July 28th, Thursday ~ Emotion

For the past 1-2 weeks I'm emotionally unstable. Although I'm quite sure what triggered that feeling- always feeling sad and cried alot, and most of the time I don't even know why I cry- I cried over sappy love song or movies, I cried when I looked at my wedding album, I cried (almost) every night before I sleep, I cried without reason. And I got angry pretty easily. Esp when I wanna say something and if that person (usually hamizi) make fun of me then I'll just shut my mouth off after I said something nasty. Ughh... Not a good new hobbies, so I'll try to control this feeling.

Abang won't be coming home this week too, as he has one exam next Monday. Sent him a dictionary because his reference book is all in English and all the aero jargon is quite difficult to understand. Hope the dictionary will aid him to study better. Also got him a good luck card - though he won't be needed any but it's just a lil' something I love to do. You know, it's a girl thing ;)

July 22nd, Friday ~ It's All About The Money

bila le nak dapat gaji ni. Blurr je rasa ni =(

July 21st, Thursday ~ Birthdays, YM, New Baby and The Traffic

A bit dusty in here. Haven't wrote for a week. The Internet line is real slowin here, and the proxy I used keep going on & off all the time. Just a few updates here- last week was a special day for our family- my hubby, my mother, & my nephew shared same birth date- 17.07.2005 so we cooked mee goreng and baked some kuih and invited all our neighbours to the house and celebrated the special day. I made ice cream pudding ( many asked for the recipe but I believe no one will try it coz it's quit fussy =P ). My sis-in-law gave birth to a beautiful baby girl on 19.07.2005, named Nurul Hannan. Both mother and the baby are doing fine.

I went to work as usual this morning at 7.30 am. And I arrived at PAM at 9.15 am. Imagine being stuck in the traffic jam for 1 hour and 15 minutes. It's so long that I almost can't feel my leg, driving a manual car. Don't think the traffic jam at KL is as bad as this one.

July 14th, Thursday ~ Another Birthday

It's my other best friend's birthday, Ann. Actually when I attended SIS Jasin, I met other 5 fantastic girls and soon we became so close, we called ourselves Lanun. And coincidentally, our birthdays were in pairs: Iera (29/3) and Ajun (2/4), Muni (13/7) and Ann (14/7) and last but not least, Azie ( 8/11) and myself (29/11). Anyway happy birthday mate, hope u & ur family blessed with happiness, murah rezeki & dipanjangkan umur..

Talking about birthdays, I couldn't help but getting worried since it's my dearest hubby's birthday this weekend. Of course, that's because I haven't got him anything, yet. Planned to go to MP today during lunch hour to get him something. Hope I found something. I better do! He shared the same date with my mother, and I already got her a beautiful handmade weaven handbag. Hopefully she'll like it :)

July 13th, Wednesday ~ Spider Mania

Since I couldn't surf the internet for 2 days, all i did was play Spider solitaire game. Right now the winning rate is 72%. Planned to take it to 75% until the end of week. Right now mizi gave me a new ip & port, and it's working slowly but at least it's there, eventually.

Abg suprised me last week by showing up on my doorstep. Gosh, I really don't know what to say, looking at him with his innocent smile :) a pleasant suprise, and a pleasant weekend, indeed. Cooked mee kari for the first time for him and he seems to like it very much. I know because he ate intensely, and didn't answer when my mother asked him something :). Nasib baik jadi resepi tu :) So I stayed at Klebang from last Sunday and today I'm going back to Umbai. Can feel the sadness when I told them that I wanted to go back today. Insya Allah wann balik lagi, ye mak? ye babah? Jgn lupa makan ubat tau :)

Also I wanna wish my friend Muni whom celebrate her birthday today. Happy Birthday girl, may Allah bless you always, give you strength and caurage to overcome every obstacles and difficulty. I know you have been through alot, what with ur nasty divorce and the death of your only son. But I'll always be there for you, and I prayed that you will find ur happiness someday, insya Allah..

July 8th, Friday ~ London Attacks

Rasa terngiang- ngiang kat telinga ni berita pkl 8 kat tv3 malam smlm pasal pemilihan London sebagai destinasi Sukan Sea 2012 dan faktor pemilihan tu adalah disebabkan sistem pengangkutannya yang baik. Dan semalam, belum pun sempat rakyat negara itu meraikan kejayaan itu, London digegarkan dengan siri letupan serentak di stesen-stesen kereta api bawah tanah (tube) dan bas. So awful. These people are innocent, really. So far at least 47 people were killed and another 700, injured. Although the prome minister said it's terrorists' doing ( because one group declared so ) I still think it's so horrible what they did. Thank Allah no Malaysian were involved in the tragedy. Surely they are going to increase the safety awareness level after this.

Abang dah kuar dari hutan pg ni. Rindu sesangat :) x sabar nak tunggu malam nanti. Nak borak puas- puas.

July 7th, Thursday ~ 3 Stooges

Introducing you to my fellow colleagues- Aim & Mizi :)

This picture was taken last month at Pizza Hut MP. We took turns to buy lunch and that time was mine. Had a meatballs pizza. Not really my taste, actually. My favourite was pizza barbeque but unfotch they don't do that kind anymore.

Can't wait for our next paycheck. It's Aim's turn. Already hinted him that Kenny Rogers' chicken is so mouth-watering and the muffin is so good. He ignored us but get the point, definitely =P

Found recipe to cook mee kari from Ely's Recipe Book. Will try to cook it this weekend. It's my husband's fav, so must make it perfect before I cook the meal for him :)

July 6th, Wednesday ~ Quick Recap

Haven't wrote anything for this month. Actually when I started working this monday ( took a leave last Friday ) the new room is still very messy- no hub so only one pc can be connected to the internet ( my boss', of course ). Monday went by, still felt a bit tired after driving all the way from Klang. It's a 2 and a half hour journey but driving a Kancil with full passengers- all 5 seats were occupied so you can imagine lah, MAX did quite a bit heavier duty than usual. But we arrived safely, alhamdulillah. Only one stop to fill the gas. Abang drove back to Lumut. Well, not literally. Don't wanna go into details here, just hope it won't happen again. The wedding went smoothly, the bride and her groom are gorgeous. Getting to know relatives from my F-I-L's side, though it's impossible to memorize all of their names. Hopefully there will be some other time for me to get to know them better.

Abang masuk hutan ari ni sampai jumaat. Puasa sms 3 hari lah gamaknye =( we spent rm100++ for sms only so you can imagine how awkward the next 3 days going to be. Will still send him the usual sms, though he might only get it after he finishes the survival test. Will miss him a lot, too. *sigh*

I wrote this entry in much hassle- the IT unit at PAM blocked the internet connection for the whole users and mizi taught us a way to bypass the proxy server. So we still can surf but some of the ip we used do not allow some features to be use e.g attachment, etc etc. And the line also not very good, a bit slow but as long as I can update my website, then it's all I need :)