Cloud Angel's Walk Of Life - Season 1/Episode 18

Walk Of Life
Episode 18, Season 1
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Left to right :  Shawn, Taylor, Christopher, Craig, Scott and Michael Left to right : Teri, Jessica, Kristine, Maria, Brittany and Monica

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The Hill's house - Friday 21 Feb 2000
[Taylor's room - 7:42 a.m]

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"Oh...Shawn..." says Taylor with concern and sadness. He is on the phone talking to his boyfriend, the latter told him what happened. Heather Rulin, the mother of Shawn, discovered that her son is gay and she didn't take it well. Taylor is already dressed up to go to school, he's wearing a dark yellow t-shirt, dark blue jeans and black shoes. "Shawn, listen, your mom just needs time, she'll understand, I'm sure and she loves you and..." says Taylor trying to console his boyfriend but the latter starts to cry. "Shawn...no...please, don't cry...I hate it when you cry...please..." But Shawn doesn't stop... he tries but it doesn't work, "What? yeah sure, of course we'll meet today. Yeah...ok...yeah...I love you too." says Taylor before hanging up.

Someone knocks on the door...
"Honey, a friend of yours is waiting for you downstairs." says Taylor's mother as she opens the door. Taylor approaches her, "A friend of mine? Who?" He gets out of his room. "He said his name's Kevin." replies Olivia Hill. Suddenly, a cold shiver passes through Taylor's body, "K...Kevin?" His mother looks at him, surprised, "Yeah, Kevin. Are you all right, honey?" Taylor sighs, "Yeah I'm...all right." And he goes down and there standing infront of the door, Kevin Rhodes. He's wearing a blue t-shirt with a white drawing on the front, black jeans and black shoes. "Hi Taylor..." he says with a smile. "Hi..." replies Taylor shyly and shocked. "We need to talk." says Kevin as he approaches Taylor Hill. "Yeah...I guess." replies Taylor almost in a whisper.

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Sunrise High
[Cafeteria - 7:53 a.m]

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"Oh, Maria, I'm so sorry." says Michael while holding his girlfriend in his arms, he's wearing his usual blue sweat, dark blue jeans and white shoes. "It was so horrible. I heard him crying in his room, he didn't even want to talk to me. Mike, I told him to tell her, I told him to, if he listened to me, it would have been the same. I should have told him to hide it from everyone, I should..." - "Sshh." whispers Michael tenderly, "It isn't your fault, what's done done, it will surely take time but I'm sure everything's gonna be okay. Don't worry."

Jessica passes by, looks at the couple and sighs. She approaches them, she's wearing a white t-shirt, black jeans and dark blue shoes. "Maria?" she says almost in a whisper. The red-headed girl breaks the hug with Michael and turns to the golden haired girl, "Y..Yeah, what..what do you want?" asks Maria as she wipes out her tears.

Jessica looks at her, remains silent for a moment wondering if she should ask it, finally, "I wanted to know...I just saw Shawn a few moments ago, he had red eyes like if he cried a lot...so...I was wondering what happened to him." Maria and Mike remain silent, then Mike breaks it, "It's a bit too personal Jess..." - "No, it's okay, Mike." interrupts Maria, "My mom just discovered that Shawn's gay and she didn't take it well." Jessica remains silent, she sighs, "I'm sorry. I hope everything will be okay for him." She then goes away.

"Why did you tell her so quickly?" asks Michael surprised. Maria looks at him with a little smile, "She sounded so sincere...and well, she was going to find out anyway." And it's followed by a long and tender kiss on the lips, "Thanks for being here for me. It means so much to me." she says with a smile. "I love you, Maria Rulin." whispers Michael before giving his girlfriend another passionate kiss.

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Sunrise High
[Boys' Toilets - 8:05 a.m]

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Kevin just arrived in the school, but before going in class for registration, he goes to the toilets to wash up his face which was covered with a bit of sweat. As he washes his face, he hear someone sobbing in one of the cabins. "Is..Is there someone in there?" he asks as he knocks on the cabin's door. "K..Kevin?" replies a shaky voice. "Shawn??" asks Kevin, surprised.

