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haha. golden boy. he turns 18 on july 18. cute, huh? where did the 14 days that we were of same age go? i was born on july 4, 1987, he on july 18, 1986... technically he is 11 months and 2 weeks OR 351 days older than me %_%. this would be the last day that my brother is 17. aaaw. actually, i like the fact that we are almost like "twins". again, it's cute. right now, we're into the same things [armbands - lol], same hobbies [html artistry anyone?] , same music [j-, k-, c-pop, opm], same likes [everything JAPAN] and dislikes [carlos agassi, kris aquino, "TH" people...MATH]. we have differences too like how he obsesses with sandara park and how i loathe her gets-away-with-being-cute antics, that i am a girl and he's a boy [no duh ;], how he answers back to my parents when i don't, how i answer to questions when he won't... etc. my brother's one of the reasons why i'm grinning and jumping about when i get home ^_^ [no bribery here!]. [aaaaawwww][wt_!?]. i come home to a guy reflection of me, my brother and that makes me one very happy little sister again once 12 strikes tonight. [i cannot believe i am blogging this.]

watcha think? pretty? has to be! email/YM me for comments!

i got home LATE last night, like 9pm late. i stepped off the dorm with rai, chinen, and tonton [kapitbahays! kuyas! kaberks!] at around 4:30.. and it was raining.. and it was TRAFFIC in the "grove" [street outside uplb]. that's an hour's stay in a jeepney to olivares. olivares is the tiny plaza where buses to cubao stop to pick us tiny commuters up. in the bus, expect to get dizzy and freezy. i already made a mental note to avoid wearing sleeveless shirts and shorts when commuting home + bring a jacket next time around. dizzy dizzy dizzy alright. it's annoying how i can't stand not sleeping in buses because of headaches. we got off in magallanes, and hiked up the mrt station for our fast and headache-free journey home.

the drawing contest... i was acting all jerky and anxious in class last friday in anxiety to head back to Belmore [dorm] and finish my entry for the drawing contest.. i got home, did the coloring with colored pencils for the first time, then my blockmate CF asked me to submit his.---that's when all that was left of my confidence of placing in the contest drained off. @_@ poor little me with her little drawing of a character called Vanity [dedicated to my dear brother as a birthday present]. sniffle sniff. that's also a burnt 50- and 20- peso bill. yehwateber. at least they get to post my drawing and my name in the humanities building. that should be enough for me :P

ako'y isang malabong tao. i am a very misty person. i am a very foggy person. i am a very cloudy person. ako'y isang malabong tao. ++ haven't i cursed math and speechcomm last week? in reality, i am starting to fall in love with these terror subjects. i may not get a grade above 2.0 in the end but i am happy to say that i liked staying up late for homework and research and re-drafting. nasanay na nga pala ako sa sunny hill ng ganun. problem with math with me, in sunny hill, we studied it diligently everyday with a math goddess named miss grace manatad, here in college, we get to study it with another beautiful teacher but one who's lacking the skills to make the numbers stay with me: she's not an effective teacher. she answers her own questions and gives us homework math 17 students have hard times answering, and one who is always absent every monday morning for our early 8-9am class [the bus from manila must be always late]... as for speechcomm: my prof is like a "nanay"... i mean, she's someone who is a professional PROFESSOR. she's strict, she's fluent, she's a perfectionist. i am going crazy trying to come up with speech drafts that always get stained with bloody red. i finished my final draft earlier so i'm kinda relieved at the moment.

please bear with my excessive blogging about my school subjects. let's say that i haven't really found easy topics that aren't related to the place where i am now..which is los baños. +++ i am a happy student every tuesday and thursday! i get to go to my favorite subjects and do whatever for a big part of the day, unlike every MWF where i have to face math11 and speechcomm1... if only my PE class was already all about arnis (or the other martial arts i picked)! i have to go through the PE1, which is the lecture. it would probably be a boring subject if not for our prof making us REPORT in unconventional ways of reporting... that's 4 meetings full of planning with the group, like the one i'm in earlier. the meeting was fun: i get to act like little miss karate kid slash photographer. part of our report is my presentation... in comic strips! we better not blow off the entire report or else my 40% in PE would go down the drain...

