.:~*HOME*~:.
.:~*WeN'S POETRY CORNER*~:.
**i'm saving as i go, so some parts may be cut off. forgive me!!**
well, most of you know that i love writing poetry..  and my sketchbooks are filled mainly with poems, rather than sketches..  so i have decided to create a page in which i could put my poems, or put any poems that you guys submit to me through email, icq, or msn, or whatever!  any poems are welcome, and your name will be included with your poem!  but if you wish for it to be 'author unknown', that's fine!  but make sure that the poems are truly by you, because i want all pages on my site to be about me and my friends...  it's a place for your poems, dedications, etc..  okie? if you want a pic, too, send it. well, instead of making a LONG essay-intro like i always do, i'm jes gonna cut to the chase and i'm gonna start off with my poems!  any poem by WeN is a WeN production, copyright 2001-2002..  and anything from my 'artistic' friends are all copyrighted to them and no further publications of them may be made without their permission and for the certain poems written for me, my permission may be required as well... don't want me to sue, do you? ^.<

**NOTE:  not all these poems are of personal experience..  some are just poems that popped into my head during my silent time <aka silent reading> but i just wanna say, that the poem "thankie" is in every way true..  and it's dedicated to everyone mentioned in it**
     .:~*LESSONS OF LIFE*~:.

Without warning, life goes on
After dusk, must come dawn
You can't correct every single mistake
What life throws at you, you must take
Try to prosper and live life well
Only if you let it, will it be hell
On every heart, no need to leave tracks
Don't deny the truth, just accept the facts
Love and be loved, but don't break hearts
Pain and hurt, on both parts
Treat each day like it's the last
Cuz life's passing by real fast
Fame and fortune, no need to achieve
When you die, these things you must leave
Keep on smiling and enjoy your life
Enjoy the laffter, and mind the strife
You can strive, but don't expect to get far
Just love yourself for who you are
A single promise you must not break
You never know what will be at stake
Don't dwell on what others say
In your heart, they shall not stay
With every life, there's a pen to hold
And with that pen, a story is told
But you can't erase every single wrong
With or without you, life just rolls along
Don't forget the past, but look to tomorrow
Dwelling on mistakes will only bring sorrow
Living life with your head held high
Another opportunity will never pass you by.
                    ----------WeN
                .:~*FRIENDS*~:.

Friends can never steer you wrong
With no friends, it's hard to stay strong
Making friends isn't hard to do
But of these friends, how many are true?
Who's by your side when you're feeling down
And with a smile will replace that frown?
When you feel like you've lost it all,
Who will keep you from feeling small?
If on your friends you can't rely,
How do you stand with your head held high?
When there are problems, with you they'll face
And when you need it, they'll give you space
They'll provide you with endless love
They're like your angels sent from above
There may be fights or an occasional tiff
But between you all, will never grow a rift
These simple questions you should ask
Not just hope that it'll last.
Who is always on your side?
Who will miss you if you died?
Who will help you on your way?
Who will listen to all you have to say?
Who will lend their shoulder when you cry?
Who is always standing by?
Who will shed their tears with you?
Who will be there when you want them to?
If all of these, your friends do not fulfill,
Don't give up, someday they will.
It takes time for friendships to grow
And soon, a true friend, you shall know.
                          ----------WeN
.:~*HOME SWEET HOME*~:.

You may be weak, but the thought is strong
In only one place do you belong
Your home, no one can ever take away
And that one place it will always stay
Where you were born, you shall die
When the time comes, there you shall lie
Your life can't be complete, if you're not home
It will never leave, no matter how far you roam
The world may turn it's back on you
But home, to your heart, will always stay true.
                   -----------WeN
I'm halfway to nowhere
And halfway to somewhere
I'm three steps from daylight
And three steps from night.
                     ----------Jordan Minamimaye
I took away the pics on this page cuz it took too long to upload and crap..  so enjoy the poems!!
.:~*BRIGHTNESS*~:.

