"EEEEMMMM...ohgod...EMMM...MMMAAA...." he grunted as he slammed into her and stayed, grinding his pelvis against her. She moaned out loud as she felt his thick, hard shaft throb hard and fill her with sweet, sticky warmth. "Em...ma.." he gasped, "god...I...love....you.." He buried his face in her hair as she clung to him, his hands stroking her back and hips as he tried desperately to get his breathing under control. "Zac, " she moaned into his strong, warm chest, "I love you." 'too bad you'll be gone before i can tell you how much' she thought. She managed to swipe the tear that escaped the corner of her eye, before he saw it. She pulled slowly off him and he gasped, tilting his head back and closing his eyes involuntarily as her movement shot through him, the head of his penis still being extremely sensitive after the intensity of the orgasm she just gave him. She had her face wiped before he opened them again, and bit back more tears as he lovingly helped her adjust her bra and steadied her as she slipped back into her jeans, once he had himself back in his pants correctly. He helped her get her tank on over her head as her hands shook, then she watched through glassy, tear-blurred vision as he shook out his t-shirt and pulled it over his head. She grabbed her heeled boots and carried them from the ends of her fingers as they walked back to the car, hand in hand. She looked up at Zac and had to smile as he bestowed a warm, sexy one on her and felt the pain stab through her heart as she thought to herself that that would be the last time he ever looked at her that way. She knew she was being selfish, and that he would be so hurt when Taylor blindsided him with the awful truth, but she just could NOT bear to see anything but the love he had for her, that he so clearly displayed in his expression. She could NOT bear the same derrogatory look that most people pinned her with, as soon as they found out what she did to pay the rent. Mostly she just let it slide, not caring what anyone thought of her, because she would at least get her education finished, still help take care of her mom and manage to have time to sleep, too. But not ZAC. She couldn't bear to see it in Zac's eyes. They were back at her car, and he pulled her close to him again. She breathed in deeply and let her fingers comb his windblown hair. He nuzzled her neck and kissed her cheek, then tenderly kissed her lips. "How do you wanna do this, Em? Even if you're not working today, you still have to have your car." he asked her. "You drive to your house, Zac. "I'm still gonna bum a shower and the couch from, Jenny. I don't wanna deal with Mom just yet." she said truthfully. Bad enough she knew she was already losing Zac, she didn't want to have the same old fight with her mom on top of it. "Okay, baby. But I want you to call me as soon as you're at Jenny's so I know you got there alright." he said as he opened her door. "I will, Zac." she answered obediently just before he closed her door. The rode in silence most of the way back to the Hanson's house, but still Zac refused to relinquish Emma's hand to her. When they pulled up out front, Zac showered Emma with kisses and held her tightly. "I wanna see you before I have to go out of town, Em. Please tell me you have sometime to spend.." he said softly in her ear. "I'll make time, Zac. If you want to see me I'll make the time." she whispered over the lump in her throat. "Of course I do. Call my cell as soon as you get to Jenny's and then I'll call you later this afternoon, okay?" he said and raked his hand through her curls again. "Alright..." she answered and let him kiss her tenderly again. "Go on baby...before they wake up.." she urged. Zac kissed her again, stroked her cheek and strolled up the driveway. |
| As soon as his back was turned, the tears came. They flowed unchecked down her cheeks and trickled off her chin, landing in warm dots on the bare skin of her chest and sliding down her skin. She closed her eyes as she felt them take the same path his mouth had, between her breasts and they flowed even more. She saw him turn and give her a wave as he opened the door and went inside. She smiled convincinly, tears unnoticed by him, as it was still dark and he was far enough away, and waved back. She slid into the driver's seat and for once in her life did not pull out onto the road at top speed. She looked back one more time and saw a pair of glowing blue eyes gazing back at her through the front window. 'God, just be easy on him, Tay' she thought as she wiped her face and sped away. She really had thought of showering and changing, maybe getting a couple of hours sleep at Jenny's, but that would mean she'd have to stay up and tell Jenny everything and she didn't want to think, let alone talk about it. Remembering the blanket and bag of spare clothes in her trunk, she crossed the other three lanes on the highway and headed back for the coast. She wound up in Redondo Beach, at the public beach that the hard core surfers used. It was still early enough that they weren't around yet, or still sleeping out on the beach waiting for the 'killer waves' to roll in, so she grabbed her bag and went to the outdoor showers. She peeled down to her skimpy underwear and showered in them, used her over shirt as a towel and then padded on barefeet back to her car. She pulled off the wet underwear, once inside the backseat of her car, and pulled her spare clothes on, then got back out of the car, went to the payphone and called Zac to let him know she was alright, and let him think she was at Jenny's. She climbed into the backseat, tears flowing again, wrapped up in her blanket, locked the doors and fell asleep. "Hey, Zac.." Taylor called softly to him as he tried to move quietly into his bedroom, hoping not to wake his parents or younger siblings. "Dude, don't sneak up on me like that..why are you even awake?" Zac asked. "Couldn't sleep." Tay told him quickly. "Emma's good to drive?" "She's fine, she slept it off while I drove for a while. I didn't think her mom would be real happy if I dropped her off like that then expect a place to hang out while I waited for a cab. So I took a ride to the beach." Zac told him. "The beach? That's a long ride.." Taylor commented. "Duh..she was sober when she left..what is this?" Zac asked, wondering what the hell had gotten into Taylor. "What is what? I couldn't sleep, I heard you pull up and came to see if Emma was alright. She's cool, Zac. I like her. Is that all right? Or do you want me to hate every woman you ever date?" Taylor asked sarcastically. "I guess I'm just tired. Sorry Tay. Thanks, she's alright. She'll call when she gets in. I'm gonna shower before she does.." Zac told him and went through the bedroom and into the bath. "I'm going to bed then. 'Nite bro." Tay said as Zac closed the bathroom door. "Nite, Tay." he said and jumped in the shower, washed quickly, dried off, took Emma's call and fell into bed. |