Jan 1,Thursday

Sent a new year wish to my bro-in-law: "Niat hati memancing sepat, terpijak duri sakitlah kaki,tahun ini dua ribu empat,moga bertambah rezeki" and then he replied: "Niat hati memancing sepat,terpijak duri sakitlah kaki,berseri-seri tahun 2004,kerana menerima si buah hati.." ahaks..nasib baik mood ok..kalau tak nak aje 'fire' dia balik.siap la..ada hujan ada panas..ada lori ada bas.. (?) been thinking to change my layout but kinda busy right now.maybe later. Anyway wanna wish all of my friends,family and love ones Happy New Year 2004!!Also special birthday wish to my dearest friend Yong Happy birthday buddy..May Allah bless you and ur family. Hope the card I sent 2 days ago arrived you safely :)

Jan 4,Sunday

dub dab..dub dab..

Jan 5,Monday

I'm flying without wings..glad that everything went on smoothly as planned yesterday :) got a ring on my finger now..ahaks..la la la..la la la la..

btw if you guys were wondering what actually happened yesterday (the ring and all). Actually his parents came with his sister to discuss us..orang kata,datang merisik..after talked for about 2 hour they then aggreed to ask for my hand (meminang) next month..they have set up a date-on the Hari Raya AidilAdha (1st Feb)-that's like less than a month from today!! wow..guess I have to start the preparation quick.

Jan 8,Thursday

Collecting some info about K-Economy. Already knew the basic but my boss wanted more. Whatever you said boss.. chatting with lanun via YM mobile. kinda miss him..

Jan 9,Friday

removed the counter. it really makes me furious coz I did everything but it still didn't work. better let it out of my site.

Vacuum my office with adah this morning. Baru selesa sikit nak keje..

Jan 10,Saturday

My pc went crazy yesterday-can't open Flash,can't open my browser,went soooo slow and crashed a lot of time so I thought maybe it's been attacked by some virus but my antivirus couldn't detect anything so I guess I should format my pc. But maybe it was something else so I uninstalled Kazaa Desktop and voila, my pc is back on track!Alhamdulillah..to make a backup of everything in this pc might need 10-15 pcs of cdr. banyak..ngabiskan duit jek. Planned to go to JJ with Adah after work today. Tak lama lagi Chinese New Year so mesti ada sale. Been thinking to buy aftershave for lanun dear. Usually during this festive season they will sell this products with pretty decoration @ packaging. Save a lot of time and creativity :)

Jan 12,Monday

Went to MP alone yesterday to buy a few things for my hantaran. It's really a challenge for me to find an open parking space and after driving around for 40 minutes finally I settled somewhere in the parking lot. I really don't care if someone banged into my Max coz it was really annoying and I don't want to spend another second looking for a proper space. Suppose they should make sure that there's still vacant space(s) for us who paid RM2.50 (Sat,Sun and holidays; weekdays RM1.50) but what they did, just let us came in without knowing that all the lots were full. Hangin aku dibuatnye. Anyway, the shopping went on as planned. And all of a sudden I felt a bit sad coz I went alone to buy something which needed my whole attention and now I have to make a decision all by myself. I mean, of course I'm capable of doing such thing but this is for the hantaran,you know? At least if I came with a friend then I can asked for her opinion. Too late to do anything so I bought one that catched my eyes and smelled nice. Heck, I don't know which one to buy coz they all are nice and after smelled too many samples I got confused and a bit dizzy. Thanks to one of the promoter who let me took a deep breath into a small container of grinded coffee. Said it works to refresh me and also to get rid of all those smells I inhaled before. Thank you nice lady, and maybe because of that I bought one set of perfume from her :).It's comprises of one bottle of Giorgio Amani perfume, after shave and all-body shampoo. She also gave me 2 bottles of mini perfume as a gift and wrapped it all oh-so-nicely with small ribbons and all :) Nice..

Later I figured that I was just being a little scared with all this engagement thingy. I thought if I have someone to be with me through this occasion then I'll feel better (and less nervous). Wonder if all girls suffered the same thing I did when they are getting engaged.

Jan 14,Wednesday

Uploaded my self-designed engagement invitation card and emailed to all of my friends. Already I got feedbacks from you guys saying congrats and all.thnx buddy.. Wanna wish my dear friend adah - Happy 25th Birthday..May Allah bless you always, all the best in your study and future undertaking.