i already told people that "whenever i hear numbers, i become frustrated.". in IT class, my head was filled with all those useless (opinionated) decimal/binary/octal/hexadecimal code converting! it's all math math math! waaah. the weird thing is, i like being challenged by that stupid subject so much. everytime my head hurts or when i sleep later than 12mn because of a fruitless equation, i feel dejected but at the same time daring and testy... and becoming daring because of something difficult, like math, is good for me: i become stronger, wiser... older. Ha. think wrinkles man. maybe that's the reason why so many mathematicians look funny in pictures!

i am fooled by ads. posted on most of the buildings' billboards is the manga-inspired poster of the UPLB arnis team calling for tryouts... that's where i'm going later at 6:30. i want to get involved in a sport here. since i stopped skating and jogging, i started feeling sluggish.. and i like the idea of having incredible physical fitness, and of stretching out the limits and capabilities of my physical body... but i hafta think. wtf are my priorities anyway?? will arnis do me good in my transferring to diliman? it will build up my discipline for sure... my dad told me that. i respect the word of my parents. maybe if i do get into the team, i might change into someone better.

i brought the digican here... i'll be posting the shots with my new layout next week. :P

talk about being serious in priorities O_O. i am about to join two art contests... i just want to see how i fare with students outside sunny hill.. in shs, the people i compete with are those i compete with every year.. i wasn't expecting new things there. maybe it's going to be different here? i hope. if not, that's burning P50+ for registration fees.

a final word: i am obsessed about transferring to UP diliman! ha. like it isn't obvious noh. -_-. i better finish my speech comm paper now..

subjects i love to hate
i blame myself for disliking 2 subjects in my schooling today: MATH and SPEECH COMMUNICATION. i don't know why i have to take math 11. i don't know why i find solving math fun and frustrating and i don't know whether i am to love or hate it! my math prof happens to be a fresh graduate who can't teach right: she forgets to point out important tips, gives us complicated examples at the beginning of the sessions and makes them "continue them at home". what if i just don't get math at all? then i can't continue it at all! then i fail math 11. then i become an irregular freshman. then i can't transfer to diliman! no way, pare. ++ then, there's speech communication. the idea of studying communication so you won't faint in front of an audience seems... all right. easy. piece of cake. kuto. lisa. whatever. but this class is NOT. in the class, everybody is given paperwork that you have to glare at and rewrite for a thousand times so that she approves it for the grade. that's what i'm supposed to be doing now, but i'm blogging...and a while ago, i got together with my "bandmate" friends in YM!! woww!

somehow, i feel less homesick. please please please text me everyday for those of you who have piso to spare.

allowance
i was born a thrifty person. i can continously eat P20/meals for lunch or dinner so i can buy something more expensive, more useful and more satisfying than food..like a book or a new shirt. basta wag lang pagkain. i can eat all the delicious food of the world when i get home. incentive yan. i can deprive myself of pricey resto/bar meals for a while.. and now i have something to save up for! this sounds really cheesy but i want to help my mom in anyway i can. no, we're not rich as people perceive me to be here. what i'm trying to do is try to get all those luxuries of the wealthy by saving up myself... i'm a humble person noh...with high dreams...

a while ago, i was speaking with my friend angel about dreams. not the kind that you get in deep slumber.. the dreams i'm talking about are those that you think of as goals, achievements. the bad thing is: all the goals i've been formulating revolves all around UP diliman. or joining orgs here in UPLB like UP painter's club or the arnis team, or the school paper the perspective, or the theatre arts org, etc. one word: that would be IMPOSSIBLE. if i want to get decent grades, i better concentrate on my studies. when i get transferred to diliman, that's when i'll jion all those orgs. WHEN i transfer to diliman, then i'll be ME. here, something restricts me from doing better things. probably because i don't have much inspiration here as i'd have at home... gaaahh, my pet dog must miss me a lot @_@

what a way to spend half of my "study" weekend: yesterday, i spent my whole day prepping up for the first game of the uaap season 67... UP vs. AdU. not a very exciting match-up, i know but since i'm a student of UP now, i feel that i have to support my university :P.

