I just got back from Elevate. We played better than usual. But that isn't saying much- I will be the first to say that we suck. I dont even see potential. It was good times afterwards though when we all went to joel and Karines...They have a nice party house- I think I am going to have another party. urgh...I wish Chris was here so I could talk to him and just look at him. I miss the kid really... *smirk* He is so cute and fun. and when he is quiet- I think he is sad. And for some reason I like that alot. I can ask him "are you okay" and he can tell me "I am good." I ask him that alot. because he is soo quiet! *smiles* Quiet guys are the mysterious ones. They are the only ones that get away with slaughtering people
I freakin lost one of my plugs. I was livid. you lose those things so easily and it costs 18 bucks for ONE STICKIN PIECE OF METAL to replace!! I have always been given plugs or found them or something, so I have never had to buy them until tonight. Urrggh- what a waste of money!! My friends are having a heart to heart right now, and I have a feeling its about me. I am excluded from everything my colorado friends do. It sucks to realize that you can't call them " best buds" anymore. Its been a year and things are so different. but should they be really? All of these heart to hearts make me queezy. Too much emotion involved....especially when I KNOW I am involved....
Things will never be the same
But as I was walking to 7 eleven to buy a slurrpeee (mmm surpreme) and I noticed a poster board of a cosmetics place and it announced all of these different things you could get..like facials, eyebrows, everything...but what stuck out to me was the one that said "permanent make-up" and that really stuck out to me..It bothered me majorly...That our society makes women nothing but a sexual icon. and to please society we would go as far as to get permanent makeup! It made me want to stop wearing make up. But I love it too much. It's an art. But PERMANENT?!?! eek what if they messed up. hahaha The 711 guy is on speed! I SWEAR! He talks 500 miles per hour in some asian accent and his gestures are overexagerated about a MILLION times over. its great. We are going to be GREAT friends...
