Life is a bitch, its way to much for me
They all just make me fucking cry
Fuck them and this world, just let me fucking be
No one will notice when Im ready to say bye

Do you think anyone really cared if I was here or not
I dont think they gave a flying fuck about me
They all just act to make me feel like I belong
I remember when I used to do drugs, and hit from the bong
Then all this shit never seemed this fucking wrong
Until I took a look at my life and noticed how it was so wrong

I quit the drugs now, I wanted to start over, and live my life sober
Now I dont think that it will turn out better like I suspected
The script has been flipped, Its all going so fucking hectic

My girlfriend hasnt called me in a little over a week
We used to talk every night before we went to sleep
I dont know if she still loves me anymore
I was able to feel it inside of my heart before
Its still there, somewhere, deep inside of me
Im wishing it would come back out and say hi to me

I know that would make me stop writing this shit all together
To have my girlfriends love be inside of me, to make this all better

Im so alone without her, she makes me feel cared for, and oh how much I love her voice
I bet if she knew I was writing this, shed be hoping that I make the right choice

That choice is for me, not anyone else, its only mine to make
Even if you fucked up people think that Ive made a big mistake
Theres nothing you can do to even begin to erase all the hate

If any of you really cared you wouldnt ever act so fucking sarcastic
All that does is make this poem so much more fucking drastic

I know I wouldnt be able to kill myself, I have no guts to do that to me or anyone else

I may continue writing all of this fucked up emotion
Until I decide to stop this commotion, just read, and feel the fucking explosion

It all comes from inside of me, where noone else but me will ever see
Im hoping you will all stop gripping onto my heart, and squeezing this pain into me

My life is going to stay the way it is, no matter what I try to do to make it seem better for me

If you think you know how Im feeling when I sit here and write all of this
There must have been something that you fucking missed

I dont really care anymore, how you people feel about me, you all think you will live your lives being happy for eternity

Just leave me the fuck alone, just let me fucking be
Whether you believe it or not, my heart is now feeling much better, with glee

You see, this all was supposed to make you feel fucking better about me
It's time for me to say good bye, Ill say all of my prayers before I fucking die

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