anyway, sorry i've been on hiatus mode for 2 weeks! ^_^; i'm having a hard time trying to budget my time and my money [pambayad sa rental] there in uplb. what has passed? my birthday, my pranks, my new habits, etc etc etc! @_@ i'll be making a new layout next weekend so...wait for that! i keep on wishing "sana nag-aral na lang ako nung upcat para nasa diliman nalang ako" >_> but, yeesh, i am already in UP, all i can do is be strong enough to brace life without my family and friends for 13 weeks... then, it's going to be sembreak~! wahoo! after sem break... 4-5 months of homesickness again, then it's summer! then i can draw! and skate! and sleep! and write! and blog! i can't stand the tranquil surroundings of uplb... eerr.. i have been warned that it was a 'party school' because of the abundant invitations to orientations and concerts BUT... it's different. i want to have a mall only one ride from home, i want to hear my pet dog bark at me when i get home, and i want to see my surroundings at home.

i always look forward to fridays.. that's when i get home. that's when i ride the public utility bus and get migraines that make me collapse into deep slumber hanggang makadating sa ayala and walk walk and walk in glorietta to meet my kuya or my mom or my dad, and i'm happy again despite the numbness due to fatigue of the entire study week. i feel like crying every monday because it's "4 more days to go" before i go home... wahhh.

hawaiian debut
last saturday, i was frantic in search of a hawaiian get-up that i never owned for my classmate's debut! [wow, you're so old already cy!] anyway, i was soooo happy i was able to see my gradeschool classmates again! it has been 4 long years since i've last seen most of them.. rinika blanco, joshua gucaban, albert pasion, rey brian cruz, alfred capistrano [i last saw him when i was in 4TH GRADE!], cyrene shafer [the debutante], and the not-so faraway friends, tammy and the cayetano twins. WOW. visit this http://www.light-overload.net/aei/pic3.jpg
toycon
hala, i'll be splurging all my money away because of comics!? no way!! i think that's what i did yesterday in megamall... there was simply TOO MANY people. napisa ako - grabe. anyway, the toycon only comes once a year. ++ of course there was the cosplay competition again: i was soo envious of those who find the time and the money to cosplay. as i arrived in UPLB the same afternoon, i can't help but feel so... rotten because i have to be deprived of the things i enjoy the most, like my house, my family, my animé, my tv, and the chance to participate in such events.. or maybe it's just me. if i really want to cosplay, i should find a way to do so. when i return this weekend, i'll look for a blue wig for the comet costume. i don't know when the animé on ice will be but, luckily, i'll be participating there as... _______________. surprise na un. :D
i need SLEEP
mahirap ang buhay dorm. if you have the luxury of owning a bedroom all by yourself, bee happy already!! i can't really *sleep* because my roommate happens to study at 11 and keeps the light on up to sawa AND wakes up so ____ early so i wake up early too. it's in the abscence of things that we start to realize their value the most... i miss my bedroom, i miss my home, i miss my SLEEPING time... aargh.
my ugly side
why do i have to be such a pessimist in staying here in UPLB?? i don't know. i have to enjoy my stay here and *try* to LIVE with it for a year.. sniff. and i should be rejoicing because i'll be celebrating my 17th birthday on sunday.. yes, pinagkakalat ko talaga yan ^_^ [sana walang pasok for one week para malubos ko na ung bakasyon ko sa QC.] -_-;; really. whatever. at least i'm still alive, working my ass up for a goal to go home. i am hearing a lot of murder stories of UP-students.
and i thought i could adjust here easily.

advance study
i never learned that in sunny hill. back there, in gradeschool/highschool, i'd come to school totally ignorant of the day's lesson... unless it's i need to for a project/report. amazing: i actually use my time here to STUDY. i've never done that seriously before because i only study when there's a test.. i'm feeling more like a real student already! ;] UP[LB] DOES WONDERS. lol.
in reciting
ito pa, something i never was active at in high school: reciting. i'd keep my mouth shut about my opinions in highschool! if i know the teacher well, then i'd talk a lot...but most of the time i'm quiet in lectures. now, no matter how barok/broken my english grammar/diction is, i try to talk at least once in my class! huwaaaw! THIS IS REAL EDUCATION --- i am being educated!

