Could it get any better than this?
I am almost afraid to verbalize my day. It has been just too wonderful. It's times like these that really worry me - you know, when's the bomb going to drop? But anyway, enough of my paranoia. Let me tell you what makes me so happy today.
First, I brought my computer speakers from home and connected them to my office computer. I then downloaded, and managed to install, RealAudio on my office computer. I am now able to connect to all the on-line music and radio stations out there in cyber-land! And, in keeping with "this has been my day" - I found a new-age-y type station, figured out how to connect (actually a no-brainer task) and am now currently sitting and typing to the most pleasant background music which is punctuated with soft, wave-sounds crashing in the background. Yes, I guess you could call me totally happy. The only other little touch that would make this completely perfect would be some candles burning on the credenza and maybe a little incense, but somehow I think that would be pushing it a bit far for a business office.
Next, I got my AOL to work on this (work) computer. I simply connect under my home password and account information. This allows me to check mail and do the "fun" stuff AOL allows one to do right here at work during lunch or on breaks. (I really do like AOL. There's something special about a program that you first discovered the world wide web with. Call it sentimental nostalgia, I guess.)
I also had a totally awesome experience while sculpting early this morning. It was almost mystical watching an image I had held in my mind for so many weeks take form as I worked the clay with my hands; I can't wait to get home and continue what I started. This is why I love working with this medium - something slowly "is" where nothing "was" just moments ago. And the sensory experience of the cool, wet/damp clay as it molds to your direction. Yes, it is pretty awesome - at least for me.
Top off all the above with the fact that this has been a perfectly balanced workday. Just the right combination of busy and quiet; I am very greatful to have found this company. After years of working in high pressure and stress filled environments, this is true nirvana for my working soul! Now I know the pay is not great, (one !fourth! of what I was making in, what I call, the "real world"), but how often do you find an atmosphere that allows you to earn money and nurture yourself at the same time? My only complaint, and this is a purely personal problem, is I now take orders and directions as opposed to giving them. It is a pride thing I know, and I am embarrassed to even admit that I would be that small, but it is just my nature, I guess. And even with this small distraction to occupational perfection, I am greatful that I have such wonderful bosses and directors here that allow me to learn to be more "humble" at my own pace and without derivation or duress.
Yes, it really has been a wonderful day for me and I am glad to be able to share it a bit. My only wish is that your day too, was one that "can't get much better than this!"
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