ling

ling.. you stuck it out in ksinan's class with me in grade 9 and i so appreciated it then.. and i know me going into her class next year will make her a bit skeptical about me.. anyway, i can't believe how much i've sacrificed for you... for one thing, my english mark!! and those endless times when you pissed off vincent and ME got yelled at in return for it... those endless times when i hadta save your mark in art.. ie, the garfield painting... your arches.... well.. in the end, knowing it was for one of my best buds made it all work the hard work and sacrifices... well.. jes know that no matter what kinda hell you're going through.. i'll be here to support you.. although at times it seems like i dun care, i do.. cuz you're one of the best buds i've ever had.. well, maybe my perspective on what a best friend really is, is different than what comes into the minds of other ppl... but i can tell who cares, and who's worthy of my luv.. and i definitely luv ya like i luv my lit'l godsis.... sure, ya get on my nerves more often than imagineable.. and you can totally drive me CRAZY.. ^.^ but you know that in the end, i'll forgive ya and i'll still luv ya all the same! though ya haven't really been here for me a lot, i still know that you would.. and no matter what i'm going through, i'll have ya by my side.. and i want you to remember i'm always here for you when ya wanna talk.. if gloria or sino are pissing you off, or making you sad, jes know you can come to me and talk about it.. i'll ALWAYS be here for you! (SHIT.. my head is KILLING me right now...) i've always know you to be a strong person.. but at times, the mighty must fall, too.. and jes remember... if you lose your strength and fall, i'll be the one to help you up... well.. i guess i'm used to this.. and by this i mean, the fact that when i'm in the greatest need for a friend, no one's around... like atm.. i'm totally not in a good mood, and i'm in need of a friend.. but everyone's ditched... i mean.. i know i can be a total bitch when i'm in a bad mood... and it's hard to be around me... that's why i dun expect anyone to stick by me.. it's just.. ppl shouldn't say they're gonna always be here for me, if they're never around.. i dun need anyone doing that... and i'm not saying it's jes you.. it's everyone.. everyone says they care.. and when i believe em... and when i need em most, they're nowhere in sight.. cuz the truth is.. no one cares jackshit about me... and i'm tired of ppl saying they care... and pretending like they care.. when they'd seriously rather have me deal with everything myself.. and i'd rather do that than be given false hope and broken promises... jes cuz i'll always be here for everyone, dun mean that you guys hafta pretend to be here for me.. no one's ever been here for me, and i can deal.. i'm used to it by now!! it's a big world.. when i go home, maybe i'll meet friends that care.. and i'll write back to you all and i'll say 'i made it in the world, afterall...'... well.. i'm not trying to say that you guys are mean cold-hearted ppl.. cuz i DO luv you all.. and ling, you're like one of my closest friends.. and i luv ya with all my heart.. and i always WILL be here for you, through thick and thin, through hell and beyond... i jes wanna tell ya how much i appreciate the fact that you always spoil me and let me have my way... i mean.. we certainly do get on each others nerves every once in a while.. but in the end, we're still the best of friends.. and i guess that's the magic of being best friends, eh? ^.^ well.. jes always remember.. when the whole world is a bitch to you.. you'll always have me... if you need someone to talk to, i'll be here to listen.. if you dun wanna talk, i'll still be here with my ears ready to listen.. when you wanna bitch about the world, i'll be here to bitch about it with you.. and the moment you wanna cry, i wun be here to tell ya to shut up, or try to get you to stop crying, or promise you that the world will be better, or that you have nothing to cry about.. because i know that's the last thing you need.. instead, i'll be here to cry with you.. and i'll always be here to remind you how strong you can be... no matter how down you are, i'll be here to help you up.. you'll always have me by your side.. hey, i WAS the one who took that flick for you, wasn't i? it sure as hell hurt cuz it sure as hell was the first time i was ever flicked!! all that jes to protect one of my best buds.. and well.. if ya ask me.. it was ALL worth it!