first dress impressions...last
hmm.. it seems like most people i introduce myself to remembers my name! why? -_-;; my clothes seem to make a statement everywhere i go. what is wrong with wearing skirts and knee-high socks, and high tops anyway? ^_~ none! and i grin at anyone who i glance eye-to-eye with...tipo bang play safe...para walang magalit na soro/org sa kin...nyehehehe. if i dress funny to you...and you

para maalala ang pangalan
don't be surprised to see my palm covered with doodles by the end of the day. i developed a BAD habit of writing peoples' names and their characteristics so the next time i see them, i won't have to wait for the next person to call their name. to me, somebody [whom you just met] who calls you by your name...is flattering because you remembered.
first club orientation
free food. astig dito, bawat gabi may nagiimbita sumali sa org! ;] free food! free food! [sorry lilipat ako ng diliman! O_O]
ganito ba ang humanities?
i *like* going to my humanities class. i never had a STRAIGHT *gay* teacher before... and this one is FUN. he talks about boys boys be my boys and his travels to europe and his love for naked sculptures and his gestures are over-flowery and his class discussions are disrupted frequently because of smoking breaks [seriously!] and... i'm afraid that i just might FLUNK this subject if i don't get PRACTICAL in this class [meaning: SIPSIP]. he's the prof i've been hearing about... the one who favors pretty boys over cute girls and gives grades from hell to the latter sex just because...he's [or she's?] boss. NO way am i going believe that...right? right? i have to get an uno! grrr... and i am so acad-obssessed already -_-.

the loner's [?] abode: layb
new freshman ako, what can i do? my schedule is different from my friends' so i am forced to be all by myself...in the library. not that it's bad. i actually sit around the isolated side of the bulding [outside] where i can breathe UPLB air and just be... peaceful with mother nature. [blagh?]

time	MON	TUES	WED	THURS	FRI
8-9	MATH 11		MATH 11		MATH 11
9-10	IT 1		IT1
10-11	SPCM 1	PE1	SPCM1	PE 1	SPCM 1
11-12	PHILO1	HUM 2	PHILO1	HUM 2	PHILO 1
12-1		HUM 2		HUM 2
1-2	PSY 1	IT-LAB	PSY 1		PSY 1
2-3		IT-LAB
3-4		IT-LAB	PRE-VM
4-5			LTS 1
5-6			LTS 1
6-7			LTS 1

IT 1 = information techology. 2 classes: lecture and lab. sa lecture, 100 kami sa classroom. tsaka projector gamit. di uso sa sunny hill un.

PHILO 1 = pang pilosopo. i like this subject because i can let my weird questions OUT to others!

PRE-VM = pre vet med block meeting. nanay daw ako. appointed secretary na wala nang ginawa kundi magdrawing.

LTS 1 = literacy training service. puro games! i get to teach kiddos! happy happy happy! ayoko lang kasi gabi ang uwi. nasa tapat pa man din ng freedom park/fertility tree ung venue...

i am very hungry. i mean it. that's one of the burgeoning reasons why i want to go HOME. technically, if i have no one to eat with, i don't eat... i go back to the dorm and try to satisfy my hunger with ovaltine and skyflakes and cheese wiz. ;_;. but i am not thinning away and i'm not developing deep eye bags like i thought i would. whatever. i just want to go home ;_;

oh my. and i though i was going to enjoy my humanities art appreciation class! -_-; unfortunately, what i got is a ... g_y professor who practically wasted an hour of life in making us listen to him oggle at some handsome guy from UPLB/europe/our class. -_- then, i get seated in the FRONT, in the CENTER where i have to try hard to conceal my real facial expressions about his endless flings with prince charmings. i have a classmate named christobal and he's the type who has been blessed with the look of the filipino adonis but i kind of pity him because my prof always calls him in front to model or to be touched on the arm [really -_-] or to be fed Mcdonald's french fries. so...

do you gaze at the stars at night when i do? do you believe in a thing called love? i think i do.
Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.The only reason someone would hate you is because they want to be just like you.There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you.You mean the world to someone.Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.When you think the world has turned its back on you , take a look again. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget the rude remarks. and blah blah blah. i like to believe in Karma and how things goes around/comes around.. this time, i think that i'll be enjoying my Philosophy class more now.

