"Living With Ghosts" -- Patty Griffin

        Living With Ghosts

        Moses



        Diamonds, roses,I need Moses
        To cross this sea of loneliness, Part this red river of pain
        I don't necessarily buy any key to the future or happiness
        But I need a little place in the sun sometimes Or I think I will die

        Everywhere is somewhere And nowhere is near
        Everybody got somebody with their wine and their beer
        So I'm just this tragic figure in the corner over here
        With an empty apartment and a best friend who is queer

        Everytime I see him he smiles
        And he tells me how well he's walking these miles
        But he never ever asks a single thing about me
        If I die, he'd hear about it eventually
        Diamonds, roses, I need Moses
        To cross this sea of loneliness, Part this red river of pain

        Everywhere is somewhere And nowhere is near
        Everybody got somebody with their wine and their beer
        So I'm just this tragic figure in the corner over here
        Go home to an empty apartment and call a best friend who is a queer

        Diamonds, roses, I need Moses
        to cross this sea of loneliness, Part this red river of pain
        to cross this sea of loneliness, Part this red river of pain
        to cross this sea of loneliness, Part this red river of pain

        ©1996 One Big Love Music/Chrome Dog Music (ASCAP)

        Let Him Fly



        Ain't no talkin to this man
        Ain't no pretty other side
        Ain't no way to understand the stupid words of pride
        It would take an acrobat, and I already tried all that so
        I'm gonna let him fly
        Things can move at such a pace
        The second hand just waved goodbye
        You know the light has left his face
        But you can't recall just where or why
        So there was really nothing to it
        I just went and cut right through it
        I said I'm gonna let him fly

        There's no mercy in a live wire
        No rest at all in freedom
        Of the choices we are given it's no choice at all
        The proof is in the fire
        You touch before it moves away
        But you must always know how long to stay and when to go

        And there ain't no talkin to this man
        He's been tryin to tell me so
        It took awhile to understand the beauty of just letting go
        Cause it would take an acrobat, I already tried all that
        I'm gonna let him fly
        I'm gonna let him fly
        I'm gonna let him fly

        ©1996 One Big Love Music/Chrome Dog Music (ASCAP)

        Every Little Bit



        It's funny how a morning turns a love to shame
        Disguised and disfigured and you thought I tasted like rain
        There`s nothing here but a shadow nothin here
        Now you know
        Now you know
        Now you know
        Now you know
        There's nothin here but the shadow, and now you know

        I spit, I spit in the eye
        I tear, I tear out my heart
        and I scatter the bits
        I stay unseen by the light
        I stay untold by the truth
        I'm sold by a lie
        By this I am able in all of my travels
        To make these memories quit
        But tonight I clearly recall every little bit

        I can chew like a cannibal
        I can yell like a cat
        I even had you believing that I really really like it like that
        But there was never a moment
        Not a moment
        Now you know
        Now you know
        Now you know
        Now you know
        You ever got within a hundred million miles of my soul

        I spit, I spit in the eye
        I tear, I tear out my heart
        And I scatter the bits
        I stay unseen by the light
        I stay untold by the truth
        I'm sold by a lie
        By this I am able in all of my travels
        To make these memories quit
        But tonight I clearly recall every little bit

        You left open the window till the morning
        And the winter walked in
        Reality fired her wooden bullet
        Splintered under our skin
        They say I'm walking on freedom
        This is freedom
        Now I know
        Now I know
        Now I know
        Now I know
        I still don't blame you for leaving,baby
        It's cold living with ghosts

        I spit, I spit in the eye
        I tear, I tear out my heart
        and I scatter the bits
        I stay unseen by the light
        I stay untold by the truth
        I'm sold by a lie
        By this I am able in all of my travels
        To make these memories quit
        But tonight I clearly recall every little bit

        ©1996 One Big Love Music/Chrome Dog Music (ASCAP)

        Time Will Do The Talking



        You were so cruel
        I hated being your fool
        So I got a little bit more mud on my face
        But the years will bring a bigger scheme of things
        And make a pretty memory out of my disgrace
        I don't believe there is such a thing as saying too much
        There are those who like to look and
        Those who ain't afraid to touch

        Oh baby don't you know that the
        Time will do the talking
        Years will do the walking
        I'll just find a comfy spot and wait it out
        Time will do the talking
        Years will do the walking
        Time will tell you baby what you can't hear now

        Well we dig our heels in
        And wonder who's gonna win
        Who is gonna win it or wear it out
        I change the lock on the door
        Or learn how to take a little more
        I can outrun all of the devils there
        But never the doubt
        Try not to throw all your money into 20/20 vision
        For the world won't wait on politics or indecision