The door opens, Shawn comes out of the cabin, with tears running on his cheeks. He's wearing a light blue t-shirt with the 'aries' black coloured sign on the front, black tracksuit-pants and black shoes. "Why are you crying?" asks Kevin as he looks in the red eyes of his friend. There's a moment of silence, then, in a whisper, "You got a fight with..." starts Kevin but Shawn interrupts him by asking, "Can..can you give me a hug? I..I really need it." After some seconds of hesitation and surprise, Kevin hugs Shawn with tenderness and care, "Shawn...what happened?"

After some more sobbing and crying, Shawn tells him what happened. "Oh my poor friend. It must be really painful for you...geez...I remember when my parents found out I was gay." says Kevin trying to console his friend. "Your...Your parents know? How did they react?" asks Shawn while wiping out his tears. "Well, it was some months ago, back there in Chicago. At school, I fell in love with a boy, jesus, he was the cutest boy ever. Brown hair, green eyes, really awesome. So, I built up some courage and I told him how I felt about him. Then, he went to the head-master's office and I got into trouble. He told everybody that I wanted to rape him and other big lies. I was really shocked and...hurt. But then...when my parents were contacted by the school, they..at first, they cried and asked me if they did anything wrong. We talked a lot bout this and finally...they decided... no..we decided to go and live elsewhere and start a new life. So, we came here and..well, now my parents accepted the fact that I'm gay...and you know what? I tell them everything important that happens to me. Like, I told them that you were gay like me and that we were friends. It's like if I said I met a girl at school, you know?" says Kevin with a little smile.

They hug again, and still in the hug pose, "So, you think my mom will forgive me? She..She's gonna love me like before?" asks Shawn almost in a whisper as he tries not to burst into tears. "Of course she will, you're her son. Why would she stop loving you? Maybe she's angry..sad..and maybe even hurt but...she will still love you, you can be sure of that!" replies Kevin with a caring voice.

Shawn hugs Kevin one more time, "Thanks...thank you so much for telling me all this about your life. I'm..I'm glad you talked to me. Thanks." he says with his..sad voice. "I'll always be around for my friend." replies Kevin with a tender smile. Then, after washing his face, Shawn along with Kevin head to their classroom.

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Sunrise High
[Cafeteria - 9:27 a.m - 1st Break (9:25/9:40)]

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"What? Are you serious???" asks Kristine very surprised and amazed. She's sitting at a table, with her friend Jessica. "Yeah, Maria told me." replies the blonde with a sigh of concern and sadness. "Oh my god!! Finally, he's getting what he deserves! I'm sooooo happy!" says happily Kristine with a huge smile on her face. Jessica looks at her, disgusted by the reaction of her friend, "Kristine!! How can you be happy? Shawn is a good boy, he didn't deserve that!" Kristine's smile fades, surprise can be read on her face, "Jess...no...don't tell me...please..." The latter sighs, "Yeah..."

There's a moment of silence. Then, Kristine looks at her cup of coffee and sighs, "Jess, I thought you were my friend." The blonde's eyes goes down, "I'm sorry Kristine...I'm really sorry. I'm your friend but...he didn't do anything, it's not his fault." Kristine puts her hand on her friend's, "It's okay, I understand. I won't bash him infront of you, all right?" and it's added with a smile. Jessica smiles back, "Yeah, it's all right."

Shawn enters the cafeteria, alone, and heads to the 'bar'. He orders a cup of hot chocolate along with a few biscuits. Jessica gives the I'm going to talk to him, all right? look and Kristine agrees. The latter gets up and head in the garden, Jessica gets up too and walk towards the sad looking boy.

