I took all these tests in my Health class, and the results were all fairly similar - "Danger, you are in a severe danger zone. Seek help as soon as possible." Oh. I feel fine :) I know that is hardly the correct way to keep track of how one is feeling, but, um.. Really. I feel alright. Yet the tests told me that I'm in severe stress, need help for my depressions, my anxiety, my phobias, my physical health, my _anger_... Heh. I know I haven't been sleeping well for quite some time now, but _really_. You'd think I was about to drop dead within the next 10 minutes.
I am supposed to monitor one behaviour I'd like to correct throughout the semester in my Health class, but I'm still not decided on which one - my no sleep thing, or my eat once a day thing. *shrug* I'd like to be all nice and sleep 8 hrs/night with no nightmares. I'd like to eat three main meals and 2 minor meals a day. The thing is, if it was that easy to do, I'm fairly certain I would be doing both those things on my own. *shrug*
We are all eggplants. We all want people to buy us out of all the other eggplants in the store and take home and soak us properly and cook us up in some nice gourmet way. Somehow we end up in microwave dinners most of the time, and often with a cold spot in the middle, you know, that spot that isn't freezy cold so 'r not going to bother heating it more, but still not warm enough to be yummie? Whatever. It makes sense in my head.
I suppose I should go to class and feel guilty because I didn't read the 3 first chapters of "The Soul of Black Folks" by Du Bois now. Later, I'll be able to feel even more guilty for not re-reading Phaedra by Racine for the World Lit. quiz tomorrow. However, most guilty I will feel for only skimming through Volpone, by Johnson, and hence only doing so/so on the every other class quiz we seem to be treated to in that class. Ah well. :)
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