed home watch the packers get there asses kicked, and same with the bears. Then I took a shower and ate dinner and now I'm about to do some homework. This friday is a football game, I plan on going to that, and then Saturday I'm gonna have a bunch of people over, chill outside, listen to music, play bags. Who ever is up for it..Give me a call. Hopefully it wont rain. See ya Levey Current Music: The Used Current Mood: Pissed Gretchen's Daily Stuff Saturday September 6, 2003(2:45pm)                                  Post By: Gretch So yesterday was our first tennis match. It was absolutley horrible, Oak Lawn is really good at tennis, and plays year round, we just play during fall. LOL. So I had to play 3rd doubles with some girl I have never ever played with, this was her first actual real game, she never played anything but exibition since last year was her first year. So we were both nervous, and did really bad and lost 0-6, 0-6. Oh well. Our coach is being a real jerk, today he made us practice at 7:30 am, and he was a real asshole. But whatever. After tennis me, Anna, and Vanessa went to the star and got some breakfast. After that I came home, and well yeah, here I am now, I'm pretty much gonna stay home till 5:00 and sleep, I haven't gotten much sleep. Then at 5:00 I have to babysit, hopefully it wont be a late night babysitting and I can go out. Who knows, we'll see. So last night, I went to the football game with Anna and other people, it was ok, kinda boring. Then we went out to get food. Don't plan on going to another Oak Forest football game again, but we'll see. And that was pretty much it. It doesn't look like Ill be updating much during the week, probably only on weekends. Well thats pretty much it. Levey Current Music: Dashboard Current Mood: Pissed Gretchen's Daily Stuff Friday August 29, 2003(2:45pm)                                  Post By: Gretch First week of school.ehhhh..Not so bad. Got some friends in my classes which is good. So tonight is a big football game, Tinley vs. Oak Forest. I imagine we will get our asses kicked. But I am excited to watch, especially because Annas boyfriend Nick Is playing, and hes a really good friend of mine, and I can't wait to watch him play. After the football game..Who knows what will happen. Maybe go to the star for some coffee. Who knows. Tennis. Ah tennis, thats not so bad either, I thought it would be horrible. Coach gave us off Today and the whole weekend, which is kick ass. I hope to have a party or something over the weekend, we'll see. Well I'm off to the football game, maybe ill update tonight depending on how tired I am. Levey Current Music: None Current Mood: Energectic Gretchen's Daily Stuff Sunday August 24, 2003(2:45pm)                                  Post By: Gretch Ive been super lazy and haven't felt like updating, but I figured I should since its like the last day of summer. Yesterday I went to the doctors for a sports physical, they pretty much told me my back sucks. I got x rays and they will call me sometime this week to tell me if I can pretty much just move on with my life and not have to worry about my back, or I will have to go back in 6 months to have x rays again and see if it got worse. They showed me the X rays, The top part is straight and then it curves to the right I think towards the bottom. But eh there is nothing I can do about it, its all the muscles in my back. So whatever. After the doctors I came home and chilled, then went up to the mall with Nessa and Cris, Bought some stuff, and came home, everyone was busy or had work or something, So I tore off all the pictures on my wall because they were pissing me off. So I'm in the middle of cleaning my room, and making things look better. I decided to take all the pictures I had on my wall from various things (Friends, parties, vacation) and just put them in a little book thing because my walls started to look shitty and stuff. So right now my walls are pretty blank, except for one wall which is covered in band pictures, which my whole room will be filled with soon because I'm a loser and have nothing better to do. Anyways enough about my room. School starts tomorrow, I am definatly not looking forward to it, I just don't feel like getting up early and doing work. The only thing I'm looking forward to is tennis. So yeah thats pretty much it. As for my life right now, its pretty boring, no guys, and I know if I go to school Ill see