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"Hey there!" says Jessica almost in a whisper and with an angelic smile. Shawn turns around, with the cup of hot chocolate in his hands, and with a smile he says hi to the golden haired girl. "Let's go and sit there, we'll talk a bit, ok?" proposes Jessica still smiling, Shawn agrees. They sit infront of each other, Shawn starts to take sips of his hot chocolate. Jessica looks at him with concerned eyes, "I...I learned what happened to you. I'm sorry." she says trying to let the boy infront of her know that she cares about him. "Thanks." replies Shawn in a little whisper.

There's a moment of silence, then Jessica eyes go down, she always do that when she's hurt or sad, "You are still mad at me?" she asks in a little sad whisper. Shawn raise up his eyes and realizes that he just hurted someone without even wanting it, "No! Jess, no! I'm not mad at you, I promise. I'm just sad and..." tears start to come to his eyes, "I'm sorry." Jessica puts her hands on those of Shawn with a little smile, "It's okay. It's okay, I understand that you're hurt and sad, I'm sorry but I want you to know that I'm here for you."

A smile appears on Shawn's face, "T..Thanks. I'm touched...thanks." The bell rings. Jessica looks at her watch, "Wow, time passes so quickly. What class you have next?" she asks while getting up. "Economics, but, I didn't do the homework. I'll surely get a detention." replies Shawn with a sad sigh. There's a moment of silence, then a smile appears on the blonde's face, "I know the solution. Come with me." Shawn looks at her, surprised, "What? Why?" Jessica approaches him and take his hand, "Just come." she says with her angelic smile.

Not far from there, Taylor is standing, watching the scene. He sighs and then, after turning his head around, he notices Kevin smiling at him. Taylor sighs again and goes away, so does Kevin, still smiling.

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Sunrise High
[Infront of an old door - 9:44 a.m]

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Jessica led(this is the past tense of lead, right?) Shawn to the un-used part of the school, it had been burnt down some years ago and still no repairs have been made, only some cleaning. "Why did we come here?" asks Shawn, surprised. Jessica just smiles back, then she opens the door by using her power, then, they enter a room. It used to be a class-room, most of the desks are in ruins. But, in a part of the room, there're good looking desks and chairs. Two desks and 4 chairs, Jessica leads Shawn to that part and she asks him to take a seat, then she goes near the door and closes it, and finally she sits infront of the brown haired boy.

"It's a lonely place here, huh?" asks Jessica with a little smile while taking a little wooden box in her hands, it was near one of the desks. She opens it using her power, "What do you want? Coca-cola, an orange juice or a beer?" Shawn looks at her, still in the surprise mode, "Uh... Coca-cola." Jessica gives him a 0.5L bottle of cola and she takes one too. She puts down the box and looks back at Shawn with a smile, "We'll tell our teachers that we weren't feeling well. It always worked for me and Michael."

"You used to come here with Michael?" asks Shawn shyly. Jessica looks at the window at their right with a sigh, "Yeah...when we were together." Shawn looks down at his bottle, opens it and drink a bit of the refreshing liquid, "Why are you so nice to me all of a sudden?" Jessica looks back at him, "Because you're sad and because I care for you." With a smile, Shawn gives her a warm hug, "Thanks...thanks a lot!"

There's another moment of silence, then, Jessica smiles, "You know, most of the people think I'm a bitch but..." - "I don't think you're a bitch." interrupts Shawn. "Oh, that's really nice of you to say that. Can I...can I tell you something?" asks Jessica while her eyes are looking downwards. "What?" replies Shawn wondering what Jessica wanted to tell him. "My life is not so great right now. My sister has big problems, my love life is awful and...well, one of my best-friends has mysteriously disappeared." says Jessica with a sad sigh. "I'm sorry. I guess we are two sad teenagers crying because their lives are not going as they wanted them to." replies Shawn while trying to smile.

"Shawn...I wanted to tell you, you're a nice and incredible boy, I'm so happy that you found love. I'm sure...your mother will forgive you, she loves you, a mother always loves her child, no matter what. My sister is accused of taking drugs but my parents and I still love as much as 1 year or 4 years ago. And...it will never change!" explains Jessica while caressing the cheek of the boy infront of her. "I think Taylor doesn't love me anymore..." replies Shawn as tears come to his eyes. "What? Why do you say that??" asks Jessica, really surprised.