        Oh baby don't you know that the
        Time will do the talking
        Years will do the walking
        I'll just find a comfy spot and wait it out
        Time will do the talking
        Years will do the walking
        Time will tell you baby what you can't hear now

        Can you hear the voice inside you
        It calls you back to where you belong
        Can you see the one beside you
        Who's been standin' there all along
        Baby, well you were so cruel
        I hated being your fool
        So I got a little bit more
        Mud on my face
        But the years will bring
        The bigger scheme of things
        And make a pretty memory out of my disgrace

        The time will do the talking
        Years will do the walking
        I'll just find a comfy spot and wait it out
        Time will do the talking
        Years will do the walking
        Time will tell you baby what you can't hear now
        Time will tell you baby what you can't hear now
        Time will tell you baby what you can't hear now

        ©1996 One Big Love Music/Chrome Dog Music (ASCAP)/ Flying Faders Music ( ASCAP )

        Mad Mission



        We were drinking like the Irish
        But we were drinking scotch
        Bartender turned on a movie
        Everybody turned to watch
        And every single eye was gleaming
        As he reached the final scene
        Well, at least mine did
        Here's lookin' at you, kid

        It's a mad mission
        Under difficult conditions
        not everybody makes it
        To the loving cup
        It's a mad mission
        But I got the ambition
        Mad, mad mission
        sign me up

        I think I've seen the look before,yes,
        it's kind of non-commital
        It says come hither, baby, but then he's hard wood to whittle
        it says it don't mean a thing, but still, somebody does
        He'd like you to join the club that likes to say
        there's no such thing as love and

        It's a mad mission
        Under difficult conditions
        not everybody makes it
        To the loving cup
        It's a mad mission
        But I got the ambition
        Mad, mad mission
        sign me up

        Sometimes you find yourself
        flying low at night
        Flying blind and looking for
        Any sign of light
        You're cold and scared, and all alone
        You'd do anything just to make it home

        It's a mad mission
        Under difficult conditions
        not everybody makes it
        To the loving cup
        It's a mad mission
        But I got the ambition
        Mad, mad mission
        sign me up

        Sign me up

        ©1996 One Big Love Music/Chrome Dog Music (ASCAP)

        Poor Man's House



        You know you've done enough when every bone is sore
        You know you've prayed enough when you don't ask any more
        You know you're coming to some kind of understanding
        When every dream you've dreamed has passed and you're still standing
        Mama says god tends to every little skinny sheep
        So count your ribs and say your prayers and get to sleep
        Nothing is louder to god's ears than a poor mans sorrow
        Daddy is poor today and he will be poor tomorrow

        Hey that's the poor man's house
        Everybody get a look at the poor man's house
        Everywhere they went before must have turned them out
        And now they're living in a poor man's house

        There's nothing like poverty to get you into heaven
        They got a lot of wine and fish up there
        And the bread's unleavened
        They got a lot of ears that heard a whip go crack
        Lots of missing toes and fingers and scars upon their backs
        Daddy's been working too much for days and days
        He doesn't eat
        He never says much but I think this time it's got him beat
        It isn't that he isn't strong or kind or clever
        Your daddy's poor today
        And he will be poor forever

        Tey that's the poor man's house
        Those kids are living in a poor man's house
        They walk to school with the soles of their shoes worn out
        And come home in the evening to the poor man's house

        What are you chopping that wood for
        Why are you growing that corn
        Mama's sewing a brand new shirt and
        You're wearing the one that's torn
        I guess it's for some one elses kid who wasn't born
        In a poor man's house

        Hey take a look at that house
        Everybody we're living in a poor man's house
        Seems like everywhere we go they find us out
        Find out that we've been living in a poor man's house

        ©1996 One Big Love Music/Chrome Dog Music (ASCAP)

        Forgiveness



        We are swimming with the snakes
        At the bottom of the well
        So silent and peaceful in the darkness where we fell
        But we are not snakes and what's more
        We never will be
        And if we stay swimming here forever we will
        Never be free

        I heard them ringing the bells
        In heaven and hell
        They got a secret
        They're getting ready to tell
        It's falling from the sky
        Calling from the graves
        Open your eyes, boy, I think we are saved
        Open your eyes, boy, I think we are saved
        Let's take a walk on the bridge
        Right over this mess
        Don't need to tell me a thing, baby
        We've already confessed
        And I raised my voice to the air
        And we were blessed
        Everybody needs a little forgiveness
        Everybody needs a little forgiveness