all the same crappy guys who all suck. I hate my school. But I guess I'm not really looking for a boyfriend right now, Gotta concentrate on tennis and shit. There is one pretty cool guy ive been talking to. But yeah shit luck for that. So i'm talking out my ass right now, and just rambling on about stupid shit. Today is my brothers birthday, I feel bad I didn't get him anything, but on the other hand its not my fault, I kept asking him what he wanted, but he said nothing. Sigh* So I just bought him some lunch, and Ill prolly just give him some money. I feel bad, but eh. Oh well. Well thats all for today. Current Music: The Used Current Mood: Bored Gretchen's Daily Stuff Sunday August 17, 2003(10:05pm)                                  Post By: Gretch So last night I went to the races with Katie, Steve, Bob and some Ryan kid. It was really fun, Mikey one the feature race, it was really exciting, so congrats to him. Then we went out to get food, most of us (Katies friends) just got pop. Then we headed home around 1:30am. So I woke up around 12:30 watched some tv till about 3:30 and got ready to go out for pizza with Sarah Jackie and Katie Feldkamp. That was fun, after that we went to Katie's and played cards. Fun times, haven't hung out with them in awhile so it was nice to see them. I came home early though because I start tennis tomorrow morning. So i'm going to go watch some tv and try to fall a sleep. Night all Current Music: Less than jake - All my best friends are metal heads Current Mood: Tired Gretchen's Daily Stuff Saturday August 16, 2003(1:02pm)                                  Post By: Gretch IIIIIIIIIII'MMMMMMMMM BAACKkkkk! Anyways so yeah I got to my house around 10:30/11:00 Thursday Night, visited with my mom a little bit, got online and Talked to Cris and Anna they both got there license, so they came over for a little bit till about 12:30 and that was about it for the first night I got back. First actual first full day In town, I woke up early got some breakfast with Anna at the star, went to a few stores and chilled with her for a little bit, then I came home and then went to best buy and the mall with Kopec and Cris, came home chilled, then they left and I went to watch Katie's brother race out in Grundi, and spent the night at her house. Fun times. So now Its Saturday about 1:07 Ive cleaned up everything and taken my shower, and now I;m waiting for people to call to chill, then prolly head out to the races again with Katie. Well anyways, about my vacation, I think we went through a total of 12 states, it was A LOT of driving...way too much, Aleks' did I couple college visits, and we ended up in Montana for a day, and picked up her Aunt and Cousins, then we drove to Oregon and Northern California. There were sooooo many forest fires, it was amazing to watch. So anyways, we went Dune Buggin, and sand boarding (Like snowboarding only On sand) that was alot of fun. And all other kinds of stuff, Ill get my pictures developed and probably put them up here sooner or later, once I actually bring them to the store to get them developed..(I'm Lazy)Anyways, thats all for now.. Levey Current Music: Tv In back Ground Current Mood: Tired Gretchen's Daily Stuff Tuesday July 29, 2003(11:13am)                                  Post By: Gretch So this is my last update for awhile, I leave for vacation tomorrow, Ill be back in about two weeks I think. So look for me then. And to all my friends, you guys better all have your license's when I get back. Ahem* Kopec And Anna..Hahah Night Night Current Music: The Used Current Mood: Tired Gretchen's Daily Stuff Monday July 28, 2003(1:48am)                                  Post By: Gretch So today was okay, got up early went shopping with my daddy, got new clothes and stuff for my vacation. All I need is some new cds, and everything is good to go. Today I bought the Bowling For Soup Cd, Its a good cd. So Then I had some friends over, and we just chilled. Fixed all the pictures things, hopefully no accidents will happen again, lol, right now the guestbook is messed up, but I will fix that soon. I'm gonna go get some sleep because I haven't gotten any all weekend. And I would Also Like to thank Bob again, for all the help he has gaven me on this website. I finally Learned how to do everything. Thanks so much! 2 Days till I leave for vacation... YAY To Katie, I'm sorry things didn't go well for you today, I want you to know