"Well, I really needed his support and...love but since this morning, he didn't even talk to me. I have only seen him during the 2 first periods, that's all. And he didn't even look back at me. So, I think I've good reasons to think he doesn't love me anymore..." says Shawn as two big tears run slowly on his redened cheeks. Without any hesitation Jessica gives him a long, warm and caring hug, "I'm sure he has a good reason for not talking to you. Maybe he thinks it's his fault if you have such a problem coz' he's your boyfriend or...maybe he thinks you wanna be left alone for a while...I dunno." she whispers to him in a tenderly voice.

"I hope so..." replies Shawn as they continue the warm and tender hug, and then they continue to chat about this and that, sometimes smiling, sometimes sad looking but... they feel good, it's like sitting infront of a fire-camp on a very cold winter night...

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Sunrise High
[Cafeteria - 11:17 a.m - 2nd Break (11:00/11:30)]

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"So, you understand?" asks Kristine while holding the hand of the boy infront of her. She's sitting at a table with a plate of fried rice and a glass of grape juice. "Yeah, I did. But...I don't understand why!" replies Christopher raising his eyebrows. "If ever Jessica knows I did this to Shawn, she'll never talk to me ever again and I don't want that to happen!" explains Kristine before taking a sip of her glass of grape juice.

"But why Jessica would be angry? She doesn't like anyone except herself!" says Christopher with disgust in his voice. Kristine remains silent for a moment, then she sighs, "Jessica's my friend, so, please...and she really likes Shawn." Christopher raise his eyebrows in astonishment and confusion, "Jessica likes Shawn? Why? I mean...he's gay, and..well.." Kristine makes the I don't know why look, "Maybe she isn't as bad as you think she is."

"That sounds too weird for me, there must be a reason." says Christopher while trying to figure out why a girl like Jessica would care for a boy like Shawn. Then, suddenly, he and Kristine notices Jessica and Shawn enter the cafeteria, both smiling. Kristine looks back at Christopher with surprised eyes, and so does Christopher.

"Thanks a lot for everything, Jess." says Shawn smiling like an angel, "No problem, I'll be always around for...you." replies Jessica before giving the brown haired boy a big, warm and tender hug while Kristine and Christopher look on, both surprised and really confused. Does Jessica love Shawn? Or is it just plain friendship?

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The Rulin's house
[Living room - 2:38 p.m]

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The school's day over, Shawn returned home without even having talked to Taylor once during the whole day. He's feeling quite low and sad. He goes in the kitchen, pours himself a glass of chilled almond milk along with some chocolate cookies which were left in the fridge. He removed his shoes and he's now wearing his black sandals and still wearing his black socks, which are a little bit wet with his sweat. He goes on the couch and turns on the t.v, he's alone at home, his sister is with Michael and...his mother has not yet returned from her work.

There's a re-diffusion of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, the first episode of the very first season. The show seems to be great, so Shawn puts down the remote and starts eating the cookies and drinking the chilled almond milk...

The front door opens.
Heather Rulin enters the house with a brown paper bag in her hands, she just went to the market. She puts down the bag on the little table infront of the door and then she closes it. She turns her head around to see which one of her children is at home and she meets the sad looking face of her son. "Hi mom..." says the latter almost in a whisper. His mother just nods her head with no emotion on her face and she takes the bag and goes in the kitchen. Shawn turns back his head to the television. After a little moment, he turns off the t.v and and heads to the kitchen.

