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Written By me: 8th may 2001

I'm sitting here all alone,
Wondering to myself when will I see you again,
I have seen you a lot of times before
And now I know your name to match your beautiful face.

Ever since I saw you for the first time,
I always wondered what it would be like,
To be able to shake your hand and,
To be able to talk to you.

You were more that what I expected,
You are an angel sent by God to see us humans here on earth,
You have the smile that melts me away,
You have what it takes to take my breath away.

I asked myself if I was dreaming,
Are you really there Infront of me?
I felt your presence and I know you are really there,
Your gentleness and kindness made me feel warm.

And now as I sit here again alone in my chair,
I wonder what it would be like to see you again,
I am amazed by you, you are the one,
The one that made me feel confident again.

Maybe destiny will allow us to meet again,
Maybe today, Maybe tommorow or maybe never,
If you can only hear the utters of my heart,
You will hear that your name is the one that my heart utters out.

I cannot take my eyes off you,
You feel like heaven to touch,
I wish I was worthy enough to hold you Hold you in my arms and say;

I am not the best of the guys around,
But I'm sure I can prove my worth,
If you give me a chance to prove myself, You will find that what I say is of pure sincerity.

I like the way you smile,
Because it makes me feel alive,
I like the way you talk,
Because I feel good getting to know you more,
I like the way your eyes look,
because it makes me wonder what you think,
You make me wonder about a lot of things,
And the thought that you will listen to my heart excites me a lot.

And again here I am sitting in my chair,
And I again I wonder, Do you even remember my name?
Do you ever ask and think about me?
Maybe yes, Maybe no

I wanna know.

Annie

We met on the bus after a road trip,
And I can't seem to forget that day,
I was sad lonely and really looking for someone to talk to,
And there you were right before my eyes!

They say first impressions last,
And my first impression of you still lingers in my mind,
I really find you nice, smart, and just amazing,
I just wish I met you much earlier.

As we talked I really saw something in you,
Too bad we're only an hour away from your destination,
I made an effort to try and make the conversation longer,
It lasted as long as it can, But I still find that time inadequate.

The trip to Airlie was all good, It was a learning experience,
But then the trip back was more meaningful because I met you,
As we near the Townsville bus station, I sort of felt sad,
I was sad because, I remembered that it's time for us part.

As we said our goodbyes a lot of things crossed my mind,
Should I ask your phone number, your email address or even your home address?
As these things where crossing my thoughts, You then went to say good luck,
As you said this, You went outside, I then followed suit.

I seized every opportunity to try and ask you something,
But all I was able to ask was a photo of all of us,
You, your friends and I in a snapshot,
The snapshot that ended our brief rendezvous.

I can still remember those sweet eyes, that blonde hair,
That sweet voice that told me and my friends that,
Even though we come from Cairns and from the same school as the idiots with blonde hair,
We were more polite and much better than they were.

Thoughts of you still linger in my mind,
I ask myself of the what if's and the only if's
Why didn't I ask your contact details?
I was an idiot, Indeed I am!

Now I ask myself, Will I ever see you again?
Will I ever meet the Annie that graced my lonely existence?
WIll I ever meet the Annie that gave me the confidence to meet people again?
Or Will I never see or encounter that Annie again?

I guess only time will tell, maybe sometime we will meet again,
And maybe our first meeting will be meaningful the second time around,
Maybe we will never see each other again,
Then meeting you will be a mere memory I cannot forget.

All I have is this one thing that will remind me of you,
It's not much but I guess I will forever remember you,
It's the last thing you, me and your friends had shared,
A photo, A snapshot that reminds me, of what could have been.