Marcia
Kaylin McCloud
So you
wish to know more about me? Something I'm sure you will wish
differently once I begin. My tale is not one that many consider
interesting nor happy. I myself have come to my own conclusions
on my life, the paths I've chosen and the decisions I made. It is heart
breaking and yet, I strive on, not to continue the cycle, but to find
out for myself if indeed what others say is true. That if indeed I am
wrong in thinking life, is a meaningless test, stretched out over ti me
to torture ones soul. If you are still interested, then carry on.
Perhaps, you will find out what it is you seek from me
My name is Marcia
Kaylin McCloud, daughter of one Marcus McCloud known as the Bluemage
and Calisto Devan of the Red dragoness of Yeond. I was borne
within Enchantra, the home of the Bluemage. I was never in want
of anything and my parents loved me deeply. It came to pass, that
my mothers old enemy, Lord Cictus of Cravenitis returned to the land
and found my mother with another, happy and with a child and expecting
a second. And with his hatred caste down upon my home, he took my
mother by force as she went to visit her homeland and pay her respects
at her mothers grave. Bluemage did find her and returned her home
to Enchantra but Lord Cictus would not be turned away. Continuously he
plagued the halls of Enchantra and my lives of my family. Once again,
he took my mother away as she exchanged herself for Lady Tanya's place.
As Lady Tanya healed and prepared to go after Cictus, Lord Cictus did
strike again and took away Lady Jaid, the lady whom I am under charge.
The Bluemage was off to solve a problem with his path of the blue
flames and could do not hing to help. In this, I was alone with
Lady Tanya and others of the McCloud family to watch over me. The Lady Tanya allowed a trap and was
captured by Lord Cictus as well. I feel into despair as I had not my
mother or father to console me and knew not if they would ever return,
and this is when the Lord Cictus struck yet again. Entering my young
mind with promises of power and the ability to bring my mother and
father back against be a family again. I clasped on to that hope and he
did enter my soul, filling it was darkness and allowing me to age
rapidly so he could control my darken powers and release the dragon
spirit that laid dormant within me. I attacked my family
members and home until Desdemona and the Lady Kaitrin did restrain me
and Desdemona entered my mind, to free me from Cictus'
grasp. During this time my mother did have her son, my younger
brother Markus Jr but she hid this from Lord Cictus as he would have
taken my brother away and killed him. Only several days would
pass before Lord Cictus learned her my brother and came for him. My
mother, used all of her strength to send my brother back to Enchantra
to Lady Athena, then return the blue flames to Bluemage with her dying
breath and erupted her aura throughout Lord Cictus' castle to destroy
it. Lady Tanya did find my mother but too late to save her, she
took her body and buried her. Lord Cictus.. escaped.
A year went by in silent remorse. A sort of calm, as the Bluemage fell
into his studies of his craft and company of his friends. I grew lonely
and depressed. The darkness that had been awaken in me grew rapidly,
only causing more tension between he and myself. I soon pulled
away from him, saying I wanted nothing more to do with his as my
father, and silently I took care of my younger brother. In this time, I
met a young man or, what he called himself, android named.. well his
name escapes me but he know goes by the name of Axle. For a time
we were together as a couple, he even asked the Bluemage for his
blessings. Bluemage did not approve of him. Myself and Axle
drifted apart and as I left to study in colleges, I did not hear from
him again until a year later. Our words were not pleasant to each
other, but I think now we can speak to each other without the use of
vulgarness.
