~WELCOME*TO*MY*WONDER*WORLD*OF*DREAMS~

well, here you are then, in the realm of my own dreams, a (sometimes) darkened forest featuring nightmares, but also happy dreams. You know, i've experienced that there are a lot of dreams which relate to something in my past, often there are fragments of my past in it. You should tryn to remeber what you have dreamed and write it down right after getting out of bed, like I used to do, now I can't see to remember any dream. Anyway, enjoy reading, hope you learn something from it.

DATED: april 04 2000. My dream was in two parts. The first part was very clear to me, I could see it if I were there, because I've had that dream several times now. I was with 2 former friends of mine, we were on a market in Amsterdam, and we were looking at hair clips...the whole market was almost filled with hairclips varied in size, colour, add-ons and so fort. When I came home, I was told that we were about to move to utrecht and that i had to get my stuff quickly. The next day (which I descrie as part II) I was alone in our new house with my brother. I remember seeing his room there, it was an attic, large, with one side of the room completely windowed. It was gonna be our first day at our new school and we were almost too late because of my bro who had been busy with lots of things too long. My brother brought me to my class and I was in the same class as one of the friends I was with in Amsterdam. I remember seeing all my old classmates from that year in my dream; there was no class for me, because the whole school went swimming for lessons, but I didn't know, so like another boy, I was seated aside. That boy was one of my friends at the time, but in my dream I recognized the face, but didn't know who he was. After school, I went to the movies, my dad picked me up when it was finished, and we went over to my cuz' Kendra's place. When we arrived, we saw that there was a little dog, but not a real one, a big, life real, toy dog. I went to Kendra's room, which now was in a bassement like room, it was light, the walls were white, but still it seemd a bit like a dungeon or something. She said that she gave her brother the attic because she was spending way more time in the bassement like room. I went back to my dad, but when i got to the attic Kendra was lying on her bed, and she said she was so tired, that all she wanted to do was closing her eyes, and sleep, sleep, sleep. I remeber hearing a lot of hard, loud laughter in my dream, which gave me the chills. DATED: April 5, 2000 This time it was more a nightmare then something else. I remember that it frightened me because it seemed so real, so scary..the atmoshpere, everything..it was like this: My brother, mom and I were in a car, and we drove to a certain place. I don't know what that place was, I couldn't hear that. Everytime they said it there was a car passing by, or something else. At the left of the road, there was a fun fair, I could see that because I saw a huge Giant's wheel. When we got out of the car ( I don't know why) I was happy because I was finally able to stretch my legs. I was walking ahead, my mother and bro were a bit behind me. As I was walking, I passed this man, who was wearing a black leather jacket, and he had red hair. The look in his eyes scared the hell out of me, and I went back to my mom. Suddenly the man says: "keep her away from me I don't want to kill again." he ran into an alley, and that's about where I woke up. I know it doesn't sound that scary, but I can asure you that it wasn't any fun dreaming this. Go to Page 2 Main meaning of dreams