I will always be there for you, you are a great friend, and I love ya. Remember..Boys are stupid...hehe Night Night Current Music: Bowling For Soup Current Mood: Tired Gretchen's Daily Stuff Sunday July 27, 2003(3:00am)                                  Post By: Gretch So I am the biggest Idiot in the world. This is the last time I EVER.....EVER work on my site at 3 in the morning. It took me almost like 3 hours to re name every single picture I have on my site, and upload them, and finally get everything to work. And then what do I do???? Me being tired as hell, and not paying attention DELETE THEM!! ALL OF THEM!! I am so pissed, I don't know what the hell I was doing, So now I have to Redue everything. ERRRRR.... So everything is pretty much messed up right now. Since I don't have a single picture or anything. So if anyone wants any pictures on my picture part dealy let me know, and ill be glad to put them there, since I don't have half the pictures on my computer anymore.. AHHHHH So give it a day or two to go back to normal. I'm going to sleep. Sorry if none of this makes sense, and sorry for all the spelling and grammar mistakes, way to lazy to go fix it.. good night Levy~ Current Music: Sublime Current Mood: Very Very pissed Gretchen's Daily Stuff Friday July 25, 2003(9:18pm)                                  Post By: Gretch So its been a pretty busy week. Work is finally over, It was a nice job to have, I actually really did enjoy it, I love working with little kids, its alot of fun. I hope I do it again. Anyways, So today Friday I just had a few friends over, Today is Nick's birthday. Happy Birthday Nick, I hope it was awesome. So I leave Wednesday, and thats coming up pretty soon, I'm pretty much busy until then, so I won't get to see a lot of my friends, But it's not like they care, so oh well. I'm really looking forward to going on vacation, I have a lot of fun with Karyn and Aleks, and I don't get to see Aleks much because one of us is always busy, so this gives us time to spend together. Currently I am watching her dog Dakota, I love him. Hehe. So on Wednesday, I had a couple friends over, I havent seen them a lot this summer, so it was definatly fun. We just chilled, listened to music, and just had a great time. I definatly plan to hang out with them a lot. Then thursday I had the same group spend the night, that was a lot of fun, lots of goofing around making asses of our selves, listening to music and playing cards. It was cool. I can't wait till the fall, because me Kopec and Christine, and Nessa who is now wanting to join us, will go to all our concerts. Can't wait to see Mest and Good Charlotte, and Simple plan again. It will be loads of fun. So we got the pictures from warped, they aren't as good as the ones from All American Reject, But they aren't terrible. Oh well. Those should be up some time soon. I added the picture of David, Isnt he just so hott. Yeah he definatly is.. LoL. Welp I think I'm gonna go find something to keep me busy, more updates tonight. Levy~ Current Music: All American Rejects - Why Worry Current Mood: Bored Gretchen's Daily Stuff Sunday July 20,2003 (11:15pm)                                  Post By: Gretch So today sucked, but was awesome at the same time. I woke up ate some McDonalds for breakfast, and got ready to go to the Tinley Block Party. I went with Anna around 12:00 to see her brothers band play. After that we went back to her house so she could change (Hot outside) and then we went back up to see this Band Theef. OMG.. Is the drummer hott... Like very hott, I have never seen someone this hott. He was sooo... Yummy... Like he was perfect, piercings, Semi longer hair.. not Long like a girls, but longer like a guys, same music as I like, and band ts and dickies shorts. Yup, He was perfect. He noticed I was staring at him, I think he might have looked back a couple times I'm not sure. So then after that we left and went back to my house, I changed and stuff, and then we went to Anna's and waited for Nick to come. After Nick arrived at Anna's we headed back up to the Block Party. We went straight to the battle of the Bands. And There he was, Hott drummer boy. I stared at him for awhile, and then we went into subway so they good get food. I was too busy staring to eat. So after we ate we went back outside.. and Then watched some band play. Then He walked by, all by himself, with no friends. I was just staring at him, and