"Wings of Darkness"
Everyday when I wake up,
I look out to see a bright sky.
The sun shines so bright,
If only it did that for me.
In my world, there is no light,
no happiness.
On the outside,
I may seem bright and cheery, like the bluebirds that fly in the sky.
But inside, my soul is dark like a raven.
My life cannot end soon enough.
And no one will care if I'm gone.
It's a lie,
but it's how I feel.
No one cares,
No one loves.
Deep down in my heart,
I know that I am loved,
but my head refuses to believe it.
And that's what hurts the most.
Half of my friends will care if i leave,
But I know most of them won't.
I'm not that important of a person.
I'm not that loveable.
As the day dies down,
and light turns into darkness,
I cry myself to sleep.
Wishing to be loved,
By someone,
anyone.
And when no one loves me,
I fly off with wings of darkness.