MARK OF WESTLIFE IS OFF THE MARKET
WESTLIFE'S MARK INTRODUCES HIS PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND TO THE WORLD
FANS ARE SHOCKED TO HEAR MARK FEEHILY OF WESTLIFE IS BECOMING A FATHER

Those were the head lines on the news paper over the next couple of days. I was waiting anxiously for the fans' reaction but the last head line I read killed all my hopes. WESTLIFE'S MARK'S GIRLFRIEND WAS A DRUG ADDICT

I rushed over to Mark, who was boiling water in the kitchen, crying. 'What's wrong May?' Mark saw what I had on my hand and he read it. 'Ssshhhh, it's gonna be alright sweetie.'

I didn't know where did the press find out about my past. It was impossible that they found out from the centre cos each patient's file was meant to be a secret. I felt like crawling under the table and stay there until it was all over.

The phone started to ring. A lot of them were from the fans. Probably they found out my number from the directory book. Some of them were really harsh. They called me names and all but when Mark took the phone away from me, he managed to yell at them to leave us alone. But, to our surprise, some of the calls were really supportive. Somehow the fans knew that I had gone over it and that I was clean and they were happy for us. I let some of those girls talked to Mark for a little while. It was a clear mixture of reaction but Mark was still worried so he set up an interview with a paper tomorrow.

'May, are you sure you want to come?' Mark was looking very concerned cos he knew I hated people to fuss off with my bad past and I hated to talk about my past. 'Yes and I'm going to talk to the reporter as well.'

I wanted to do it for our sake but deep down inside I was as scared as a little mouse in a trap. 'I swear you're so brave sweetie.' I smiled, wishing Mark knew how I felt inside. He leaned over and kissed me.