he was looking over at us, not sure who, But at us...Us being Me Nick and Anna. I had the perfect Opportunity to walk up to him, and tell him how much I liked his band and talk maybe see if I could get a number or a screen name. But me being so stupidly shy, I couldn't do it. Then before I knew it. He left. =(..and Now I am sad, because they were from Indiana. I looked all over the internet for their bands site. I don't think they have one. So if anyone knows of the Band THEEF.. LET ME KNOW, because I would really like to go see them play. They are from Dyer Indiana I think... Something Like that. And Blah. So that was my day. A very fun..but frustrating day. Maybe Ill grow some balls next time, and learn a lesson from this, just go for it and just talk, don't be shy, other wise you might miss your chance. Just like today, Seriously, he was like the dream guy I was looking for. I mean I know I don't know him. But he just looked awesome, and seemed nice. It would have been nice to talk, and maybe develope a friendship...or even a relationship. But Shit for that. No luck! Blah. Stupid shyness. Haha.. Well that was my day. So I'm gonna get going. ~The Songs over~ Levey Gretchen's Daily Stuff Thursday July 17, 2003 (1:00am)                                  Post By: Gretch Hey Yall. I wanna give a shout out to my buddy Steve. He helps me with my website. Thanks SOOOOO MUCH STEVE. Good luck with you and Katie and stuff, you guys are adorable... hehe Anyways. So today was a lazy day, after work I took a shower and changed and stuff, then sat at the computer watching Simple plan clips. And MAN IS DAVID HOTT!! LoL. But then again so is almost everyone in the band. David Pierre are my favorites. Then Seb and Chuck. Hehe... So after that, I was taking some quizzes. Mmm. You're Tony. You're the lead singer/guitarist. You're quite involved with Benji from GC. Or at least you like to joke that you are. You like to party and have fun. What fuct up member of Mest are you? brought to you by Quizilla The All-American Rejects, you got the best one, congrats! Tyson is definatly a hottie, and their lyrics are amazing. good job :) Good Charlotte, Simple Plan, The All-American Rejects or Sum 41? brought to you by Quizilla You are Tyson! The ladies flock to you like you're covered in candy or somethin, can you blame them?...didnt think so! What member of the all-american rejects are you? brought to you by Quizilla Jordan Pundik What New Found Glory Guy Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Saints And Sailors "Don't say that "everything's working" when everything's broken" You Just want to be happy. "Dont lie to me" should be your motto. You arent the type of person to live life as a "fairy tale" you know whats real, and you expect that from other people. Unfortunatley theres not alot of people like you, your a rare breed. Which Dashboard Confessionals song are you? brought to you by Quizilla So those are the quizzes I took. Meh Kinda boring, But kinda cool, kept me busy. LOL. Well Its 1am, and I'm pretty tired, I planned on doing more shit in here, but my brother stayed on the computer for 2 hours, and I didn't get on till now. So hopefully tomorrow I can Gretchen's Daily Stuff Wednesday July 16, (5:47pm)                                  Post By: Gretch What's up Kids. Hows everything going?? Its been a long week, haven't got a lot of sleep, Been up late talking online and watching tv, Then having to wake up at 9 for work. Work is blah. Okay.. Only one week left after tomorrow, till work is done. Then its Vacation time for me. Just chilln out having a good time with friends, then on the 30th I leave for a couple places, I know Montana, Southern California, and Oregon for sure. With my good friens Aleks and my 2nd mommy (teehee) Kayrn. Fun times. So I got my first pay check the other day. 180 bucks.. Blah.. Stupid taxes, I think I originally made 215 or something like that. Blah. Oh well. So this Sunday is the block party. I plan on having people over, then going up there and chilln, then when we get bored, come back here, toss some bags, and eat and just chill. If anyone is game on coming, post in the guestbook or email me at carebearsrule35@lycos.com Yup yup. Well i'm going out with some friends, more updates tonight Later yall So its later, About 1am. Tonight was pretty fun. I went to my friend Katie's house just chilled made some cookies, then Steve and Justin came