4/06/98
thinking of the somedays I
Savior?

we'll talk through the night
and laugh till dawn
we'll see without light
till the moon is gone

thinking of the somedays
we hope we'll see
thinking of the one days
just you and me

we'll watch the fish swim
through crystal pools
we'll see the sun dim
as stars become jewels

thinking of the somedays
we hope we'll see
thinking of the one days
just you and me

we'll drink from a stream
on a grassy hill
we'll live through a dream
someday we will

dreaming of the somedays
we soon will see
living in the one days
just you and me....

5/10/98
Thinking of the Somedays II
Betrayed
wondering about the times
that we'll never see
screaming for what's mine
because you left me

thinking of the somedays
that we'll never see
thinking of the one days
that you took from me

drowning in the ocean
in which you said we'd swim
reaching without motion
as the light grows dim

thinking of the somedays
that we'll never see
thinking of the one days
that you took from me

falling down the mountain
that we're supposed to climb
drowning in the fountain
that you said was mine

thinking of the somedays
that we'll never see
thinking of the one days
that you took from me

screaming for the answer
to why you'll never see
the rotting of this cancer
that eats inside of me

thinking of the somedays
that we'll never see
thinking of the one days
that you took from me

building up all the hate
that you gave without thought
waiting for the date
when the war is fought

thinking of the somedays
that i'll never see
crying for the one days
because you're gone from me


For Joe...a friend forever....but you let me go...

5/11/98
Fallen Crown
darkness surrounds
no light shines through
worms crawl farther
and friends are few
holes grow deeper
lighting dims
cries fall louder
lonely sins

winds blow colder
fears are chilled
the smiles darken
holes are filled
dirt is pouring
from the top
the faces shine
but dirt won't stop

looking up
and falling down
looking up
I lose my crown

the beetles dig
and leppers rot
bodies fall
into your pot
the skin is boiled
and stomachs churned
flames were dancing
as bodies burned

screams can deafen 
as can minds
but the truth
is all that binds
my body's buried 
within this pit
in this grave
i neatly fit

looking up
to empty space
looking up
i see your face

my eyes will blacken
and worms will crawl
through every crevice
they'll eat it all
my brains will rot
as will skin
you know so well
what lies within

now forgotten
in this box
I reach the door
but it locks
forever trapped
within this hole
i hide within
my lonely soul

looking up
flowers surround
looking up
i'm in the ground

tearful faces
looking in
blinding eyes
they see my sin
they cry for mourning
and grieve for loss
these pretty flowers
are all they toss

looking up
they close the lid
looking up
the things i did....

a bloody past
still remains
reminding me
of those pains
the hurt inside
is all i feel
the wound i have
will never heal....

a dying queen
who never flew
she reached for heaven
i reached for you
you never saw
my bloody face
or times before
this mournful place

looking up
and looking down
looking for
my fallen crown



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