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| Grey clouds hand over a blue sky, as sea gulls sing a haunting tune, | 
| life floats by like quicksilver, evading your grasp yet again. A tiny sail boat rocks on a sea of hate and confusion, ready to capsize at a moment's notice.  Colors, Numbers, Words in the mind of a young boy screaming all at once to be heard. | 
 
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| Anger like a soldier's rapier digging into the flesh of his mind.... | 
| Glass shatters, fragments scattering on the ground, in each shard the reflection of a boy is seen..... | 
 
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|                        Love: for thy family and friends! | 
|                        Hate for them also.... but why? | 
|                        Confusion: Why am I like this,  | 
|                           Please God tell me! | 
|                        Anger: This is your fault, you did this to me! | 
|                        Remorse: Oh God, why did I do that,  | 
|                          Dear God, why? ..... A knife slowly | 
|                  lowers to a wrist,  a gush of crimson | 
|            splatters on pale skin then a soft thud. | 
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|                                              THE END   | 
|                                                                    ---- age 14  | 
|                                                         Wednesday, 1999 | 
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