The Scent of a Woman




    The hint of vanilla graces my pillow like a sigh in the breeze.
    Memories flood my mind in an inondation of emotion.
    I miss you already, as I hear your car leave, speeding you off to work.
    We haven't talked much lately, but the thought doesn't pause to ask why.
    I am too busy basking in groggy bliss to question things of late.
    Too late,
    I now realise my mistake,
    weeks later.
    Something has gone amiss, between the talk and the kiss.
    And now the damage is irreparable
    as we sit in off-hand casual conversation, at our meeting place where harmful ears can hear.
    No exchange of intimate thoughts here, in plain view of the judging world.
    You've left me and... I still haven't absorbed the full repercussions
    So we chat over coffee,
    hazelnut vanilla,
    just friends.

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