NAME: Ling Tong (hey, guess what? i knew this!!)
AGE: 16 (and ya still CAN'T drive!!! hehehe.. well.. i wanna reserve first SAFE ride in your car when ya get your license)
GENDER: Female (ya sure? JES KIDDING!! i kinda KNEW this anyway..)
EYE COLOUR: Brown
NATURAL HAIR COLOUR: Black
BIRTHDAY: March 9, 1985 (you're VEWIE old.. you're 7 months older!! that's more than half a year!! that's 200 something days)
HOMETOWN: Vancity/richmond (i'm guessing you're not quite sure what i meant by hometown.. i kinda meant pob...)
DREAM CITY: High in the mountains in north van (but.. how would you get up there? ya get tired walking up the stairs alone..)
BEST FRIEND(S): WeN, gloria, luis (i feel SO honoured to be on this list.. i guess atm, gloria isn't on the list.. but she will be again)
FAVE ANIMAL(S): Puppies (you and your 'here doggy doggy doggy.. jes wait till a CROW comes by!!)
FAVE SUBJECT: Math/science
FAVE TEACHER: Who likes teachers? ms. ming.. she's cool
FAVE MEMORY: Gloria's parties (where ya get wasted, high, and drunk, eh? exactly!!! ^.<)
FAVE SAYING: Screw that, my ass, f**k that, blah blah blah (hey.. my ass is MY remark!! =P)
PET PEEVES: Vincent (amen!!!! ^.^)
FUTURE PLANS: Party!
FAVE FOOD: Pringles (pringles kick ass!! they're harsh addictive, too!!)
FAVE DRINK: Coca-cola (life tastes good.. COCA-COLA!!!)
FAVE FRUIT: Strawberries
TOP FIVE WISHES:
                  1)I wish i was taller (dun we all? dun we all..)
                  2)I wish i knew what to wish for (i wish penner would lose weight.. j/k.. it wun be a dream come true.. it'll be a miracle!)
                  3)I wish for a wish (that sure was a waste of a wish.. )
                  4)I wish a wish would wish for a wish (like everything else you usually say.. this SURE makes sense... )
                  5)I wish i would just shut up (i kinda wish this, too.. jes kidding.. if ya shut up, ya wouldn't be you!)
IF YOU COULD CHANGE one THING IN THE WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE? I know! there are no fat peepz in this world
       to take up all our air, absorb all our food, and destroy the o-zone layer (you're asking for a miracle dude.. a miracle)
WHO WOULD YOU MISS MOST IF HE/SHE DIED? Me cuz if i were to die i would miss myself a lot (i'd miss ya, too)
WHEN WAS THE LOWEST POINT IN YOUR LIFE? When i was born.. that was a low time.. i was too tiny...
WHEN WAS THE HIGHEST POINT IN YOUR LIFE? When i was high...
IF REINCARNATION WAS REAL, WHAT WOULD YOU COME BACK AS? Myself.. scare the crap outta everyone who thought
       i was dead (then we end up killing your look-alike.. hehehe j/k.. remind me to cremate you when ya die...)
IF YOU COULD TELL THE WORLD JUST one THING, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Vincent is a moronic asshole :P (we knew that)
LAST WORDS, COMMENTS, POEMS, EXPERIENCES, ETC: here's a cute joke!
        a man went inot the proctologist's office for his first exam. the doctor told him to have a seat in the examination room and that he would be with him in just a few minutes. when the man sat down, he noticed that there were three items on a stand next to the doctor's desk: a tube of k-y jelly, a rubber glove, and a beer. when the doctor came in, the man said, 'look doc, this is my first exam. i know what the k-y is for, and i know what the glove is for, but what's the beer for?' the doctor immediately became enraged and stormed over to the door, flinging it open, and yelling at the nurse, 'for the last time, i said i wanted a BUTT LIGHT!' (what's so cute about this joke? actually, on second thought, i dun wanna know!! i dun THINK i wanna know..)