What If...
- submitted by "Dee"
I've got a true experience, if you'd like to hear it. When I was 22 and
living in California, I had my first and only bi experience. I was
hanging out with 4 of my friends one night, watching some pornos and
having a good laugh. It was getting late and we were splitting up. One
guy, a guy I worked with, went back to my room with me to watch some
videos and drink some wine. We'd already been drinking beer. I lived
in a dormitory back then. Anyway, he suggested watching another porno.
I was getting horny and said sure. I was reclining on my bed and he was
sitting in a chair next to the bed. We started talking about our early
sex experiences. He was steering the conversation and I let him. We
talked about solo experiences and I mentioned I had tasted my own cum
once when I was a teenager and he said, "Don't you think it's time you
did again?" I'll never forget those words. He leaned over and kissed
me, and I kissed him back. He asked if I had any condoms, but I didn't,
so he said no sex. We got up and undressed, and I had him lay on the
bed. I went down on him. I couldn't believe how much I wanted to have
his cock in my mouth! He got hard and his cock was really hot, and I
sucked for all I was worth. I even deep throated him! It didn't take
long before he was ready to cum and he told me to slow down. I don't
know what happened, but I stopped and told him I didn't want to go any
further. He started to kind of panic and asked if he could suck my
dick. I said ok, but stopped him after a few seconds. He said it was
ok, but he wanted to make me cum. I kept saying no, and we got dressed.
He left, and we saw each other at work, but we never talked about it
again. I still fantasize about him and what might have been. If he had
been dominate and took control I probably would've done whatever he
wanted. If a dominate person took control now I know for sure I'd do
what he wanted.
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