why i took up I.T.1
i think i made a mistake choosing this subject here in UPLB because i have been kindly told by my lab prof that i should be expecting to get bored with the lessons... much ado about nothing, huh? i thought that i could ask some tips about css/java/etc. comsci students have all the luck, noh. she gauged that i know a lot from out "my first webpage" exercise... so if i get a grade lower than 1.5 in this subject, @#$%^#@!!!! that'd be unheard of.

christian bautista
call me girly and all that crap but there's something in the way this guy sings that make me suddenly.. grin like crazy and act like i'm lovestruck [which i know i'm not]. hah. makes me want to watch his concert on july30! @#$%^ [like i could. wala akong kasama, samahan niyo ako! ^_^, kahit belated birthday gift na un! haha]

father's day...kahapon
my dad is so nice for bringing me to my farfarawaY university again on his special day. and i took advantage of it. when they bring me here in los baños, while still in the car, i can't help but feel how lucky i am to be listening to my favorite e-heads song...

isang klase ka lang!
i must be one of the luckier girls who gets to be picked on by gay professors because of what they wear. pare, sikat na ko kagad sa humanities 2 ko! first blow-off...i skipped the faggin' [??] class last tuesday because i lost face in coming to class 30 minutes late [blame the schedule]. then, thursday, my gay prof. scrutinizes my outfit and then asks me to parade the class with my bag and jokes that i was absent the last time because of parading around campus! nice nice nice.

hum2.
despite the girly professor, i like my humanities 2 subject. HUM2 is all about art appreciation.. and i like art. and i like the gay teacher because he seems... fun in a non-sarcastic way. wire voodoo dolls are hooked at the back of the room and photographs of students modelling with vegetable..GUNS..cover the wall facing left. i like the odd setting and the teacher who reminded me of MR. CAO back in biology.

an ode to a frog
in 2nd year highschool biology, i had another gay teacher, Mr. Cao who made us COMPOSE a song each about anything biology-related. like, whatthe__!? but i was so pumped up about singing in school so i composed a song catchy enough to beat GMA jingles... ne, j.k. i used a card captor sakura song as the BG. i had to sing it out in the science lab to the dead frogs on the dissecting pans, thus, an ode to a frog.

mahirap ang buhay-FRESHIE
everytime i think about home [today] i get teary-eyed. it's ridiculous. yesterday, i was swearing on how i hate studying here [because of earlier events to be blogged about later].. now, i'm alright again. maybe because i was able to talk to a guy from my speech comm class who talked to me about homesickness. maybe because i was able to talk to him about naruto and angel sanctuary and that he was the type who can stand about me blubbering about j-pop and cosplay, and advent children... wow. then, there was this girl who seemed helpless about our speech comm homework who i was with. i was thinking, hey i could do better. UPista na ko, and i have to live with that fact until next year. i entered UPLB with full guts and glory so even if i want to scamper back home sweet home, i'm staying here..

psychology class
popularity RULES here. i thought UP skipped that kind of superficiality a long time ago, but no. in yesterday's PSYch, we had to select 8 students who weren't enlisted in the class, ala Star Circle talent test-ing: they told us their names and did what they have to do. The Rejoice song? walang kamatayan. about skimpy girls singing? in the selection of the "magic 8", they got in because they had something special others didn't have: the looks. at the back area, a bunch of guys started hooting and all i could do was stand the little sexist commotion happening around. but that's just my first class, first impression. tommorow, it just might change.

my blockmates
aren't i supposed to enjoy block meetings? hmmm... right now, i... don't. there are things that i can't type out here but in short summary: mas friends ko ang boys kaysa girls.

so very lonelyyyyy...
pwe. i am now going through the tedious life of a loner. i am so homesick. kaya pala mahirap ang buhay freshman. to all QC students, ang swerte niyo pwede kayong umuwi sa bahay ;_; ako friday lang.

i have been AWAY from home for 3 days now. i am desolate, i am lonely, i am HOMESICK. i have never been away from quezon city for this long with my own liking before. Now you ask me if i like it here---

i don't know!! but one thing's for sure... diliman! diliman! i want to study in diliman! leche kasi, ba't nagkamatayan ung mga tupa sa quezon city!!! wala bang silang immunity sa polusyon!? bweeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

tanong: why do i want to study vet med? mahilig ako sa hayop! un lang. pero hindi ako inclined sa science. sabog ako sa science dahil galit ako sa mga teacher na mahilig magpa-memorize. mas maganda ung tipo-improptu at spontaneous...OH WELL.

