赤裸々日記
Sekirara Nikki
My Outspoken Diary
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○月×日 今日は君の生まれた日だね
そして･･・僕達の未来がまるでシャボン玉のように弾けてしまった日でもあるね･･･
あれからだいぶ経ったけど君はどうしているのかな?
最近よく思う
早く恋しなくちゃって
過去にすがりついててもダメだって
わかってはいるんだ
そろそろ自分の気持ちにケリを付けよう
さすがにまだ君ほど好きになれる人は現れてないけど･･・
出会いはいつかきっとある!
そうやって思ってないといつになっても気分が落ち込んだままだよ(>_<)
前の日記を読み返してみると ネガティブな言葉しか書いてないや
これって少しは前よりポジティヴになったって事なのかな
さすがにまだ君ほど好きになれる人は現れてないけど･･・
出会いはいつかきっとある!
そうやって思いながらこれからは日々生きていく事にしよう(>_<)
もう二人きりでは過ごせないだろうけど 毎年今日と言う日を遠くから祝うよ
さすがに直接会いになんて行かないから
これ位はさせてくれよな(>_<)
来年もこうやって ここに書き綴ろう
君に届きますように･･･
心から happy birthday to you
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Marugatsu batsunichi Kyou wa kimi no umareta hi da ne
Soshite... Bokura no mirai ga marude shabondama no you ni hajikete shimatta hi demo aru ne...
Are kara daibu tatta kedo kimi wa doushite iru no ka na?
Saikin yoku omou
Hayaku koishinakucha tte
Kako ni sugari tsuite te mo dame datte
Wakatte wa irunda
Sorosoro jibun no kimochi ni keri wo tsukeyou
Sasuga ni mada kimi hodo suki ni nareru hito wa arawaretenai kedo...
Deai wa itsuka kitto aru!
Sou yatte omotte nai to itsu ni natte mo kibun ga ochikonda mama da yo (>_<)
Mae no nikki wo yomi kaeshite miru to Negative na kotoba shika kaite nai ya
Kore tte sukoshi wa mae yori positive ni natta tte koto nano ka na
Sasuga ni mada kimi hodo suki ni nareru hito wa arawaretenai kedo...
Deai wa itsuka kitto aru!
Sou yatte omoinagara kore kara wa hibi ikite iku koto ni shiyou (>_<)
Mou futari kiri de wa sugosenai darou kedo Maitoshi kyou to iu hi wo tooku kara iwau yo
Sasuga ni chokusetsu ai ni nante ikanai kara
Kore gurai wa sasete kure yo na (>_<)
Rainen mo kou yatte Koko ni kakitsudzurou
Kimi ni todokimasu you ni...
Kokoro kara happy birthday to you
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O month and X Day Today is the day you were born
And... Also the day our future was shattered like a bubble
Its been a while since then, but I wonder you're doing?
I've been thinking recently
That I should love someone
And I know that I shouldn't
Cling onto the past
Its soon to kick away my own feelings
Although, just as expected, a person who I love as much as you hasn't appeared yet...
The encounter will surely happen someday!
When I don't think that, I always feel depressed (>_<)
When I read back in my diary Its all negative words written there
I wonder if this means that I've become a little more positive than before
Although, just as expected, a person who I love as much as you hasn't appeared yet...
The encounter will surely happen someday!
As I think that, I decide to live on from now on (>_<)
Although we can't spend time together just the two of us anymore I'll celebrate this day every year from far away
Since, just as expected I can't meet up with you directly
Please let me do at least this (>_<)
I'll do this again next year And compose it here
So that it'll reach you...
From my heart happy birthday to you
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