Turning up my head, i see the light
It's glaring down..  too bright..  too bright
"Reach towards it" is all that i can hear
But what's to happen is all that i fear
Where will this light take me to?
What will this new 'life' put me through?
Where is the dark?  bring it back
All the shadows that i lack
Pain.. pain..  too much pain
Where are the clouds? where is the rain?
Tell the brightening gleam to go away
Why won't the fading darkness stay?
I see a hand reaching to save me
The single touch shall set me free
I can't reach.. it's too far..  so far...
Please don't leave me, wherever you are
Bring me back to where i should be
Bring me back to reality
I don't wanna die, i don't wanna leave
There's too much i still need to achieve
I don't want the light, i just wanna live
This is my life, i refuse to give
I'm almost there, i can feel your touch
The light is growing, it's becoming too much
I can feel the warmth of your hand
I feel the strength i need to stand
I open my eyes and i can see the tears
I'm awake now, putting away your fears
I'm back now... i'm finally home
In the light again, i shall never roam.
                        ----------WeN
.:~*DEDICATION*~:.

Darkness dims among their hearts
Every minute gone a new memory starts
Digging their way, not ever left behind
In our souls, and in our minds
Cherished moments will always live on
Always in our lives, they're never truly gone
Turn to friends and family to help you out
In times of need and in times of doubt
Over time, things may change
Never will a friend's reach be out of range.
                            ----------WeN
<<Poetry fans
.:~*A STEP INTO THE WORLD*~:.

It's never too early; it's always too late
There's not enough love; there's too much hate
Life isn't just happiness, laughter, and joy
It's no longer a game; it's not a toy
Dry those tears and don't be sad
Don't get hung up over what you never had
Let go of the past, but never forget
Love and memories from those you've met
Tomorrow dawns; it's just another day
The troubles of yesterday seem so far away
Find love in your heart; don't ever let it go
Only then do you take a step forward; only then do you grow.
                            ----------WeN

.:~*A POEM DEDICATED TO MY BIG BRO*~:.

Young and stubborn, you can't stand the pain
Overcome by feelings and anger you can't sustain
Unless these stop, you can't figure out how to deal
Rock walls surround your heart so others can't help you heal

Light seeps through the cracks in the wall
In comes life, maybe there's a cure afterall
The wall falls down and lets it all in
The healing and renewing can finally begin
Less than perfect, the heart is mended with luv
Everyone you let in makes you stronger than the shove

Sensitive and weak, the patches may break
It might seem more than you can take
Stronger may be the other side
There will be times you wish to hide
Even if it puts you in a horrible mood
Resist that feeling telling you to be rude

Look around and see what's there
Unjudging people who will help mend and really do care
Various faces of people whom you know
Sometimes these faces don't always show

You should recognize who one of them should be
Always luving you, it's your sis, me!

                            ----------WeN
.:~*DEDICATED TO MY BIG SIS*~:.

Shooting stars may bring you hope
Understanding the world may help you cope
Zeniths may seem far out of reach
And your side of the story you just can't preach
Never forget your lit'l sis is always here for you
Not only to listen, but to help you through
Ever always on your side
The we have shall forever abide
Always know you can trust in me
Over the years, no matter
who I'll be.
                            ----------
WeN
.:~*THANKIE*~:.

To those special eight who mean the world to me
Without your luv and support, I dunno where I'd be
You're all special to me, in your own special way
And I'd like to take the time outta my life to say
Thankie Paul for being my slave and one of my best friends
I'll miss you a tonne when this journey we take finally ends
Thankie Brian for always being there to save the day
Hiding me from those mean dogs and frisbees that run away
Thankie Jordan for being the best big bro
Everything you've taught me has helped me grow
Thankie Bryan for always listening to me complain
And for wishing me well, whenever I'm in pain
Thankie Jimmy for being the great godbro you are
Always pulling me back, whenever I roam too far
Thankie Suzanne for being such a luving sis
When we part and separate, your smiles I'll miss
Thankie Ling for always greeting me with a smile
Meeting this great best bud was worth all the while
Thankie Annie for being such an excellent friend
You stuck through it all with me, until summer's end
You eight people, I can't thank you enough
You've always been here to help, whenever my life gets tough
I know there is so much I didn't thank you all for
When I was drowning in the ocean, you guys pulled me to shore
I know a poem isn't enough to thank you for all you've done
And a thousand poems to each, would be more accurate than just this one
But despite the small quantity that I have written above
I want you all to know my words are true and filled with luv.
                            ----------
WeN
.:~*UNTITLED*~:.