ayos ba! may frontpage sila dito! makakapag-blog pa rin ako! wala lang FTP kaya nagtitiyaga ako sa geocities.

my sunny hill classmates in quezon city are lucky they can *walk* to sunny hill to grab their yearbooks already. thank you elay for calling me. may social life pa rin pala ako sa ibang lugar kahit pa pano. dito kasi, barkada? non-existing.

[sorry for the discrimination. it seems that i miss my barkada at QC so much that only those whom i find similar to them are those i open up to.]

nung nag-ttour kami nung mga ka-course kong vet med, HIMALA. may mga PROMDI na may alam ng advent children! ng animé! ng animax! ng RPG! ng lunar! ng final fantasy! at maraming pang iba! kaso, promdi nga lang sila! medyo weird ang accent! [and to think that i HATE being called "rich kid" around here when i'm labelling them all the same]

i am now going to admit that ~tadaaa!~ i have OFFICIALLY missed my FIRST class of my FIRST humanities subject in my entire life. be very cautious about evil, pretentious TIME TABLES which can fool you in reading 11:30 as 12 PM. i RAN to my class, ok? i try to enforce a policy that i should be 10-5-minutes early in class so that i won't be late. 5-to-12'o'clock earlier: i was sweating because of the unexpected run and the UNEXPECTED heat.. then i was steered close to tears when i found out that i was 30 minutes late already. so much for brownie points. ang saya! may record kagad ako -_-. these days, the LIBRARY is my little abode where i can read, rest, dry my hair from running, and sleep. i am an outcast, a self-appointed loner, completely shut off from the outer world, until 1pm strikes and i strut off to my IT class which would unfortunately only teach me about BASIC web design. ung tipong notepad. argh.

kuya is lucky he has his friends with him in his school ;_;. in search for my much-awaited IT class, i got lost and almost got late.... my teacher is a young, 22 year old femme. in our introductions, i made a sort-of 'parinig' about liking web design and my desire to learn more about scripts, flash, etc... until i found out that we'll be having basic basic basic links and text, etc. waaah. there's this guy who likes web designing in the class and i hope i can befriend him so that i won't be the only one ... advanced in the class. i don't want their expectations. pa-papel ako sa klase as much as i can so that i can get high recitation marks. for diliman! ... for diliman!

for these first few days, my life has become sudenly boring. swerte ko may internet. may dala akong gitara, cd player, jpop cds, at mga kaibigang taga-qc na gusto rin lumipat ng diliman...

it's a miracle: i almost FORGOT that today is my country's independence day. no hype, no flags, no working day-holiday, no ANYTHING.. that gives malls good excuses to HYPE up THEIR OWN sales.. up to 50% off! [mm. i'm blubbering]

I am one dramatic person. as much as i don't want to make a fuss out of living AWAY from my home, i abuse the same notion so i can get what i want. like a movie. "pa, gusto ko before sunday, panoorin na natin ung harry potter 3" *fake sniffle*. LOL. anyway, out of all the movies i watched summer 2004, only 2 of them make the cut as decent to me. first, TROY and then HP3. troy has a whoa-effect on me because i like mythology a lot AND they made a MOVIE [not a documentary] out of it. my definition of a movie is something with a deep story, a good cast, and an artistic sense in its direction. then again, if they didn't cast brad pitt, orlando bloom, and eric bana, i would've been too lazy to watch it in the first place. call me superficial and all, but i do know that you somehow agree with me when i say that sights that are pleasing to the eyes becomes ...interesting.

