"Someday The Dream Will End..."


I am now starting to believe everything good to me isn't real...especially my plans for the future:
1) I want to become General of the U.S. Air Force
2) I want to become a famous writer and animator
3) I want to own the last B-52 Stratofortress
4) I want to be a mother to one girl, one boy
5) I want to be bloody rich so I can have a huge palace so all my dearest friends can live with me forever!
6) I want to be queen!! (seriously here :)


Now its starting to occur to me....what if none of these things actually happen? I would be heartbroken because I've taught myself to believe that they WILL happen ever since I was little. So...just...maybe I'll wake up from all these dreams so I won't be hurt as bad as depending on them and THEN they don't happen...just,...maybe SOMEDAY this dream will end...even if I don't really want it to.
If I ever lose any of my close friends I'd probably kill myself. They all make me complete, I seriously don't know what I would do without them, I mean geez,...I love them. They ARE what makes me--me.








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