His mother is putting the groceries in the fridge, then she notices her son. There's a little moment of silence, then tears come to the eyes of the brown haired boy. "I'm so...sorry...I love you..." he says in a little sad whisper. The face of his mother starts to change, tears are coming to her eyes too, "Come here..." she asks her son, the latter doesn't hesitate and approaches his mother, "My little baby boy...I love you too..." says the latter before embracing her son in her loving arms, "My baby boy...I love you so much!!" They both start crying, and saying how much they love each other. Then, they head in the living room and they sit on the couch. Shawn puts his head on his mother's shoulder, the latter starts stroking the hair of her baby boy, "Shawn...if I was so angry at you...it's because I was the last to know that you...were...different. If you had told me earlier, if you had told from the start, I wouldn't have taking it so bad. You and Maria are the only persons that count so much for me, you're the heart of my life, what will happen to me if you start lying to me??" explains Heather Rulin while giving some little kisses on her son's head and forehead. The latter sighs and puts his hand on his mother's, "I'm so sorry mom..." is all he can say but it's enough for his mother. Then, she tells him that she found his diary but didn't read it, she didn't want to enter the privacy of her son. Finally, Shawn tells her everything, from Jessica to the kiss on that rainy day. He even tells her about today and it made her feel a lot better, so much better. That's what she always wanted, that her son doesn't hide anything from her. All the mothers want that coz...they're mothers.

Someone knocks at the door.
"Enter, it's open." says Heather Rulin loudly. The door opens and... Taylor enters, he looks around and see Shawn and his mother close to each other. Shawn gets up, puts on his black sandals and approaches his boyfriend, "Taylor? What are you doing here?" he asks, surprised and...happy to see him. "Shawn...I'm sorry if I didn't talk to you today...I thought maybe you were angry at me...coz..." starts Taylor but Shawn doesn't let him finish, he gives him a loving and tender hug, right infront of his mom...who's smiling. She gets up and approaches the two boys, "Taylor, it's been a while." she says with a tender smile. Taylor looks downwards, "Hello Mrs. Rulin..." he says in a whisper. "C'mon, I know you since you're a little kid, give me a hug!" says Heather in a soft voice. Taylor raise up his eyes and he has a surprised look on his face, "Really?" Heather nods in agreement and it's followed by a hug, "Well, I must prepare the dinner, I suppose you want to talk to Shawn alone, right? But my baby boy, don't be late for dinner, all right?"

The two boys are really surprised...specially Shawn but he nods in agreement with a smile, "All right mom." and it's followed by a little tender hug. Then, the two boys get out of the house.

"Oh no!" says Shawn putting his hand on his forehead, "What?" replies Taylor with a smile. "I forgot to put on my shoes, I'm wearing my sandals." explains Shawn looking at his black-socked feet, Taylor gives him a kiss on the cheek, "I love it when you wear those sandals." Shawn looks back at him with a little smile on his face, "Aw, thank you." he says in a whisper. "Now, come with me, I've got a little surprise for you, I hope you'll like it."

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The Hill's house
[Taylor's room - 3:48 p.m]

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Taylor's parents are not at home, they told him that they would return quite late as they have an important business meeting tonight. So, he's alone for a moment. The two boys are infront of Taylor's room door, Taylor is holding his boyfriend by the hand and with a smile, he opens the door. They both enter the room, and, Shawn widens his eyes in amazement. "Oh my god..." he says in a whisper as he looks around, candles are lightened almost everywhere, there's a wonderful and delicious smell in the room, the bed is well made, the curtains are all closed. Taylor closes the door, the room is enlightened only by the flames of the burning candles.

Taylor asks Shawn to come on the bed, the latter accepts. He takes off his sandals and gets on the bed near Taylor who removed his shoes. The two are now looking at each other in the eyes, "If you don't want to do this, I'll understand." whispers Taylor while kissing his boyfriend on the nose. The latter returns the favor but kisses him on the lips, "I want it. Let's do it...let's...make love." he says in a soft and tender whisper and this makes Taylor give out a heart melting smile.

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He starts kissing Shawn on the forehead, as the latter lay on his back. Taylor comes over him and starts kissing his neck, softly and tenderly, then he starts licking the ears, with love and passion, then he shifts to the lips, those incredible soft lips. He's feeling the tongue and the saliva of his boyfriend, an extasis. Taylor smiles, and he kisses Shawn again.