Sometimes things don't always go our way
And the words we hear aren't the words we want to hear them say
I wanna turn left, but I'm forced to make a right
I wanna be left in the darkness, but there must be light
When I ask for white, I always get black
When I wanna move forward, I'm always held back
Nothing I want seems to get through
All those lies they said turned out to be true
What do I do when everything goes wrong?
What do I do when nothing lasts very long?
There's so much I can do; so much I can say
But no matter what, things will never go my way
What do I do when nothing will give?
After the frustration, what do I do when I don't wanna live?
I could do and say a thousand things
But in the end they add up to a bunch of nothings
Nothing else can make the argument stay
Nothing else can keep me from turning away.
                            ----------
WeN
.:~*BLOSSOM*~:.

The darkness settles in, the city's covered in gloom
Among all the grey, a single flower will bloom
Bringing hope to people near and far
Giving a glimpse of happiness to whoever they are
A smile will creep upon their once sad face
And with that new strength, the power to embrace
A brand new day; a fresh start
An open mind and a pure heart.
                            ----------
WeN
.:~*UNTITLED 2*~:.

Another day dawns and I'm left in the dark
Every single gash; an everlasting mark
Through the blackness, I can no longer see
I'm letting go, I'm losing myself; I lost me
I'm getting so tired, I can't hold on
Every dream I reached for--they're all gone
No reason to continue, no reason to live
I'm throwing in the towel now; I truly give
I'm being sucked into the hole; I'm on the wrong track
There's nothing left to hold onto, I can't turn back
It's all gone now, I gave it all away
I wait for the curtains to part and reveal a new day.
                            ----------
WeN
.:~*LIFE*~:.

So hard to get good grades
So hard to please my mom
So hard to stay on task
So hard to do the work

So difficult to live it up
So difficult to find a way home
So difficult to accept the truth
So difficult to turn away

So painful to see one leave
So painful to watch me fail
So painful to continue on
So painful to look ahead

So hard to ask for help
So difficult to say good bye
So painful to hold those tears
So easy to fall in love.
                            ----------
WeN
.:~*SEASONS*~:.

Leaves of life, blades of grass
The cold melted away, like the past
Everything is fresh; everything is new
Among the green, a lonesome flower grew

The sun glared down with it's burning rays
Turning back time, prolonging the days
Trickling down, came beads of sweat
The flower stretched, as much as its petals let

The green soon became the red and the brown
And from the trees, leaves fluttered down
The warm sun came peeking through
With the gentle breeze, the flower blew

The city was cloaked in white
And not a single leaf was left in sight
Under the snow, where the green grass lies
The lonely petals fall, and the flower dies.
                            ----------WeN

.:~*A POEM, just FOR ME!!*~:.
(titled:  "Torn Apart")

A portion of your person,
Yearns for acceptance.
The majority of your mind,
Thrives for the challenge.
A section of your soul,
Calls to your home.
A necessary part of yourself,
Left behind on top a tower,
Waiting to be whole.
                            ----------Douglas G Sjostrom
.:~*NOT for ME, BUT WAS SENT TO ME!!*~:.
(was sent to me without a title)

Open doors we find our way,
we look we see we smile.
Surely daybreaks cross our path,
and stay maybe a while.

Let them run, let them chase,
let them hide between.
Constant doors will open eyes,
as life seems like,
life seems like a fight.
A fight.

Maybe I'll just sing a while,
and then give you a call.
Maybe I'll just say hello,
and say maybe that's all.

Hurry home as love is true,
will help us through the night.
'Till we're coming home again,
life seems like,
life seems like a fight.
A fight.
                            ----------Douglas G Sjostrom
.:~*YOU KNOW...*~:.

Today, I feel like a mud puddle,
                                  an ink stain,
                                      a broken radio.
                          being stepped on,
                                  unremovably hated,
                                      talking, but unheard.
            So I cry,
                   I drown,
                       I die.....
                  
                    Alone.
                            ----------
WeN
.:~*THE ROAD NOT TAKEN*~:.