over, talked and chilled. Good times. So there is this kid in from France, he is my age and staying with my moms friends. Katie (moms friends daughter) brought him over yesterday so we could talk. Of course me being stupidly shy, didn't say one word to him. Eekkk.. I am way too shy. His name is Antoine (Spelling?) Pretty cute, ill post a picture of him later. Hopefully I can forget the shyness and talk with him, that would be cool. So I took this simple plan test...Which one would be your boyfriend. And there are my results. David Who could be your Simple Plan boyfriend??? brought to you by Quizilla Yup yup...Well thats all for tonight, I'm super tired, and have one more day of work until my weekend. YES! More updates tomorrow probably.. Later yall Levey~ Current Music - Dashboard Confessional Current Mood - Energetic Gretchen's Daily Stuff Sunday July 13, (12:00am)                                  Post By: Gretch Haven't done much latley.. Lots of sitting on my ass and watching tv and eating food. We are still having the garage sale.. Yesterday Was a bad day, I only made 8 bucks.. blah.. Stupid people come buy my stuff. So maybe our last day will be a little better, but I'm thinking It won't. So I was tempted to update last night, I thought I would have time, but I actually stayed up till about 4 talking online with people, and listening to music. I came across my very first boyfriends screen name, I didn't think he would still have that sn, but he did, he signed on later. So we talked, He use to hate me, but now he doesn't, we might hang out some time..We'll see. Blah I'm super tired, I got about 3 hours of sleep until my dad woke me up to go grocery shopping with him at 8 in the morning? Booo. Well this update is really pointless so I'm gonna get going More updates later Levey~ Current Music - The used - So crazy Current Mood - Bored Gretchen's Daily Stuff Friday July 11, (8:07pm)                                  Post By: Gretch So the week flew by. Work Monday - Thursday. Blah.. The summer is flying by pretty damn quick. So my little kids who I absolutley love are leaving me at lessons. ='( It was the end of the second session, and they aren't coming back for 3rd session.. Oh well.. The little girl brought us some donuts, and gave them to me. So that was nice. So pretty much all week I have just been hanging out with friends and playing n64. Kirby is awesome. LOL. So we had a garage sale today, I think I made some nice cash. Its tomorrow too, so maybe Ill make a little bit more. So yeah definatly the summer is flying by, haven't really had a lot of time to do anything fun. At first I had drivers ed at 6 in the morning every other day, and work everyday Monday - Thursday. So yeah.. Oh well.. At least I have one thing to look forward to. Vacation..ah yes vacation. Going to Montana and other places. Should be fun. So I found my Mp3 player the other day. Plugged it in to the computer installed the program, then I put music on it. Only to find I can't find the headphones to it. Grrr it has certain ones to go to it, nothing else fits. GRRR... Oh well Well more updates later ~The songs over~ Levey So its later and I'm updating because I currently have nothing to do. So I made forty dollars and some odd cents at the garage sale today for my self. Not bad, my mom made a lot more, but eh she had more crap. So after the garage sale I talked to some people to see what their schedules were for school, Got some classes with some friends, but not as many as I would like, half of them are to smart for me, Oh well. After that I chilled with Nick and Anna, and we went to Oberweis, I got a hot fudge brownie sundae.. Very yummy. Then we went to mcdonalds, I wanted a happy meal, because I think those little sega games are cool, but they said they were sold out, So I just got a hamburger, Because I wasn't all that hungry. Then we came back to my house and chilled, played some Kirby. Good times, So now I'm waiting for my friend Aleks to come over, and shes going to spend the night, We plan on playing video games for most of the night. Very good times, Well I'm going to go back and play some kirby. Yay.. Adios Warped Tour                                  Post By: Gretch Long time no update. So a week from today (Sunday) I was at warped tour. It was so awesome!! I saw The Used, Mest, Simple plan, Less than Jake, Rancid, and a couple others. Early in the day I lost my camera.. and I was