Jan 19,Monday

Lanun dear was supposed to have a sortie to Tawau today but was postponed until 3 am (so early maa..) tomorrow. But he always prepared for it- all the map are properly plotted, all the calculations and info been revised again and again. Mind you, he's not a control freak but he figures 200 percents preparation on the ground will ensure 100 percents of safetiness on the air. That's why he scored the highest in their flight test last month (there are 9 ppls in his TACO (Tactical Observer) course,only 2 are from TLDM, the rest are TUDM's). His map are the most accurate,the cleanest and very neat. Easy to do that if you are on a table somewhere on the flat ground but he have to do all that on air where the flight flew so fast and NO CALCULATOR are allowed so all calculation must be in his head, quick and correct. Whooaa..now you are listening to me (",) They even have one subject on that skills. Feels like I have a lot to tell you guys but somehow the words didn't come out. It's like I have tons and tons of things in my head..on my shoulders..aarrgghh...help me hon..

..sleeping with my head on the pillow made of concrete..arrghh.. :~~

Jan 20,Tuesday

Watched a chinese movie last night- "Time For Hope" I almost turned down the tv coz it's past 10.30 pm- it's my bedtime- but suddenly a song was played in the movie- the song that's also used in a shampoo tv advertising ("you're my sunshine,my only sunshine") so I waited until the end just because I wanted to know who sang it. fyi I've been trying to find the lyric but whenever I searched it on the Internet using keywords you're my sunshine or sunshine the results are always not the one I wanted. So when the story ended the name of the actors scrolled up and finally,ahh..there you have it-my patience was paid off. The song was sung by Brian Ferry . So the first thing I did when I arrived at the office was looked it up on the Internet but so far all my efforts were fruitless. But I'll try again,later. Got some work need to be done first. 3.51 pm Finally, after trying searching using iMesh I managed to download several version of the song, Nat King Cole was one of it. Most of the songs were oldies, folk music. I'll try to find a more recent cover version of the song. btw in many scenes of the movie, they used a blue transparent umbrella. Been looking for one myself too, since last year. I even asked my relatives who lives at Singapore to buy me one if she sees one but guess that kind of umbrella was difficult to find. So anyone of you who read this, if you see a transparent umbrella preferably white or red in color, please, do me a favor,buy it and send it to me. I'll pay whatever the price will be,ok?

Jan 21,Wednesday

Went to KTIM to attend a meeting with KTIM's Board of Directors. Assisted Adah to present the portal. Some changes need to be done. En Zainal was supposed to pay me RM500 for my freelance job but unfotch he had to postpone the payment until next week. hmm..punah harapan nak shopping for my kenduri this week. ingat nak settlekan semua by this week, taklah huru hara nanti dah last week baru nak beli itu ini. Anyway want to wish all Chinese ppl Gong Xi Fa Cai and Happy New Year.

Jan 29,Wednesday

Went to Kotamas and JJ to buy lanun's baju melayu. Satin, grey color with a little hint of purple. Mak said it's beautiful :) also bought my clothes. First we went to Wisma B.C Lim near JKR headquarters. Banyak baju lawa2 unfotch all of them were twice too big my size. hampeh. really should put on some more weight. then we went to JJ and found this beautiful dress, purple in color :) quiet expensive since I rarely bought fancy clothes but since this is a special occasion so guess it's ok if I spend my money on it. News about Melaka Best- with the product which I designed the packaging (tempeyek) :) www.melakamingguini.com.my Check them out :)

Jan 31st, Saturday

Final preparation for tomorrow's event. Most of my relatives from JB,Batu Pahat, Singapore, KL and others already arrived last night. Abah cooked ketupat (it's hari raya tomorrow too, remember?), mak cooked sambal ikan bilis with belimbing, yang lain- lain datang rewang- potong bawang, halia, potong daging, goreng ayam, blend itu ini, etc. I prepared the inside-cleaned the house, vacuumed, took out the sofa to clear my serambi. Slept a little late but even at that time most of the jobs were still going on. Mak said they went back at 2 am. geezz..I can only say thank you for their contributions. Prayed a million times that tomorrow will go on smoothly as planned, insya Allah..