Thank You.
For everything.
Thank You.
You are an asshole.
As a friend, I thought you'd at least
Tell me something-anything-
But instead you just stay
Silent.
I would rather you tell me that
You never had any feeling for me.
That I was just your sperm depository
A fuck doll-
Toy-
To be brought out when needed.
Yes-I would rather hear that-
Even though it would kill me
I'd get over it.
Tell me something-
SPEAK!
Of anything
Stay not silent! PLEASE!
I beg you!
Hurt me or love me-
But do not torture me!
Thank You.
For the good times we had
And Thank You
Even for the bad.
But curse you
For this.
Curse you for making me feel worthless
Unloved-Unwanted-
Hated.
Would it be so hard for you to
Simply write some words on some paper?
Whichever they were...
Why?
You bastard-
I still love you.
Even though it pains me,
Brings me sorrow and
Draws me to tears.
I do-
Thank You.

8-02
~*~M.B.J.~*~