        We are calling for him tonight on this
        Thin phone line
        As usual we're having ourselves one
        hell of a time
        And the planes keep flying right over our heads
        No matter how lond we shout
        "Hey, hey, hey !"
        And we keep waving and waving
        Our arms in the air
        But we're all tired out

        I heard somebody say
        Today's the day
        A big old hurricaine
        Is blowing our way
        Knocking over the buildings
        Killing all the light
        Open your eyes, boy, we made it through the night
        Open your eyes, boy, we made it through the night
        Let's take a walk on the bridge
        Right over this mess
        Don't need to tell me a thing, baby
        We've already confessed
        And I raised my voice to the air
        And we were blessed
        Everybody needs a little forgiveness
        Everybody needs a little forgiveness

        ©1996 One Big Love Music/Chrome Dog Music (ASCAP)

        You Never Get What You Want



        You first found me in my holding pen
        Stopped to take a look and stuck your finger in
        I bit one off and you came back again and again
        Then the nice people let me out one day
        And you told me how to act and
        What to say
        But you never get what you wanted that way

        You never get what you want
        You never get what you want and I don't think it's my fault
        You never get what you want, do you baby?

        Everything's always such a mystery
        Including your sad little history
        Do you still think someone should take responsibility and pay
        Ever since I've know you you've walked that walk
        You've broken all the records
        Now you've broken all the clocks
        And everytime it breaks my heart to hear you talk this way

        You never get what you want
        You never get what you want and I don't think it's my fault
        You never get what you want, do you baby?

        Everybody's been sad, everybody's been tragic
        Whole lot of hard times, whole little bit of magic
        These bitter bitter fruits and these endless hallways
        They're killing us baby
        We gotta walk away, walk away

        You never get what you want
        You never get what you want
        You spend your whole time thinkin 'bout why I'm so deranged
        Well honey, why don't you think about that for a change?
        You never get what you want
        You never get what you want
        Your whole damn life
        You never get what you want
        Not your whole damn life
        You never get what you want
        And I don't think it's my fault
        You never get what you want
        Do you baby

        ©1996 One Big Love Music/Chrome Dog Music (ASCAP)

        Sweet Lorraine



        Sweet Lorraine the fiery haired brown eyed schemer
        Who came from a long line of drinkers and dreamers
        Who knew that sunshine don't hold up to dark
        Whose businesses fail
        Who sleep in the park
        Lorraine who spoke of paintings in Paris
        And outlandish things to her family just to scare us
        whose heart went pokin' where it shouldn't ought
        Whose mother could only sppit at the thought of
        Lorraine, sweet Lorraine

        Her father her father would tear out like a page of the bible
        Then he'd burn down the house to announce his arriva1
        Her mother was working and never was home
        Lorraine carved out a little life of her own
        Lorraine started working, Lorraine went to school
        Her mother threw stones at her on the day that she moved
        Now isn't that a very strange thing to do
        For someone who never really wanted you
        Lorraine, sweet Lorraine

        Her daddy called her a slut and a whore
        On the night before her wedding day
        The very next morning at the church
        Her daddy gave Lorraine away
        Lorraine, sweet Lorraine

        In the battle of time in the battle of will
        It's only your hope and your heart that gets killed
        And it gets harder and harder lorraine, to believe in magic
        When what came before you is so very tragic
        Lorraine, sweet Lorraine
        Lorraine, sweet Lorraine

        ©1996 One Big Love Music/Chrome Dog Music (ASCAP)

        You Are Not Alone



        She sees him laying in the bed alone tonight
        The only thing a touching him is a crack of light
        Pieces of her hair are wrapped around and 'round his fingers
        And he reaches for her side, for any sign of her that lingers

        And she says you are not alone
        Laying in the light
        Put out the fire in your head
        And lay with me tonight

        One of them bullets went straight for the jugular vein
        There were people running , a flash of light
        Then everything changed
        Nothing really matters in the end you know
        All the worrys sever
        Don't be afraid for me my friend, one day we all fall down forever

        She says you are not alone
        Laying in the light
        Put out the fire in your head
        And lay with me tonight

        The wedding date was June just like any other bride
        She loved him like no one before and it was good to be alive
        But sometimes that can slip away as fast
        As any fingers through your hands
        So you let time forgive the past and go and make some other plans

        You are not alone
        Laying in the light
        Put out the fire in your head
        And lay with me tonight
        You are not alone
        Laying in the light
        Put out the fire in your head
        And lay with me tonight

        Also on the Niagra Niagra soundtrack on Shooting Gallery/ V2 Records
        ©1996 One Big Love Music/Chrome Dog Music (ASCAP)

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