| Disclaimer: I do not own Cardcaptor Sakura. If I did, I would be filthy stinking rich like Tomoyo. Cardcaptor Sakura is own by CLAMP. A/N: I was reading Fushigi Yuugi and ::sniffle:: it’s so sweet and touching. I wanted to make this sweet and touching too, which is hard for me because most of my writing turns... well... odd, to say the least. Let’s pretend that Sakura recognizes her feelings for Syaoran earlier than at the last few episodes of the series, k? Warning: this has yuri content. Don't worry, not too much. And don’t worry, I don’t do hentai fics. THIS IS TOTALLY OUT OF CHARACTER (like all my other fics) Whatever Makes You Happy By HashBrown ‘Kawaii,’ Tomoyo thinks as she focuses the camera on a closeup of Sakura’s face, ‘Iie, not kawaii. Beautiful is more like it.' Just then, Sakura’s emerald green eyes flash in determination, causing Tomoyo to melt inwardly. ‘How I love you, Sakura-chan. I wish there is some way to tell you... and if there wasn’t a wolf standing in my way...’ That thought made her glare in the direction of Syaoran Li, who is assisting Sakura in battle as usual. Meilin is off to the side being the pain-in-the-ass she is [well she is]. Tomoyo disliked the relationship (if one could call it that with them constantly denying it) between the Sakura and Syaoran. Disliked, but not hated. No matter how much she loves Sakura, how much she wants to be with her, how much she didn’t like Syaoran being in her way, she can’t bring herself to hate him for it. In fact, she *wants* them to be together. ‘What’s wrong with me?’ She thinks, ‘I want you to be with Li-kun, but I also want you to be with *me*. Oh, if only...’ "HOE!" Sakura’s famous cry interrupted her thoughts. Sakura twirl around in joy of capturing yet another card, the costume that Tomoyo made twirled with her. Tomoyo rose up from where she was crouching. Still with the camera on and up to her face, she focused on Sakura, waiting for the usual bound-towards-Tomoyo-to-show-her-the-newly-captured-Clow-Card. That did not come. Sakura bounded towards Syaoran instead, green eyes glittering in happiness. Syaoran returns it with his usual glare. Meilin complains that Syaoran should have gotten the card. At least, that's what it looks like through an average person's eyes. Tomoyo is not looking through only her own eyes, but also through a zoomed-in camera lens. Thus capturing more details- a few too many details for her comfort. And the fact that Tomoyo is sensitive and seems to see more than other people didn't help either. Her hands shaking, she slowly lower the camera down and press the stop button. She didn't want to record any further. Looking sadly down to the ground, she turn and runs away. ~*~*~*~*~*~ Playing the recording over and over again confirmed her thoughts. 'Hai,' Tomoyo thought, 'I was not wrong, she does love him. That look between Sakura-chan and Li-kun was love. And I knew but denied it. Why? Well, for one. I love Sakura-chan. But when at the same time, I felt happy. Happy for her. Happy that she has found love. Why? I have answered the first question, but the second question doesn't make sense. Why? Why did I feel jealousy and happiness at the same time? Maybe I'm a pro at sorting out other people's feelings, but not mine. Why?' ~*~*~*~*~*~ “Tomoyo-chan?” Tomoyo woke up abruptly. “Huh?!” “Hoe, Tomoyo-chan. You were out like a rock. This isn’t like you.” Sakura’s bright green eyes were the first to come into focus in Tomoyo’s view. |