Understanding
You say I don't understand.
Can't feel your emotions.
Oh, but I can.
Oh, how I do.
Anger. Rage.
So much inside.
Consuming-
Like a rabid dog
On a leash.
When let loose
Victimizing at random.
Confusion predominates.
Knowing nothing.
Not even yourself.
Not wanting to know.
Thoughts are jumbled.
Relating made impossible.
The mind so cluttered.
Once, so sure.
Now, only doubts.
Emotions like a pendulum.
Side to side.
No in between.
Without control of its
Perpetual movements.
So tired.
Weary of everything.
Labor, love and sacrifice.
Selfishness-
The only path you
Want to take.
Purpose; hating yourself
For what lurks
Deep inside you.
The only course to take...
Seclusion.
No touch, no warmth.
No caring.
Numbness.
Limbo...
You desire.
I know so well.
For I feel that way
All too often too.
~© 1998 Kristy Henderson~
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