Myself and Bluemage began to fight more, and I drifted away from him
even more, going to Lady Tanya and Lord Cataylst Pain. After some time,
I asked that she allow me to call her mother, she was more then happy
to allow it. I did not call Lord Pain papa, as he was not. But I
did turn to him for advice and support, which upset Bluemage even more
so, as he did not like Lord Pain in the least. With Lord Pain, my
darkness grew more so, consuming me. I cared not for anyone or anything
else but my own needs and wants. My brother was all that
mattered to me. I soon joined the House of Pain, already was I a member
of the Blueroses. I'm not sure how that came to be still but I
know t hat it has something to do with the blue flames within my
blood. I believe the flame and the rose are bonded. I soon
fell to a crush with Sir Argus Thrasher, and we began to speak in the
way of courting, but upon my visit to Enchantra one day while returning
from college studies, he did tell me that he wished for another, for
one that would be there for him more often. I was crushed, and I left
Enchantra to stay within the House of Pain. Myself and Argus speak
still, he has changed very much so. I believe he is now a Kindred, but
I can not be entirely sure of his story as I lost touch with him for
some time. Another man entered my life as I was losing myself to
depression, his name Darren DarkKnight. A month we were together until
he was called off into battle, and I never saw him again. My remorse is
that I never got to know him more, for he helped me through confusing
times when even I did not understand my motives. I soon made
myself into a recluse. Surfacing from the House of Pain only when my
lungs begged for fresh air. I was no longer myself, I had turned
to my darkness, wanting only to left alone. Upon visiting with Lady
Tanya, and collecting the rest of mine and Markus' things from my
fathers room. I met with a fae. Jessamine. She had become a member of
the HOP. I saw her as pointless, and made my way back to the
stronghold. Less and less others saw me, and one day I sat wi
thin the Entrance of Enchantra and met a man named
Xyzopaphat. So strange was he, yet he felt my soul, felt my
pain. He understood how I felt and I found myself seeking him out
more and more, returning to Enchantra regularly. I was contempt
to be alone in my brooding and studies, until a woman appeared within
the gate, her name the Lady Trina, her evilness over-powering my very
aura that it made me chill to the bones. She cursed the McCloud
and DuNord name, saying they had killed her only son and we would all
pay. As she came to threaten the very life of my younger brother, I
begged her to take me, and within me she placed a child of evil. One
that would destroy me the moment it was born, and her terms where to
leave my brother alone, only unless the child was allowed to be borne
and my death assured. I agreed. During my pregnancy, I sought the
guidance of my aunts and friends, meeting new people and a young girl
named Thea, whom I soon adopted as a young sister. The day came, family
came to my aid and ..Xyzopaphat. He took my soul within him as my body
ws destroyed and the child birthed. Lord Angus McCloud and Sir
Luminious Lightspirit, found me a new body (please do not ask me
to explain as I don't even know what all happened that day) . In
this time, my soul began to merge with Xyzopaphat as he tried to
control the demons within him and we were linked together. And as he
placed my soul into my new body, I had his emotions, felt his pain,
heard his thoughts and he the same for me. I named the child
Celina Calisto Daven.
Returning, I found that the House of Pain was no more. I know longer
felt the way to it's door. Jessamine soon told me that Lord
Cataylst had died. Once again I was without family, only myself,
my brother and this new child. Jessamine, opened her home to me,
the Ruins of Trokair. For months, I stayed with her, soon calling her
sister and Markus did become even closer to her. But the Lady Trina
would not leave us alone. Enraged that we had some how evading my
death, she promised to kill us all, but the Lady Jaid and the Lady
Tanya bounded her with the rose. In my mind, even to this day, I
believe Lady Trina allowed this to take place. So she could enter
Enchantra freely, as she does now with only minor concerns of anyone to
stop her from doing anything she wished. The gates to Enchantra
closed for a time, Jessamine and myself lost the home in the ruins, yet
we were content to make our home elsewhere within Enchantra. My
brother, grew up. Going through is elven growth spurts naturally,
unlike I. His respect for Bluemage was obvious as he constantly sought
him out no matter how much I protest. Myself and Bluemage continue to
drift apart, until now, there is nothing there any longer. But back to
what I was saying, In this time of rebuilding, I came across a old
friend. Sir Recca Tsumani. We began to get close and soon I found
myself en-tranced with him. He and my Uncle King Fargo soon
became as brothers and he did take the name McCloud. It was quite
confusing for a couple of people, including
ourselves. The castle started to have attacks from the
undead, orcs and other creatures. Myself and my brother rose to defend
Enchantra. Things did not work out for the best, but in the end,
Enchantra was defended and peace came once again. My brother soon
fell in love with Thea, as they spent more and more time together. And
so I gave up my claim as her sister, so they could be together without
any awkwardness. Trina soon started her tricks again, seeing how
many in the Castle where lonely, sadden. She turned to my sister and
offered her a compromise. To restore the House of Pain, and join her.
In this she would teach Jessamine powers and leadership.
Jessamine agreed in order to protect her friends and family from
Trina's plans. I did not trust Trina, yet, she pointed out to me that
though I was happy with Recca, I was alone. I thought she was wrong and
decided to go along with her little tricks. I joined the Talons,
to keep a watch over her, and protect my sister from any tricks Trina
might have up her sleeve. So far, Trina has done nothing but help
others, yet I know there is a reason behind it. I soon learned
she wishes to reach Goddess. Should I allow this to take place...
now that through some twists of fate, she has given me a family once
again in the Talons? Sir Recca soon disappeared and I mourn for
the lost of my love once again. In my despair, I turned to the
spirit world, calling my mothers spirit back to this plane. It
did work and she has return in a way.. all of her soul has not returned
and I fear I will not be able to sustain her much longer. Some memories
I have kept from her, such as Bluemage and Lord Cictus. I feel it is
better this way, as nothing good can come from that but pain. I worry,
and yet, she tells me not to, that plans have been made with a new
friend she has found. I myself, try to keep myself within my
studies once again. There is nothing more that I wish, but to be
with my family. For that, I am content.