i can't believe i'll be sleeping on a different bed tomorrow night! >_<. gone are the musty scent of my childhood pillow that i sleep with [now]. i'll probably start developing bad sleeping AND eating habits now that i have nobody to eat with because i know nobody in that faraway university, then, i'll get all misty-eyed whenever i think of home and my pet dog ashli whom i'm leaving to my heartless brother who might go "Oops! nakalimutan kong pakainin si ashli! bwahaha!" and my beautiful flowering plants will wither in agony "where o where has our beautiful, winking, water-sprinkleR ran off to?" and people will start murmuring "whatever happened to that kid-who-claims-to-be-old?" and i'll lose all sanity and breakdown like britney and mariah carey and splurge all my money so i can get temporarily happy and blog excessively stupid reality parodies like what i am doing at this actuality.

if i pursued a theatre career, i could've been impressive, noh? nyahaha XD XD XD

i try to limit my hobbies and learning exploits to writing, drawing, singing, and making graphics... and trying to play a guitar and reading japanese. one, two, three, four, five, and six, then seven.

i'll be a psychotic, rock-loving, artistic and vain veterinarian. ain't that cool! ^_~ [i am trying to console myself about vetmedvetmedvetmed because i just seen a very PRETTY veterinarian, j.love.hewitt as garfield's doctor! yeeheehee.]

i am artemis, fierce, amazonic, legolas-arrow-shooting lover of animals. if you don't know her, she's apollo duh greeaaat's little sister. if you don't know apollo, look up their father, zeus. if you don't know zeus, even in the disney cartoons, then i don't know you, you don't know me. go find yourself a mythology book.

mmmhmmm. i'm little miss geocities-freeloader today! i am assuming that internet cafés in los baños don't have wtp so all those visitors [hiiya!] from L-ol.net/aei will be redirected here in geocities. hopefully, i can edit and upload easily in geocities. if not, then YM me if you're interested about life as a 5-footer in a far far away university. [shrek 2!]

okay okay. i am the artist responsible for the entire package on the left: that's supposed to be COMET from bust-a-groove 2, one of my favorite games of all-time. i am open to violence and criticism about the line art, the coloring-- everything. i mean, c'mon, THAT's my first attempt to do colors! you have to have to have to admit it's...decent at least for a first-timer. i obviously like pastel in web layouts so it's babypink-babyblue-and-dullwhite on the menu of yours truly! i am too lazy to add more pa-arte effects so that's that.

i am *hopefully* going to cosplay her. she's cute and bubbly. she dances and she serves burgers off the grill on a pair of roller blades, something i want to try out in a part-time job that never came to reality.

i think that there's a case of f@voritism in the contest. [pikon ka lang. nyehehehe] i entered in wallpaper making, blending-editing, fanart, and poetry-making. i won second in poetry making and blending. that's all. and i thought i'd win even a first. @_@ i know i am an @$$hole for asking for too much. i've been assuming that i am The Great for a while now and this second-place and cute sunflower avatar should be enough to remind me that entering contests are the more .. happier things than winning. at least i tried.

please keep me up-to-date in reality in quezon city by sending me a message -- YM:waterflowersakura.

BAKIT??!? Kelan ako naging BOY-CRAZY!? L O L!! Nakakatuwa lang! wala lang. sa totoo lang, wala akong crush na crush na crush na crush sa kanila. this summer, wala rin at wala akong pakialam. at sa UP Los Baños, dapat wala kung hindi, baka hindi ako makalipat sa UP Diliman kung lilipat man ako. for short, wag niyo akong lapitan basta basta at gustong makipagkilala dahil sa may natipuhan kayo sa itsura ko. period.

i must be alienated. this is the ONE weekend that i don't look forward to waking up. saturday morning, i'm supposed to attend my confirmation seminar. if there's one word to describe it, it's ...! its's..! boring. yeesh. then, they're making us go to confession. i admit, i am not a pious person. catholic church discussions are what i consider a waste of time because i'd study them at my own will rather than have speakers who try so hard to keep us entertained. i went through this last saturday and the only thing i'm happy about the experience is that i got stuck in the UP circle chapel all by myself watching the rain pour. now THAT is bliss.

i finally found meaning to my summer existence! LOL. it is unfortunate that i've only discovered this now that vacation is ending.. anyway, i've been trying my hand at arts again. i drew portraits that can make art school dropouts drool, composed ridiculous rhyming poems, and renewed my obsession to anime. amidst my aching back, constant hunger pangs [i forgot to eat], and late nights, i think found my real passion. SO. again, this turns around my college course yadda yadda yadda. i AM going to transfer to UPD's Broadcast Comm!! and take advertising majors/minors!! okay?? animals are cute but..