all pissed, but I figured I wouldn't get good pictures anyways.. Well boy was I wrong.. So first I saw the used. No need to get super close. I didn't like them that much, just knew a couple songs.But now I like them, they are really good. After the used, we headed to the Simple plan Signing. The line was really long, and I sat down and I guess I put my camera down and never picked it up. So Mest was playing at the same time. So I was confused what to do. I wanted to get really close while watching Mest, but that wouldn't happen, considering I didn't want to go in alone. So my friends waited in line, and I went to go see Mest, god Tony (lead singer of mest) is so Hott! I love him. So I stayed back and just listened, so I could run back and forth between my friends and Mest. I could still see Tony from the distance I was at because he has bright green hair. So Mest was done and I went back to where my friends were, they were still pretty far back in line, So I was starving, so I bought a 3.75 hot dog, I was thinking.. Damn this hotdog better be pretty fucking good. Nope.. It was the worst hotdog ever. But oh well It atleast but something in my stomach. So I go back to the line, and we were closer. So then the guys are like 10 minutes left of signing. Thank god we made it and got them to sign stuff for us. I love simple plan, they are awesome. So we had a couple hours to kill, so we just walked around, and I purchased some shit. Then My friends stopped to talk to some girl I don't like, So I went to the face to face stand to stand in line and get an autograph for my friend who is a big fan of them. They said they would meet me there, But I kinda left after I got the autographs because Pierre from Simple plan was at his merchant stand, and I wanted to take pics of him, until I realized I didn't have my camera. Dammit! So I got lost for about an hour, and finally found my friends. Then we went to the mest stand, 3 of the members were signing, so I got there autographs, and Kopec took a pic of me and a couple of them. Tony wasn't there though, he was going to play with Rancid. So I went to go see Rancid, Because Rancid is awesome. So after Rancid we just kinda of walked around. Then it started to get close to simple plan time, so we went over by the stage, and it was packed, so we just kinda slipped in, and when It started me and Kopec just kinda shoved our way through, and made it to about 3rd row. And we got so carried away we took all the pics on Kopecs two cameras. The show was awesome, except every 5 minutes I would get smashed my a crowd surfer. And Only fell to the ground like 10 times, But its alright, it was an awesome time. And it was way worth it. So afterwards we went to the simple plan merchant stand, and the guys came out right away. Well some of them. Seb and Chuck signed my arm, and then I got out of line, and then fucking Pierre came in (my favorite guy) So I got back in line. But then he left again. GRRR. So I could have gotten pictures with some of the guys from simple plan. Blah I was so mad. But thats ok I still got autographs. So that was Warped tour. It was alot of fun! I can't wait till all my favorite bands come again. Mest and Good Charlotte are playing in the fall. Can't wait to see them! So the rest of the week prety much sucked, lots of sitting at home watching tv and eating, and lots of work. Blah. So my two best friends both have boyfriends. I'm happy for both of them. And I like to see them Happy. But now I'm all depressed that I don't have anyone. And I think I'm going to be left out now, since they both will want to be with their boyfriends. But Ill just hang lose, and find something to do with my self. I really wish there was a guy for me. But You can't always have what you want. Oh well. Thanks to Steve and Bob                                  Post By: Gretch Well Kids.. Its up. Thanks to Steve and Bob. Without you I would have gotten no where! LOL. Well its 2:50 in the morning, and I have been up since 5. Blah, So I'm going to finish my mac and cheese and hit the sack. ITS UP!!!!!!                                  Post By: Steve-O Yes you have heard and seen correct this layout is now almost done....its up and ready to go so enjoy! Saturday, June 28th, 2003 (2:07am)                                  Post By: Bob Added the "funny frame" on the RIGHT SIDE (not left side gretchen lol) so now other stuff can be put in there later. Peace.