Trapped between the middle
Torn between two sides
Gotta choose between the choices
Need to pick a path to go

One path is all sunshine and rainbows
Covered with the gleam from the sky
Exposed to the growing warmth
Embracing the world with faith

The other path is quite the contrary
Dim and mysterious; cloaked in shadows
Masking all hopes with a tint of black
Darkness prevails and consumes this road

So, the path of life and hope and lies?
Or the path of darkness, truth, and life?
Live in the sun, or accept harsh realities?
Live in the dark, or believe there is hope?

Impossible to change the journey chosen
No way to alter the path now taken
But this space here down the middle is for a reason
To walk hand in hand with the light and shadows

The road not taken.
                            ----------WeN

**note:  with this poem goes a picture..  but it isn't available atm**
.:~*GRAINS OF SAND*~:.

Struggling through the humid air
Trying with might to stay alive
Crawling to what seems lightyears away
Grasping onto life passing by

The destination seems so far away
The trail seems longer than before
Every step should be one step closer
But the hands of time go in reverse

Almost there, yet so far to go
So tired, yet I've barely moved an inch
How important is this; does it matter?
I'm just a turtle out of the water.
                            ---------
-WeN

**note:  this poem is dedicated to the one and only, much loved, speedy!!!  ^.^**
.:~*YESTERDAY*~:.

It's funny
How I no longer know
Who I am
Anymore.
I lost
It all when I turned around
And gave it all away.
I fell apart
And no one was there
To pick up
The pieces.
They faded
And left
Empty spaces in me.
Only to find me
Hanging on
To yesterday
            When it wasn't too late
            When we all still cared
            About it.
When we were still okay
When you were still around
When we were too young
             To remember
             To know
             To understand.
                            ----------WeN


**note:  this poem is dedicated to yuli who loved the ending and suggested the title to be what it is**
.:~*YOU NEVER KNOW*~:.

Don't give up on dreams
You never know when they'll come true
Don't give up on friends
You never know when you save a life
Don't give up on continuing to strive
You never know when you're almost there
Don't give up on trying
You never know how far you can reach
Don't give up on family
You never know when they need you the most
Don't give up on yourself
You never know what you're capable of
Don't give up on life
You never know when it'll be over
Don't give up..  You never know
Those words may come a little late.
                            ----------WeN
.:~*SOMETIMES*~:.

It's hard to be who I am
Sometimes I want to give up
So maybe I'll leave
The stage.
It's difficult to hold on
Sometimes I'll get tired
So maybe I'll let go
Of the monkey bars.
It's hard to stay on track
Sometimes I think I'll crash
So maybe I'll stop
The car.
It's difficult to put up with being wrong
Sometimes I don't want to keep trying
So maybe I'll walk out
On the test.
It's hard to hold it all in
Sometimes I can hardly breathe
So maybe I'll push away
From the deep end.
                            ----------WeN
.:~*IT TAKES TWO*~:.

Two in a million
Partners in crime
Together through the troubles
A couple of complete weirdoes
A duo super-glued together
But between just us...
        I've never felt more alone.
                            ----------WeN
.:~*OUR WORLD*~:.

Peace on earth and goodwill towards men
Children standing together, hand in hand
Nothing but good fortune for one and all
Divided we fall, and united we stand

Everything is wonderful, incredible and great
No matter what, friends are aways there
Happy, happy, goes by every day
No worries about family disappearing anywhere

Love and sunshine, rainbows and kisses
All that's good, and pretty, and pure
Life is grand and there's not a single care
Hard work and determination finds the cure

We all think this is what life is about
But maybe you live in a world of fantasy
Because it's time to wake up; time to finally see
Here's a sense of life in reality

Look around and see the hate
Feel the anger and the pain
Breathe the air of filth and dirt
And cry the tears your eyes can't sustain

People kill others simply for pleasure
Nations hurt nations with words and war
People are raped and robbed and beat
In times of need, people just shut their door

Smell the poison in the smoke people puff
See the hunger that shows in people's faces
Feel the violence of every hit a child takes
Hear the discrimination of each other's races

If you see the world for what it is
Instead of what it should be
Maybe then, you'll understand
What makes it not easy to be me.
                            ----------WeN