[galit ako sa taong mayabang. lalo na ung tipong "hmmph! superior ako sa `yo, indyo ka, ignorante ka"...my @$$. >.> may kilala akong ganun.]

i should be so lucky...lucky lucky lucky! ^^ i am a shallow person. bring me anywhere, make me walk out of my own will, laugh at YOUR own will, and give me food... and i'm happy. anyway, elay jolted me up with a call.. i was hearing Gee! What a summer! Summer! Summer! in my dreams.. phone ko pala. armed with a car and a bunch of invitations, we did special deliveries of my classmate, Frances del Rosario's debut. we arrived at the home of one of my best class buddies, brian asdala. notice that when boys graduate high school, all of them start sporting elvis/f4 hair. ^~ i get the idea.

it's a wonder how a few minutes of contact from an old friend can do to you. buong araw, nakangiti ako.

i love receiving mail...though not the type you can send at the click of a button. recently, i got this

f r e e book from this website. for many internet afficionados, this would turn out to be a surprise because when in profile informations they ask you for your address, it's for some lame advertising scheme. yeah, it's my first time receiving anything through registered mail for a while. i take out the package... {oooh...bomba ba `to?! sinong nagmamahal sa `kin? oooooh...} and it is unmarked besides my name and my address.. carefully, i tear it apart [obvious bang excited] and imagine my glee. it's a book! whoa! {mahilig ako sa kahit anong libro.}i'm halfway through it and in my opinion, it's okay if you're open to all genres but if you're a 16-year-old girl who spotted the word "love" in the summary but finds out a one-way relationship and some manic obssession about animal-dressing [is there even a thing?!], then it's boring.

for bookcrossers, i am leaving this book in the wild for the purpose of delighting others in mundane existence. as for those who don't know what bookcrossers are, click the book link, right panel.

«favorite color...orange orange orange. but i wore an all pink regalia while i was roaming aroung the streets earlier.

«favorite band today... Uinona. pop-punk jpop girl band. i will seriously study guitar. and i am going to form my own jpop band...wait and see..

«i started reading the naruto manga the japanese way today...from chapter 216 [latest scanlation] backwards!

OK. I am .... -_-;; giving my eyes HELL. dammit. i've been staring at too many monitors these past days... playing wild arms 3 for the reason that i don't have ffx-2 international version and just now... the pc.. kuya lives half of his life in front of it so go figure why i rarely blog. ^^;; anyway, i'll be posting my OLD blog entries sometime. when i get sleep. maybe tomorrow. i'm so wasted.

SO. sabog muna lahat. btw, this layout became Sailormoon because i'm having obssessions in earning $100 so i can buy Sailormoon artbooks volume 1-5. para may titigan akong animé sa los baños. heehee.

«favorite shape...stars. but swirls look so... girly? -_-... elegant at the moment. i feel girly because i just watched the lifestyle channel. whenever i see mix-match clothes, the vain-er side of me takes over.

16-year-old-proud-filipina. ^^;;;; someone who strives to do better than the other, though in moderation « loves to sing, write, and express my artistic talent in making clothes, accessories and cellphone covers. « makes a big fuss in living all by herself in a los baños dorm, 5 days a week « wishes to become a singer in a jpop band « likes sailor moon, card captor sakura, kare-kano, ranma 1/2 « splurges on anything white or orange.«looks up to Van Tomiko of Do As Infinity in singing talent and Utada Hikaru in everything. « dislikes rica paralejo and pretentious people « has origami littered in her room « still in love with the idea of falling in love @_@ « will take up a medicine course starting June 2oo4 despite inclinations to mass communications/arts « graduated with flying skirts [kidding] in Sunny Hill School. Editor-in-Chief of the school paper and former S-5 Psychological opera-expert as a CAT officer. « likes wasting her time playing RPGs..once she starts with an one, she never stops « likes Apollo Japanese Strawberry-Chocolate and Meiji Black chocolate. « made her 4th year HS class website. « a vain person for the fact that she likes dressing up. « animé character that most resembles me: Yukino [Kare-kano] « email me