Then, he passes his hands under Shawn's t-shirt and so does the latter. They're smiling and appreciating the moment. The shirts are now removed, Taylor starts to lick the nipples of his lovely boyfriend and kisses his chest. Shawn passes his hands through Taylor's hair, and he's moaning with pleasure. Taylor softly raises Shawn's arms and slowly licks each finger, then he focuses on the right arm, he kisses the palm of the hand, the wrist up to the armpit, he starts licking it, this white and hairless armpit. "Slurp...slurp...sssllll..." sounds can be heard and Shawn is loving it, and while Taylor's busy with his armpits, he start kissing his(T) shoulders, neck and he passes his left hand on the bare back of his dear boyfriend. Then, Taylor shifts to the left armpit and it's the same pleasure, the smell is incredible(for Taylor, lol) and the taste is fabulous.

With a smile, Taylor goes near the black-socked feet of his beloved, he takes a huge sniff of the smelly socks and removes them while caressing the ankles and the insteps. Then, he takes the right foot in his hands and puts the toes on his nose and sniffs them, he loves that smell. Then, he takes out his tongue and starts licking between those sweet and tasty toes, then he puts the big toe in his mouth and starts sucking it like a lollipop, and he does the same thing to the other toes. "Mmmmmm....oh woah....this is soooooooooo great!!!!!" yells Shawn with pleasure. Taylor smiles and goes to the other foot, he does the same process and it doubles the pleasure of his boyfriend. Then, he kisses the insteps and goes back on Shawn, "Mmm...I can feel something really hard down there..." he says with a little cute smile. Shawn smiles back, "I love you..." he whispers, "I love you too..." replies Taylor still smiling.

Taylor goes down and tenderly removes Shawn's black track-suit pants, he starts kissing the knees, the legs, well everywhere on the legs, lol. Then, he removes Shawn's boxers, he stares at the precious tool. The most precious part of a boy's body. He then approaches his mouth, Shawn's feeling his warm breath, his loving and caring breath, then...it feels warmer. Taylor is passing his tongue all around, up and down, like if it was a lollipop and instead of the gum, another white and tasty liquid will come out after the long sucking. But, it wasn't the time yet. "Mmmm...Taylor....it feels......soooooooooooo good!!!!!" yells Shawn, with pleasure, happiness and desire. Then, Taylor stops and smiles to Shawn. He gets up and he's now standing on the bed, he's looking at the naked body of his boyfriend, the latter approaches him, he's on his knees, he puts down the jeans of Taylor...he takes off the socks, now Taylor is in his boxers only. Shawn inhales deeply and then he removes it, he admires the tool too. And then, he starts sucking the lollipop too, and it's really fabulous, the taste, the desire...all is great. Then he pushes Taylor down, now the latter is sitting infront of him, and with a smile Shawn takes the left bare foot of his boyfriend and holds it tight and then... he starts licking it and sucking the toes. "Ooohhhh...Shawn...you're soooooo...cool..." whispers Taylor as he lay on his back. He's enjoying it too. Then, Taylor grabs the left foot of Shawn and starts tickling it, he scratches the sole, "Hahahahahahahaha." comes out of Shawn's mouth. This lovely boyish laughter.

Then Taylor comes over Shawn, again. With a smile, he kisses his boyfriend on the lips, tenderly and lovingly. "You really want this?" asks Taylor just to make sure he's not forcing Shawn to do something he doesn't want to, "Taylor...let's make one...let's(kisses Taylor)...make(kisses him again)...one." replies Shawn with love and desire...

Taylor entered Shawn...and Shawn entered Taylor...they just made one...

"I love you..." whispers Shawn, "I love you too." replies Taylor. They are now lying on the bed, holding each other, "Shawn...I'll always love you...please...tell me you know that..." says Taylor with a tender whisper. Shawn looks at him and gives a passionate kiss, "I know that...I love you from the bottom of my heart..."

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End of Episode 18

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